Thursday, December 9, 2021

Deciding To Stay


A lot of them said that they were not meant to be together. He was handsome, he was amazing, he was skillful. As for her, a nobody. A wallflower. Just someone ordinary.

At least for them.

Pero hindi iyon ang pinaniniwalaan ni Lei sa simula't sapul mula nang makilala niya si Erven. Hindi siya sigurado kung bakit ganoon na lang kalaki ang tiwala niya sa lalaking ito kahit sabihin pa na hindi ito isang ordinaryong nilalang. He was amazing, he was extraordinary -- but for a reason.

And she knew how dangerous those reasons were. Dangerous to the point that Lei should be scared of Erven and his powers. But even with that knowledge, she couldn't bring herself to be scared of him. Funny, right?

Saturday, November 27, 2021

ETB Book 2 Story Plot (Tentative)

NOTE: This is the initial plan for the story which will be the second book of "Eight Thorned Blades" series. Puwedeng magbago ang mga ito depende na rin sa takbo ng mood ko sa pagsusulat nito. Hehe! Anyway, hindi ko pa naman naisusulat ito dahil wala pa nga ako sa kalahati ng Book 1.

The second book will follow Kourin's adventure along with Seiichi and Raiden several months after the conclusion of the first book. The story this time, however, will be mainly focused on a character named Akari Ayu na dumating sa Shinomiya mansion dala-dala ang isang artifact na nakita nito umano sa Kusanagi Shrine sa Casimera ilang buwan bago iyon pinasabog ng Dark Rose noon. They realized that the artifact, an unusual four-bladed scissor katar, was something that an ancient leader of the Yasunaga clan forged as one of the three clues they needed to find para magamit na pruweba ng isang partikular na tao tungkol sa isang bagay. From there alone, Theron, Amiko, and Raiden knew that another danger awaits them.

It was discovered that just a few weeks after the funeral, a mysterious scroll was delivered to Shingo under the suspicious name "Blath". It turns out that the scroll wasn't just an authentic one but it also contains the detailed records of an event called "The Blood Moon Massacre" which actually tells the story about the annihilation of the Yasunaga clan 300 years ago. The contents of the scroll seemed to have a second part that Yasha and a person named Ishin Hamahara decided to retrieve from a hidden temple just beside the fortress of Himeji Castle in Japan, hence leaving Raiden under Shingo's care. Upon her return, not only did they retrieve the second part of the scroll but also comes in contact with one of the members of a mysterious organization. Fortunately, a mysterious man saved Yasha and Ishin but in exchange of bringing him to the Shinomiya clan princess' presence.

The second part of the records on the retrieved scroll revealed more than what they could all think of. Not only did they learn that four children of the Yasunaga clan's main family survived, but they also come across a feared name—the Yasunaga clan's murderer called the Black Thorns. Shingo soon revealed that the direct descendants of the original Black Thorns carry on the 300-year-old mission of fully obliterating the members of the Yasunaga clan at all cost. The said group was led by a person bearing the codename "Kirin" and that he has four sub-leaders codenamed after the Four Celestial Beasts namely Suzaku, Seiryuu, Byakko, and Genbu. At dahil sa mga nalamang iyon, na-realized nila na wala na silang ibang option kundi ang hanapin at pagsama-samahin ang mga miyembro ng tanging pamilya na nagsasanay para sa araw na tuluyan nilang mapapatay ang mga Black Thorns. And the 12 Knights—which was just completed following the succession ceremony done to determine which trainees were skilled enough to fill in the position of the Knights who died during the Dark Rose event—were given the task to locate the members of the Yasunaga clan in question.

The story deals more with Akari and Ishin's journey, together with Kourin, Seiichi, Raiden, and Reiko, of finding the members of the Yasunaga clan, which they later learned had four branches with each branch representing the descendants of the four children who had survived the Blood Moon Massacre. Each branch has a pillar—similar to the position of the Shrouded Flowers' designated clan leaders—with centuries-old mission to fulfill, and that is to find the direct descendant of the First Clan Prince Tasuke of the Yasunaga who will inherit the title of Schwertkreuz ("Sword-(shaped) Cross" in English). The said title was actually meant to hide the dangerous responsibility that lies with it, and that is to lead the four branches of the Yasunaga clan into eventually eliminating the Black Thorns for good.

But the journey was something that none of them had ever realized would test them to their limits. The Black Thorns turned out to be even deadlier and more dangerous than any of them could think of. Shingo stated that even though there were only 20 active members, the skills of the group are deadlier than that of the Dark Rose's and they were truly ruthless. At first, the members of the Silhouette Roses, especially the four pillars, were reluctant to accept any outside help. But there are others who were open for it, especially those people who were considered to be the pillars' right hand men.

During the course of the story, several secrets were also revealed, including the reason why the Yasunaga clan decided to remain hidden from the rest of the world. Though most of their members decided to hide their links to the clan when they were in the outside world, their loyalty to it and to their 300-year-old mission of protecting each other from the wrath of the Black Thorns remains. But the most shocking secret of all was about the identity of the man who had saved Yasha and Ishin from a Black Thorn member's attack. Several romantic relationships were believed to be established here, as well, including those that were left hanging at the conclusion of the first book. But as everyone had expected, their mission must come first before anything else.

The journey to defeating the Black Thorns and the battle that goes with it became even more dangerous as several members of the Yasunaga clan were killed at the hands of the enemy in more than one encounter. The final straw came when the older sister of the First Branch's pillar and even Chizue and Theron were killed. It was then that the other pillars realized they couldn't win the battle alone, especially if their way of thinking remains about accepting any outside help. They accepted the collaboration from the Shrouded Flowers with a pretty amazing convincing from Akari, especially upon knowing the fact that the group had experienced much more than just losing in a battle and having other people sacrificed their lives to attain the victory they've longed for. They could also add another fact that during the 12 Knights' encounters with the Black Thorns, the enemies hadn't succeeded in killing any of the active members of the Shrouded Flowers, especially their young leader. It only proved that the Shrouded Flowers were determined not to lose anyone anymore after the Dark Rose event.

The collaboration had strengthened the bonds of the two parties, especially after finally learning the identity of the First Clan Prince's direct descendant who will inherit the title of Schwertkreuz because of Akari and Ishin's investigation. The final battle ensues with only one ultimate goal in mind, and that is to end the Black Thorns once and for all without losing anyone among the Shrouded Flowers or even the Silhouette Roses anymore than what they had initially lost.

Sunday, November 21, 2021

What are you most grateful for right now?

I have a lot, which the majority of them, I'd fail to actually see due to a lot of frustrations. But perhaps what I'm grateful for right now is my ability to rein in my negative emotions and not let them out. I have a feeling that, if I did let it out, I could hurt a lot of people. Sure, having this ability could allow people to take advantage of me. But that's where one other thing I'm grateful for comes in.

My journal writing habit. This is the real reason why I'm able to control my emotions, especially the negative ones. I would write them down here since I don't usually blurt out my emotions and I was choosing not to, anyway. I'd rather let it all out here, even when I know that people would never listen to my sentiments.

Tuesday, November 16, 2021

Your Smile While Waiting (KR Zero-One: Aruto/Kiramager: Sena)


It was a normal day in one of his days off at work as the president of Hiden Intelligence.  There hadn't been any disturbances lately, so he decided to give himself time to rest and enjoy some time off from his responsibilities.

And one of those things he'd like to do during those times? Visiting the amusement park. Well, there was a reason for that. A reason that he only mentioned to Izu recently. Even so, he was just glad that she allowed him to go there by himself as he didn't like any disturbances or people watching his every move.

At the moment, he just wanted to do one thing.

Friday, November 5, 2021

Write down the lyrics that keep looping in your head.

Since I constantly listen to songs (even though I'm not that updated to new ones), there are a lot of lyrics that would usually strike my heart. But for this prompt, I'd be listing 7-10 lyrics -- with no explanations this time -- and the title of the songs in which they came from.

  1. やっと見つけられたんだ (Finally, I found you...) - Only One, Fujita Maiko
  2. I'm still, I'm here, and I'll be there... - Here I Am Again, Baek Yerin
  3. 何十年 何百年 何千年 時を超えよう 君を愛 (Ten years, a hundred years, a thousand years, we'll be together no matter how long. I will always love you...) - Kiseki, GReeeeN
  4. At ihiling sa mga bituin na minsan pa sana ako'y iyong mahalin... - Hiling, Silent Sanctuary
  5. If I ever had a line to heaven, I swear I'd call you there... - Line To Heaven, Introvoys
  6. You are my prayer - my every thought that I will treasure here the most... - Carry My Love, Sarah Geronimo
  7. We learn just what we can become through the triumph of the one... - Triumph Of The One, Lea Salonga
  8. Kung 'di rin tayo sa huli, aawatin ba ang puso kong ibigin ka? - Kung 'Di Rin Lang Ikaw, December Avenue ft. Moira dela Torre
  9. 願いが 祈りが 惑う心 打ち消してくれる (Wishing and praying will counter a confused heart...) - Blessing, Aira Yuuki
  10. 내 사랑을 그대가 부르면 용기 내 볼게요 (But when you call out my love, I will have courage and look...) - Moonlight Drawn By Clouds, Gummy

Tuesday, November 2, 2021

What (Else) I've Read In October 2021

  

Yup. I know I'm days late again in posting this thing. And I even recall that I have to do a monthly wrap-up, as well. Then again, things got a little busy around here. I'm not going to go deeper on that since this entry is about the books I've read. Or should I say, the books that I've re-read this month aside from the ones I've already posted prior to this. Let's just say that I don't want to remove the book comments I've already posted here. I ended up doing a wrap-up with regards to the rest of the books I've paid attention to (or at least I tried) this month.

So here we go!

xxxxxx

Sunday, October 31, 2021

The Sunday Currently | 37 |

Yes, I'm aware that I've missed a Sunday again after posting the last SC entry. So here I am, back again to fill up a second SC entry for October. And to think it's the last day of the month. I still have a lot to write about and I just finished writing on my journal, in which I decided to add a rolling weekly spread on it as a trial. So I might as well get on with this, right?

So this Sunday, I'm currently:

Thursday, October 28, 2021

Write the words you need to hear.

  • I am loved.
  • It's not hopeless for my life to change, even at my current age.
  • I can fulfill my dreams, regardless of my age.
  • I can find love in the most unexpected places. And they believe in it.
  • That I am a creative writer and I will get recognized one day for it, one way or another.
  • I am a good friend.
  • The words I wrote saved them in some way and they're thankful for it.

These words are the ones I could think of at the moment. And perhaps these are the ones that continue to resonate in my mind over and over.

Thursday, October 21, 2021

Who is someone you'd like to treat better?

I would say... myself. Was that selfish of me as an answer? I don't know. But this is my immediate answer as soon as I saw the prompt. It's probably because I kind of forced or programmed myself (in this case, unknowingly) to respond to other people's orders only because I'm just here at home and unemployed. Due to the sense of "utang na loob" (debt of gratitude) and the lack of other ways to contribute to them, I ended up doing chores (at least most of them) and errands for them. Yes, I'm feeling bitter about it. But at this point, I can't help feeling that way.

I'd like to experience being able to do something solely for me and not for them. No errands, no favors, doing things on my own pace, no one to call my name just to do this and that. Was it too much to ask? At the moment, I can only sigh.

Sunday, October 17, 2021

The Sunday Currently | 36 |

Okay. I know it's been such a long time since I posted my last SC entry here. Even though I even have such alarm on my phone reminding me about it, I still haven't been able to write most of them. But tonight, I've got to change it a bit since I don't want to leave my October kind of bare, I guess. Yes, I know. I placed book comments there. But I'd like to add a new one.

Or at least that's what I think.

In any case, here I am again. It's going to be a little short. Then again, since when did I make a long SC entry, anyway?

So this Sunday, I'm currently:

Thursday, October 14, 2021

What are three things you had to learn the hard way?

  1. At some point in life, relationships that you tried your best to save will eventually fall apart. Or at least, that's what I've learned about my parents' relationship before they decided to go on their separate ways. I mean, even I could see that it's beyond saving, anyway. And this aspect, I think, is what made me fear getting myself committing to a relationship.
  2. Motivation and inspiration will never go hand in hand in fulfilling my dream. What do I really need? Determination. And for some reason, this is something that I lack. I really have to find that determination if I truly intend to get out of this rut of a life that I have.
  3. It could take you a lifetime (or not at all) to find a true friend who would stick with you through thick and thin. And as sad as it sounds, I don't consider my family as my friends. There are reasons and those reasons had stopped me from truly expressing myself to them without actually hesitating if I should confide to them even my greatest fears or not.

Friday, October 8, 2021

【Book Comment】The Secret Of Red Gate Farm (Nancy Drew Mystery Stories # 6)

Blurb (from Goodreads):

When Bess Marvin purchased an expensive bottle of Oriental perfume, she never expected to stumble into a mystery. Now Bess, Nancy, George, and their new friend Jo are out to unravel the secrets of a mysterious conspiracy, a secretive cult, and a ring of counterfeiters in The Secret of Red Gate Farm.

Who would've thought that a perfume would lead to another adventure for Nancy and her friends? Then again, no one would actually know where and when a mystery would appear to her, right? Of course, her friends were right upon saying that mystery follows her everywhere. So for a detective, that's perhaps the case.

It's a re-read again as an addition to my Goodreads reading challenge. It's a good thing I'm done reading this now since the whole thing was quite tensed to me. Yes, I know it was written in the 30's (and yet I'm reading the 60's edition). But I've been imagining the scenes as though they happened in contemporary times. So yes, it might be a weird thing to think about. But I like it that way.

So it's counterfeiters this time, huh? I mean, people could really come up with such facade just to be able to operate like that. I like the set-up in which a simple act of helping out a new friend would lead to this. Of course, each moment unexpectedly lead to clues ― small ones, at first ― in which would later on connect to a larger and dangerous set-up for Nancy and her friends.

This one was probably more tensed than Mystery At Lilac Inn case. At least, that's what I think. I'm not sure why I was thinking of it that way. Or maybe because I could tell something really big was going on. Obviously, there was something there. Honestly, I would've appreciated it if Nancy doesn't get into too much trouble and getting captured like that. Then again, this wouldn't be a mystery story if it wasn't like that, right?

Okay, maybe I'm having some nonsense sentences here. This might not be much of a helpful comment, but I'm still putting it up here since I'm just glad I got to add another "done reading" on my Goodreads list and on my Reading Challenge.

Thursday, October 7, 2021

Today, I honor my body by...

...drinking LOTS of water and eating on time. Or at least I intended it that way. But I only got to do the first one since the tension around the house due to the situation that made me forget that I have to eat on time so that my ulcers won't act up again.

I also love a good batch and that's what I did, even though the cold water could make my cough and runny nose a little worse. I did drink honey ginger water just to ease it down and also drank a medicine to do the same. I have to watch my health carefully after this. The pandemic still hasn't subsided and at times, I don't know how people are able to determine what is common colds and those having symptoms of COVID-19.


Saturday, October 2, 2021

September 2021 Wrap-Up

I really don't know what to do with this wrap-up. I know it's two days late, that's one thing. Not to mention, this is surely going to be a short one. And I'm not exactly sure on what to write. I mean, my August was quite chaotic and my September is... I guess a little tense. Seriously, why did it even thought of it that way? But hey, I'm still here, alive and breathing. And I am so glad for that. The virus is still creating even more chaotic all over the world and I'm just glad that I still have lots of things to do and think about that will divert my mind from all the happenings around me that were enough to put me in distress. You know what I mean, right?

In any case, I'm just going to list down what had happened to me over the course of another cursed month for my family (in this case, it's a cursed month for my mom).

  • We got our first dose of COVID-19 vaccination last September 28. They injected Astrazeneca vaccine on us (me, my youngest sister, my mom, and two others in the household). I'm not sure if I did feel some side effects, but I couldn't exactly tell the difference since my migraine struck again around afternoon. And in my opinion, it was a bad thing for me when my migraine and its accompanying symptoms strikes.
  • I got to read three books this month. And I'm glad since I didn't get to read any last month (August).
  • I reposted "A Love Worth An Eternity", but I'm dividing it in three volumes. The first one is titled "Love Will Bloom Here."
  • I had two of my teeth (or at least, what's left of them) extracted on the last day of the month. What I mean on the parenthesis is that the only ones left to extract were the roots since the crown of each tooth chipped away for quite some time.
  • I started a new journal at the start of September. So that's my 7th journal. Wow! I never thought I'd be able to keep it up. I also had a journal writing milestone of 400th straight days of writing on it this month, as well.

...and that's what happened to my September, people. I'm still contemplating (not sure why) if I should post my life advice that would usually pop up in my mind. But here's the thing, though. Those advice are things that, I'm not sure if I'd be able to apply it to myself, or based on observations or perhaps from what I learned from the characters I would imagine and write.

Quite weird, I know. Anyway, I'm not going to promise anything when it comes to posting here. But I'd definitely post more entries from time to time.

Friday, October 1, 2021

【Book Comment】The Colossus Rises (Seven Wonders # 1)

Blurb (from Goodreads):
 
 One Boy

Jack McKinley is an ordinary kid with an extraordinary problem. In a few months, he’s going to die.

One Mission

Jack needs to find seven magic loculi that, when combined, have the power to cure him.

One Problem

The loculi are the relics of a lost civilization and haven’t been seen in thousands of years.

Seven Wonders

Because they’re hidden in the Seven Wonders of the Ancient World.

This is a bit late for a review/comment. Sorry for that. This is actually more of a re-read since I forgot the plot of this story and I like to write a book comment on this one. By the way, I'm writing this while waiting for my sister to finish her dental check-up/tooth extraction and also waiting for my turn.

We got one heck of an adventure here, right? Involving Atlantis and the Seven Wonders of the Ancient World... These are the topics that fascinated me for quite a long time. I guess, what most of us were. So could you say that anything related to ancient history and civilizations fascinated me in a great deal. And actually creating a historical fiction/adventure story like this, then count me in on reading that. Even for my age of 30, I still love reading this kind of stories. Maybe you could say I'm still a kid at heart.

Okay. Sorry. We're straying from the real topic here. So there's a lot of scientific terms here that at times, it's kind of hard to follow up. But yeah, their simple explanation makes up for it, somehow. And finding the Loculi, releasing the griffin from the seal (or was that called a griffin?) and I guess Jack became the chosen when he pulled out that sword. Arthurian reference here, anyone? Guess not. Okay, I'm not making any sense here, I guess.

But for thirteen years old, this sort of adventure is quite farfetched to me, regardless of the reasons. In this case, they had no choice but to deal with it if they wanted to live longer and get past the age of fourteen without actually dying because of that genetic marker that they had. Things were just starting to get harder for the rest of the Select gang (as I'd like to call it) because of what Marco did in the end. I mean, seriously, Marco? What the heck is going on with your brain right now? Did you really have to do that? But of course, I had a bit of suspicion about him in the middle of the journey. Or maybe not just there. Even though I read this a few years back already, I can recall feeling that way about Marco, for some reason.

Okay. Maybe I'm reacting quite weird with regards to what happened last. In any case, the search for more Loculi had just began and it's definitely a race against life and time on this one. I still haven't started reading the second book after this, but perhaps I'd be able to find time. I have to keep up with my reading challenge, after all. Right now, I'm just glad I got to re-read this.

Sunday, September 19, 2021

【Book Comment】Five Run Away Together (The Famous Five # 3)

Blurb (from Goodreads):

Julian, Dick and Anne arrive in Kirrin Cottage to stay with George (real name Georgina) for the holidays. They plan to spend time exploring Kirrin Island but their happiness is spoilt when Aunt Fanny falls ill and has to leave with Uncle Quentin to be treated in a far-off hospital. They are cared for by Aunt Fanny's temporary cook, Mrs Stick, who is accompanied by her husband and their ghastly son Edgar. The Sticks and the four children come to hate each other. Mrs Stick repeatedly tries to poison George's dog Timmy, prompting George to hatch a secret plan to run away to Kirrin Island. When Julian catches her leaving, she decides to allow the other children to go with her.

The children find evidence of other people visiting the island and suspect smugglers. The discovery of a young girl's toys and clothes point to something sinister going on.

Finally got back with my reading. Or at least I'd like to think of it that way. In any case, I ended up finishing this for about three days, which I'm glad since I thought it'll take me a week to do that. It's a good thing it didn't happen that way. I guess you could say I wasn't sure on what to read next after the second book. But yeah, maybe it's a good thing that I proceeded in reading this third book in the series.

One thing I can say about this story -- Julian was quite a bossy fellow. George was ever the obstinate, so I wasn't surprised on that. Dick remained the sort-of jester of the group while Ann, this time, somehow acted like a mother figure. At least I think of it that way. Julian really stood out to me, both in a good and a bad way because of the way he handled things with the Sticks and the issues they encountered upon their return to the island. Perhaps at most point, he did act as the group's leader and the one who would control George. The latter, though, doesn't succeed all the time since George was stubborn to a fault.

Right from the start, I could see that the Sticks were up to no good and there was no surprise that they were involved in something big. But seriously, kidnapping? I'd rather not complain. They really took advantage of their experience in the ruined castle to scare the enemies off, and in a weird way, I must say. I kind of like to know how they spent the remaining week in the island after the ending, though. But I guess I could just do that in my imagination.

My second book I finished this month and I'm glad that I even got to read two books. Let's see what book will I write a comment on next. Till next time!

Wednesday, September 15, 2021

【Book Comment】Five Go Adventuring Again (The Famous Five # 2)

Blurb (from Goodreads):

There's a thief at Kirrin Cottage! The Famous Five think they know who it is, but they need to prove it! Where can they find evidence? The discovery of an old map and very unusual hiding place is all they need to get to the bottom of this mystery and uncover the true culprit! 

Finally! I got to finish reading this one. August hasn't been good to me in terms of my reading and yes, I haven't finished reading anything last month. So I tried my best this month. Thank goodness, I was able to do just that.

I have a physical copy of this book, by the way. Surprisingly, I was able to find some more at Booksale before the pandemic started. So I couldn't help wondering why I wasn't able to finish reading this last month. Then again, there's no use dwelling on that. Right now, here I am with the individual book comment.

Saturday, September 11, 2021

Short Life Update # 1

So at the moment, I'm just seizing the opportunity of having people not using the desktop computer for me to be able to write here. I mean, it's been a while since I've posted something here properly, right? I was supposed to do a wrap-up for the month of August. But my birth month turned out to be wackier than I thought it would be. That's why I'm doing it this way for now.

Still an unemployed person, sorry to say that. For someone who already turned 30, this is not good news at all. But as much as I want to actually find a job, I'd really like it to be something that I'm happy to do regardless of the stress. Writing is the one thing that kept me sane, and obviously, something that I've always been happy to do for who knows how long. Seriously, when did I start writing stories, anyway? I mean, writing something that really brought me so much joy and would make me forget the world around me? Geez, I can't even remember when it all started.

At the moment, it's raining hard here since last night due to Tropical Cyclone Kiko (international name: Chanthu). But here I am, kind of hoping that it won't be the same as what happened last month when it rained for three weeks straight. And also here I am, praying for those affected by the higher typhoon signals.

I watched Kamen Rider Saber, by the way. And you could say that I like the concept of it using books, stories, and swords. I'm pretty sure you're aware that I like those.

As for stories I'm focusing on writing now, I have the new version of "The Last Sky Of The Earth" in its fantasy setting and written in English. Not an easy thing to do, if I'm going to be honest. But hey, I chose to do this, only because the concept of isekai has really hit me. Even the concept of reincarnation and things like that.

Yup, I wasn't joking when I said that this is short. Let's see if I'd be able to post something else here before the month ends. Stay safe!

Sunday, August 29, 2021

The Sunday Currently | 35 |

The only Sunday Currently entry I've got to write this month, for some reason. Or maybe I just ended up neglecting a lot of my writing tasks, except for the fiction and journal writing ones. Those are the ones that I got to keep up on doing, and I'm grateful for that. As for my reading, it wasn't proceeding well, to be honest. But I intend to finish reading it before the month ends -- and I only have two days more to do just that.

So let's update on what happened with my life this week. At least, I'll try to.

This Sunday, I'm currently:

What is a word of wisdom that changed your life?

"Words are like knives. When used incorrectly, they turn into foul weapons. You have to understand the opponent's heart and use them with discretion. No matter who it is you're dealing with."

And also this one, which is similar:

"Words are like swords. If you use them the wrong way, they turn into ugly weapons. There are cases of broken friendships that should have lasted a lifetime if not for verbal abuse. Once you sever your ties, you might not see each other again."

Both quotes were from my favorite anime "Detective Conan". Though the 1st was from an episode titled "Three Days With Hattori Heiji" and the 2nd one was from the 11th Detective Conan movie "Quarter Or Silence". And these quotes became the words of wisdom that, unconsciously at first, I ended up applying to myself. How so? I've always watched the words that were about to come out of my mind. And I'd rather not say anything if I knew it would offend or hurt someone.

Friday, August 27, 2021

Next To You (KR Drive: Chase/Ninninger: Kasumi)


I know I can't turn back a promise that I've already broken, but I want to live and breathe next to you for all my life... ― Promise, EXO

xxxxxx

If one would ask Chase, he only wanted to do one thing amidst the chaos ― or the lack thereof ― as he stood there and watch things unfold in front of him at the moment. He was smiling ― no matter how small ― as he saw Shinnosuke and Kiriko get out of the church, walking hand in hand and looking blissful to be with each other. They were all surrounded by their friends and loved ones ― old and new ones ― and greeted for the new start of their lives.

He would've been there with the others to do the same. Only except he couldn't. He could only watch, because doing this had made him realize something upon hearing the news of the marriage. The news had made him think of an event that would've changed his life if only he decided to pursue it before.

The Wind That Passes By (Ryusoulger: Bamba/KR Zero One: Yua)


Like the scent of the wind that passes by, my frozen heart remembers you... ― Scent, Sojung (Ladies' Code)

xxxxxx

It was a rather tough night once again for Yua. But that is only because Isamu was becoming more annoying and getting on her nerves when things were starting to lie low a bit. Even though he was already acting independently, he still had the capability to do that to her. She could really need some rest from all this.

And yet, it appeared that it would be denied from her, as well. She sighed and went to her room. It was the only place where she could think in peace ― without anything or anyone to distract her with. But her moment while being alone in that room would let her mind travel somewhere else again.

Monday, August 2, 2021

What I Read In July 2021

Five books! Can you believe it? And it's just this month. Maybe for the others, it's not that much. But for me who had put reading on hold for quite a long time, it's important. I guess I have to blame the nonstop monsoon rain for this. And probably because of the reading challenge I participated in. That's not a bad thing, right?

In any case, I'm glad I got to read this much in one month when I can't even finish one book in a month before. Here are the books I've read this month, though forgive me for the short comments on each of them as I forgot to actually write a longer ones on paper as soon as I finished reading them.

Sunday, July 18, 2021

The Sunday Currently | 34 |

This is one noisy Sunday, if you ask me Then again, I guess every Sunday around here is like that, whether I like it or not. In any case, I still have a lot of things to do, so I might as well start doing this. Those things had a lot to do with writing, anyway. There's journal writing and continuing a story update that I should've posted yesterday, but because of some laziness and other outside factors, I didn't get to do it. It made me decide to create a new posting schedule so that I could keep up somehow.

In any case, we'll see what will happen if I'd be able to actually do it. For now, let's just start writing what I would call a weekend update.

So this Sunday, I'm currently:

Tuesday, July 13, 2021

Series Comment: "A Tale Of Thousand Stars"

 
Why am I writing an entry about this, by the way? If I'm going to be honest, I don't know, as well. But I've had this urge to actually do this since last month. Sadly, I only got the time to do it today. So here I am.

And yet, instead of doing an episode by episode entry like before, I preferred doing it this way. Or you could say I decided to do it this way. Maybe because I just like to keep it short, if I can. Or maybe I'm just too lazy to even write entries per episode. Procrastinating is really not good for me who's struggling to deal with it.

Anyway, back to the topic. It's been months since this series finished airing and I'm still having a hard time letting go. Not only because of the storyline that caught my attention since I first watched the trailer, but because of the fact that this was the first BL series that I watched without skipping. Okay, it's the first BL series I watched. Period. I have to say that it was a game changer for me in some ways. Even my writer self got affected by the story, somehow.

Series Plot:

A volunteer teacher dies in a tragic accident, in which her heart is transplanted to Tian. Through a series of diary entries, Tian learns about her life, her secrets and interests. Including her promise to Chief Forest officer Phupha, about counting a thousand stars with him. Tian then decides to follow in her footsteps and complete her dream. With Tian a new volunteer teacher, he attempts to befriend Phupha. Yet Phupha gives off a cold exterior. Slowly the two grow close, but Tian's heart beats fast around the forest officer. As he starts to fall for him, much like its previous owner did. But with the area being dangerous, can they keep their thousand-star promise?

Sunday, July 11, 2021

The Sunday Currently | 33 |

Okay. I know I missed writing and SC entry last Sunday for one reason -- I slept before I could even stop myself. I mean, I didn't realize that I actually fell asleep. I guess I was too tired to even notice it. Anyway, since it happened like that last week, I have to compensate for that by writing an entry tonight. And I have to do it while I'm still in the mood to write something and while I'm still awake. Hahaha!

So let's go!

So this Sunday, I'm currently:

Something that never fails to make you feel better.

  • Chocolate
  • Wafers
  • Marshmallows
  • Reading
  • Writing
  • Love songs

Should I consider it weird? Maybe not. But since I was in college, these are the things that always have ways to make me feel better. They may be quite light things (or petty should be the word -- or not), But I love them all the same. I'd actually rather eat or read or write than dwell on negative emotions too much. Not to mention, I've always been an over-thinker, which is obviously not good for me at all. So I needed to think of ways for me to calm myself down when I don't feel good mentally or emotionally.

So for my future significant other (if ever he would actually come into my life), this is one thing you got to consider about me. Or least that's what I'm thinking. Then again, we'll see.

Saturday, July 10, 2021

Reiyouki Sentai Seitenger 4 - A Dangerous Race


Eichirou was still yawning when he went down to the living room, still in his pajamas. It would appear that the preparation for the photo exhibit that he was planning was a really taxing one. Erika soon handed him a cup of coffee.

"Good morning, Eichirou-san," Erika greeted as soon as Eichirou took the cup from her hand.

"Good morning..." the photographer replied quite lazily.

Erika could only shake her head and proceeded once again to the kitchen where she saw Shuichi talking to Hideoki. At that, she couldn't help frowning. What could they possibly be discussing? But even from her position, she could tell that it wasn't anything grave or something.

"You woke up early, Erika."

The pianist turned around to the direction of that voice, only to see his brother reading the music sheets that was on his hand.

"I couldn't sleep," she said nonchalantly. But it was more than enough to catch her brother's attention.

Reiyouki Sentai Seitenger 3 - The Traveling Novelist


Somewhere in Yokohama...

It was night time. A teenage girl was standing in the middle of a small library of that mansion. She was looking at the book shelves with a melancholic look on her face. The same melancholic feeling that the full moon was giving off on that particular night.

"Professor, I'll be leaving tomorrow. I guess it's about time, huh? I'll put my travels on hold for now. Just until I finally finish my mission," the girl said to no one in particular. But she made it seem as if the old man she was referring to was just in front of her.

A heavy sigh came out of her mouth soon after, as she looked at the cylindrical item on her hand. That item looked similar to the Seitengers' Hyakureider, only smaller and with only two slots and three buttons. One more feature unique to this cylinder was the figure of six wings near one end of it, three wings placed on each side. The girl gripped the cylinder hard as she began thinking of things that she knew were about to come now that she decided to do this.

She had to leave the mansion she could ever call home for a long time.

Reiyouki Sentai Seitenger 2 - Courage Within The Fear


Mizuhashi Mansion...

Being heroes of the world was, of course, not something one would consider as a walk in the park. Especially if you were truly a novice in the field. So that's where trainers come forth. And in the Vessels' case, their trainers were the people close to them.

Their training began two days after their first encounter and battle with the Tareans. Hideoki and Nanami left their jobs at the pastry job and at the bookstore respectively to their trusted assistants for a while in order for them to personally oversee the Vessels' training.

First up: Hasureiki invocation.

Reiyouki Sentai Seitenger 1 - Awakening Of The New Vessels


For the past 5,000 years since the last great battle, there was a force that traveled through space and time to ensure the world's safety from an inevitable danger and destruction. The humans didn't know anything about it. Or at least, most of them didn't know.

Only a few selected individuals knew the truth about those chosen to defend the world. It was a hard task but in the end, those chosen people left the world with the knowledge that the world will continue their lives safe from harm.

But there is still the fear that a certain person's soul had carried in each of her reincarnations for the past 5,000 years. She knew right before her death that the battle will not be over with just sealing the dark force that once threatened to destroy the world. Their battle will only be over once the dark force had all been destroyed completely.

In the present times, her fear had begun to come to life.

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Reiyouki Sentai Seitenger - Background Story


Five thousand years ago, there was an organization called the Dark Shadow Defenders who gathered evil witches, alchemists, sorcerers, wizards, sword masters, and mages from all over the world in order to bring about the destruction of Earth and make it their own planet that ran according to their rules and codes of conduct. The most powerful guardians of the world residing in a magical realm called The Hundred Heavens, the Heavenly Spirit Guardians of Fire, Water, Earth, Wind, and Light, had gathered together and summoned the chosen maiden born and blessed with the powers coming from the rare Celestial Five Lights Shower. This chosen maiden was to become the most powerful warrior of all by accepting to be a special vessel of all the five Heavenly Spirit Guardians' holy powers, combined with the Light of Hope exclusively existing in her heart, which allowed her to become what the ancients would call as the Priestess of Life.

With the help of the Heavenly Spirit Guardians, she defeated the forces of the Dark Shadow Defenders and sealed them in the darkest and deepest magical dimension of the Earth, only known as the Tareus Dimension. But upon doing so, the Heavenly Spirit Guardians didn't realize that sealing them and ensuring its security resulted to the death of the Priestess of Life. It appeared that she used the entirety of her life force to seal the enemies. Soon after, her soul, along with the remnants of her powers, traveled through space and time to make sure that the seal wasn't broken. The Heavenly Spirit Guardians concluded that their battle might not be really over as they hoped it would be. With that terrifying conclusion, they decided to send large parts of their powers to accompany the wandering soul of the Priestess of Life in completing the immense task, passing the soul and the Heavenly Spirit Guardians' powers on from one human incarnation to another.

In the present day, an innocent child's prank inevitably caused the one of the five Tarean seals to be broken. Now armed with an even more powerful evil force, the released Dark Shadow Defenders (collectively known as Tareans) decided to continue the halted plan of destroying Earth once again. But the Priestess of Life had already anticipated this moment long before her immediate death. Chosen by the soul of the Priestess of Life and bearing the mystical powers of the 5 Heavenly Spirit Guardians, chosen people must fulfill an ancient mission of obliterating the destructive forces of darkness once and for all before the feared ultimate annihilation of the world becomes a reality.

Joining forces to do the task of saving the world were biker Hiwara Shuichi, photographer Mizuhashi Eichirou, composer Hoshiyama Itsuki together with his pianist sister Erika, and archer Fuumiya Misae. It wasn't long before they accepted their duties as Seitengers. Later on, a travelling novelist named Tennouji Helen joins the team. Accompanying them in their journeys and mission are historian-cum-restaurant chef and owner Mizuhashi Hideoki (Eichirou's father), book store owner Kinmura Nanami and her son Akira (Eichirou's aunt and cousin in the second degree of consanguinity respectively), amateur photographer Tsukimori Kanako (Eichirou's childhood friend) along with her cousin Takeda Natsume and her father Tsukimori Genma, Shuichi's best friend Raisaki Amuro, Amuro's former politician father Raisaki Shotaro, Misae's senpai Furukawa Nika, Misae's childhood friend and butler-in-training Kanagi Haru, Helen's writing mentor/guardian Kuraki Makoto, and Helen's editor/older sister figure Asakura Minako.

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I started writing this way back 2017-2018 (or to be more specific, around the last quarter of 2017 to the 1st quarter of 2018) and I remember that Kyuranger inspired me to actually start this, followed by Kyoryuger. Those two series made me decide to write something like this for the first time. At first, I was posting them here in their narrated versions. But then I thought that it's better if those narrations would come alive once  I put on actions and dialogues, and so it went longer than I thought it should be.

In any case, I would really appreciate it if you leave comments/reviews here as for me to know how I should approach writing this story.

Reiyouki Sentai Seitenger - Main Characters & Arsenals


SEITENGERS

This post will be updated as the story progresses.

Carefully chosen to wield the powers of the Heavenly Spirit Guardians, these talented youths combat the Tareans by manipulating their respective elemental powers together with the mystical energy known as Hasureiki ("Lotus Spirit Energy") using the secret arts called Reikarajutsu ("Spirit Power Technique").

Friday, July 9, 2021

Something that you miss.

The days in which I just write stories with no care about the future or the outcome of the stories I write. I just write because I want to and I love to share it to the world. I just write for the sake of putting down the ideas that linger in my mind on paper. At the time, I write whether or not they would love it or not. Or at least, I chose not to pay attention to it.

Another thing I miss even those are the times that the idea of love and falling in love was still so beautiful to me. Regardless of the rejection I got and getting friend-zoned a lot, it was an ideal feeling for me. It was how I've been able to write romance stories, no matter how far-fetched it would have been for me at the time.

The things I miss might be intangible, and perhaps it would have been too much, as well. But at this point, I couldn't help it.

Tuesday, July 6, 2021

Things you would like to do with your significant other.

You got to be kidding me. But hey, that's what the prompt had asked, so I might as well get on with it. Maybe one of these days, I'd actually be able to make it happen,

  • Hiking and watching the sunrise with him. Not in a snowy area, though.
  • Just enjoy a leisurely walk by the seaside hand in hand.
  • Cuddle and enjoy a cup of hot chocolate while watching a series/movie.
  • Dance outside, preferably slow dance/waltz.
  • Pass on letters and love notes to each other from time to time.
  • Get to sing love songs to each other.
  • Take photos of our beautiful and even random moments together.

Monday, July 5, 2021

Seitenger (Possible Episode Titles)

  1. Awakening Of The New Vessels
  2. Courage Within The Fear
  3. A Traveling Novelist
  4. A Dangerous Race
  5. Still Photos
  6. Song's Illusion
  7. The Well-Kept Trump Card
  8. Black Thunder Strikes!
  9. A Guided Shot
  10. Song's Shining Light
  11. Vessel Of The Light Of Dreams
  12. The Written World
  13. Current Incarnation
  14. The Priestess Of Life Awakens
  15. The Thoughts Of Getting Married
  16. Triple Female Warrior Miracle
  17. The Guardian Medallions' Powers
  18. We're Always A Team, The Seven Of Us Together!
  19. A Memory Of The Locket
  20. The Shield That Bleeds
  21. The Dangerous Lights
  22. Heart's Resolution
  23. Paper And Pen
  24. The Mind-Guarding Bear
  25. Devoted Light
  26. Blaze Of Ten Souls
  27. The Moving Garden
  28. Flower Of Life
  29. Thirty Seconds Of Darkness
  30. Glimmers Of Fear
  31. A Message From The Heavenly Spirit Guardians
  32. Hasureiki's Peak Of Evolution
  33. 5,000 Years Of Truth
  34. A Mother's Love That Transcends Time
  35. Memories That Mirrors Conceal
  36. Heart Of A True Leader
  37. The Grand Hundred Heaven Guardian King
  38. Tales Of The Swords
  39. Teleportation Mayhem
  40. Blade Of Hopelessness
  41. Sword Of The Song Of Hope
  42. Hasureiki's True Form
  43. Time To Scratch Out The Revenge List
  44. Final Message For Courage And Hope
  45. Prelude To The Dreaded Countdown
  46. Irrevocable Decision Of The Determined
  47. The Divine Sword And The Ethereal Shield
  48. Destructive Rage Of The Tareans
  49. Ultimate Awakening
  50. The Light That Must Be Protected At All Cost

Sunday, July 4, 2021

How would your life change if you were your own biggest fan and truly believed in yourself?

In my guess, I wouldn't be so afraid of every little failure that comes my way. As if I have this booster that says, "I can take it heads on, because I know it will help me mature and grow into a better person." At the moment, that's not what I feel, and maybe that's why I'm having a lot of trouble dealing with it.

My life would definitely be a whole lot better and I'd feel so strong and confident to do the things I love, if I truly believed in myself. It would feel amazing to be able to do such a thing for once. For someone who's filled with self-doubt, it's a little hard doing so, even for a make-believe.

But over time, perhaps something could happen. I don't know what it is, but I just have this feeling in me for a long time and I guess all I need to do is to have faith that it will happen.

Saturday, July 3, 2021

Your favorite podcasts.

Honestly, I don't listen to that many podcasts only because I don't know where to look for some, especially those that would catch my interest. If my memory serves me right, the only podcasts I ever listened to since I learned of its existence (sorry for living under the rock for a long time before finding out about podcasts) were those from Thought Catalog and of #RomanceClass Podcast. Both can be found on Youtube, by the way. Well, I only got to listen to the first season of the latter one. I definitely love listening to these two so I guess I could say these are my favorites. Maybe I'll add others once I got the chance to listen to a few more.

Friday, July 2, 2021

June 2021 Wrap-Up

It's already the second day of July and I still haven't posted this. What the heck am I doing?

And that, folks, should have been my rant to myself since it took me this long to finish typing this. Well, things got a little busy around here and I didn't have time to upload it earlier than it should be. So now here I am. I'd say nothing much had happened this month, at least life-wise. I did manage to list down the things related to my writing progress and some were achieved fairly while others weren't.

So let's get on with it, I guess.

Tuesday, June 29, 2021

What I Read In June 2021


I know I don't usually do this. But because I subscribed to a few Booktube channels on Youtube, for some reason, I ended up deciding to do this instead of a video. Reason? First and foremost, it'll be easier for me since I'm not exactly into recording myself in a video, anyway. I was never confident in doing that. Second, I just want to compile all my book comments for this month into one single blog post, even though I don't have a lot of books to feature here, anyway. And third, maybe this will motivate me to read more once again.

Honestly speaking, I love reading and it's what motivated me to write stories when I was in high school. My writing endeavors actually started when I was in 6th grade, but my inspiration at the time were my dreams (like, literal dreams from my sleep) and a bunch of anime I've watched. And possibly my crush at the time, as well. Did I actually add that particular fact? I'm laughing inside as I wrote that particular part. Maybe one time, I'll mention him here, regardless of the fact that he would be able to read it or not.

Okay, I think my introduction here turned out to be longer than I intend it to be. But I guess that's okay, right? Nothing wrong with that. I have to say that this month is a good start for me in terms of reading books since I haven't been able to do so in a long while, even when the quarantine started hitting us hard, big time. I bought a few more books even with all the chaos going on around. And yet, they just remained on my shelf. Bad idea, I know.

In any case, here are the books I was able to read this month. A classic English children's book (no judging, please), a Tagalog pocketbook, and the first volume of a light novel I read online. So what do I think about them? I think I should do it in order of the time I got to finish reading them. Just a reminder: My book comments aren't exactly that as deep as those you'd find in Booktube community or even on other book bloggers. I write what I think about them ~ no matter how limited it might be. I just don't want to force myself to writing pretty stuff when trying to explain myself, if you know what I mean.

Sunday, June 27, 2021

The Sunday Currently | 32 |


Late night writing this, but it's okay. So this entry will make me reach my SC entry quota for this month. Yehey! Sorry for that. I'm just glad that I reached my quota, even with the lack of proper devices to use in order for me to post entries like this here in my blog. I know that not many (if not, no one at all) read my blog. But I still like to post things here. The same way that no one reads my journal except for me, and yet I still write a lot of stuff in it. Rantings, frustrations, dreams... Things like that.

So today is the last Sunday of the month. Then again, it doesn't really make any difference to me, for some reason. Or maybe because I was still frustrated about some other stuff today that made me feel that way. In any case, let's start jotting down things for this SC entry.

Here we go!

So for this Sunday, I'm currently:

Thursday, June 24, 2021

The lyrics which moves you most are...

I don't know why, but I'm deciding to write about 7-10 lyrics that answers this prompt. I listen to a lot of songs -- most of which were ballads -- and there are indeed a lot of those lyrics that move or affect me a lot. I'm going to write here the lyrics and a few (possibly short) explanation as why these lyrics would move me.

Sunday, June 13, 2021

The Sunday Currently | 31 |


What a rainy Sunday night we have. Then again, since it was kind of hot during the day, this rain helped dropped the temperature a bit. I'm glad about that, by the way. It's a little crazy that I had the urge to actually write on this SC entry even though at one part of my mind, I don't really feel like it. Just like what happened last month. But I do intend to do majority of my goals for this month. Though it's going to be tough, I just want to finish doing this.

So let's get on with it, right?

This Sunday, I'm currently:

Wednesday, June 9, 2021

List 10 things you hope to be remembered for.

Honestly speaking, I still have no idea how to answer this one. But I'd like to try doing so.

1. A person who's creative and loves what I do.

2. A person who could read through another person's heart (though this is something I'd like to acquire ― like an empath of some sort)

3. Someone who never gave up on writing to reach to people.

4. Someone who'd do anything (good things) for the sake of the one I love.

5. Always there to rely on, not just for errands and chores.

6. Someone whose words can truly touch people's hearts, regardless of the language barrier.

7. A person who would do my best in a subtle way.

8. A person who people would love so much and is willing to help to the best of my abilities.

9. Someone who loves eating marshmallows as a way to de-stress.

10. A hopeless romantic person, and still someone logical enough about giving out the love that's meant for the person I choose to be with.

I know that some of my answers here might not make any sense. But this is me ― at least for now. And this is how I think at the moment. It might make sense to me now and would reflect my and my way of thinking. But it might not be the same in the next coming days or years. The pandemic changed my way of thinking drastically ― at least, a little drastic for my taste. So I guess it also affected how my thoughts flowed at this point.

Anyway, we'll still see what would happen in the near future, right? And it would also depend on my choices today.



Sunday, June 6, 2021

The Sunday Currently | 30 |


I didn't get to fulfill my goal last month of writing at least 2 SC entries. So let's try this month, okay? I'm still eating a late dinner as I write this. And I'd rather finish this first before writing on my journal later. Let's get on with it!

So this Sunday, I'm currently: