A Memory Of December

During the time the cold wind starts blowing
I couldn't help my tears to stop from falling
It's not the happy memories that I remember
Only those that let my heart cry in December

I couldn't accept that you just left me alone
And I found myself staring at the telephone
Hoping that you would call me just once
And maybe you'll give me a second chance

I guess I'm in a deep state of depression
And it's easy to tell with my expression
Why do I have to suffer this way?
How could you let my fragile heart pay?

My tears are like the falling rain
Of pains and aches that are heavy to gain
I just couldn't let myself suffer
From a battle wherein you're tougher

So, every time I pick of a memory from December
I only choose now what are happy to remember
'Cause I'll never forget that still, I have friends
Who will accompany me till the battle ends

The Kiss Of New Year

Reunion, laughter, and joyful tears
Even groups who keep drinking beers
It's a scene everyone wants to look upon
From sunset of New Year's Eve till dawn

Also, New Year depicts new beginnings
New hopes, aspirations and yearnings
Everything's new for the two young hearts
That found each other after years of being apart

It's their destiny that binds them together
And their hearts that love one another
Happiness for them is like the beautiful seas
And they want no other for them to be pleased

As the New Year countdown started with no warning
They stared at each other with full of meaning
And because of the times that they had missed
The lovers welcomed the New Year with a kiss

For them, that kiss was one of a kind
Because love is surely not easy to find
It's only in your heart where you could be able to see
A love that holds the future's key

January's Story

It's the month that started the year
And vacation had been drawn near
A month that will start life again
And have my blessings be poured like rain

But the story I want to show
Is about a love that began to flow
A love that started by an accidental touching
And destiny that already did its matching

The field was cold because of the snow
And the time must have moved slow
But the two of them didn't mind the cold
Didn't even know what destiny has foretold

Both of them can't say a thing
Not a word until the phone rings
She realized it was already ten o'clock
And her friend was only waiting for her to knock

He smiled at her and just said this,
"I'm sorry," then he held her hand and had it kissed
She was shocked but she managed to smile
Because somehow, he made her moment worthwhile

My Greatest Regret

I know my love from before
Helped me open a new door
A door wherein my wishes were fulfilled
And a new life I'll be able to build

But time had passed, I don't know why
Why'd you have to make me cry?
I know I've risked everything for love
So why'd you let pain I shall have?

Choices for me to pick are already set
But I didn't know it'll be my greatest regret
To end our relationship was my last choice
Even though I know you were not one of my toys

I couldn't think of any other way
For me to get rid of this pain away
I know I've made the wrong decision
That's why I couldn't think of an acceptable reason

Is it jealousy? Is it pain?
Why am I standing in the rain?
I can't believe I let myself suffer for long
And I really have to bring it along

I just can't stand it anymore
And I couldn't take my heart to feel this sore
Now I feel the rain of aches that makes me wet
'Cause I know the decision I've made was my greatest regret

Will There Be A Second Chance?

Oh, pain, why can't you let me go?
Why'd you let my heart freeze in the snow?
He's a person I know I should forget
But how come I still feel the regret?

I don't know if there'll be a second time
When you already heard the clock's chime
Feelings of mine for you that I can't get rid
Despite the things that you just did

Each morning, I just want to mourn
Ever since this unbearable pain was born
I'm asking why can't you love me
The way that I really want to be

I can't say if there will be another chance
To let me be awake from this trance
For I couldn't take the pain anymore
That's slowly devouring my heart's core

I really want to let my feelings prance
Just to be able to have a second chance
'Cause when the day I'd have such a thing
It's when the day winter turned to spring