the last sky of the earth 100 - more about them

Hindi na sigurado si Kourin kung ano ba talaga ang dapat niyang isipin sa lahat ng mga nalalaman niya ng mga sandaling iyon. She was already engaged to be married, long before the tragedy? Ano ba naman ang dapat na isipin niya ngayong nalalaman niya ang tungkol sa impormasyong iyon?

“We’re not going to force you to recall something that, perhaps, even Lord Hitoshi had not mentioned to you at all,” sabi ni Hayato bago ito nagpatuloy sa paglalakad papasok sa loob ng cabin at dumiretso hanggang sa marating nito ang glass cabinet.

Iyon ang glass cabinet kung saan naroon ang mga wooden sculptures na kumuha ng atensyon ni Kourin kanina.

“Maraming nabago sa mga nauna nang pinlano para sa ‘yo at sa future Yasunaga clan leader mula nang mamatay ang dating Yasunaga clan leader. His sudden death together with his wife threw all of us off guard.”

【silent vlog】more thoughts while walking about writing

Thoughts that I have as I actually got to write while I was outside. This vlog is a little delayed as, I'm going to be honest, I ended up blank on what to actually talk about here. Jut now, here it is.

i'll hold on to you 126 - uttered promise

[Brent]

Isa na namang malalim na buntong-hininga ang pinakawalan ko. Pakiramdam ko talaga, hindi ako makahinga nang maayos sa dami na rin ng mga nangyari ng araw na iyon.

And then… there was that crazy deed that I almost did to Relaina if it wasn’t for her quick wits. Para talaga akong nawala sa sarili ko at that moment. Sobrang laki ng takot ko dahil sa mga bagay na hindi ko nagawang ipaalam dito.

Oo, aaminin ko. Kasalanan ko iyon. But my intention at the time for doing that was to protect her. To protect the only woman I’ve ever loved this much in my life. Iyon lang ang nasa isipan ko ng mga sandaling pinipilit kong bigyan ng matinong rason ang sarili ko.

But I never thought I’d almost… take her and make her mine. Kailan pa nangyaring ang pagnanasa ko sa isang babae ang sumakop sa isipan ko dahil sa takot at galit sa lahat ng mga nangyayari sa aming dalawa ng babaeng mahal ko? This was the first time that something like this had happened to me.

【silent vlog】what to do in a day as i learn new languages

It just started with one language... until it became four, eventually. By the way, this schedule doesn't happen every day. Life gets in the way most of the time so I take and do what I can just so I can learn something new, even if it's just a small one.

【silent vlog】an attempt at productivity at the first week of 2024

So... 1st week of 2024 is over. But if I have to be honest, I think I already failed starting my 2024 agenda strong. 😕😕 But hey, it's still not over.

i'll hold on to you 125 - it almost happened

[Relaina]

Probably because of the shock I felt when I realized that, hindi ako nakapag-react nang tama. My hand was searching for something between us —-- anything —-- that I could use to stop him from going further.

But the sensation coming from his kiss —-- oh, that deep, longing kiss —-- was starting to make me lose my mind. This was the first time someone had kissed me like this deep enough to make me lose my reasoning.

Not to mention, his touch on my bare skin underneath my shirt…

“Hmm…” hindi ko na napigilan ang ungol na iyon habang patuloy si Brent sa ginagawa nito sa akin.

i'll hold on to you 124 - confronting fear and love

[Relaina]

Confrontation… Isa pa ito sa mga ayaw kong gawin sa buhay ko. Pero… mukhang hindi ko yata talaga mapipigilan iyon. Lalo na kung ganitong laging may dahilan para kumompronta ako ng isang tao.

In this case, ang boyfriend ko pa ang kailangan kong komprontahin.

Although I understood his reason for keeping like this from me, especially the topic about the perpetrator… Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ganito ang nararamdaman ko.

I don’t know why I felt… betrayed, for some reason.