Friday, January 30, 2015

(poem) A Sudden Encounter

I saw you talking amidst the crowd one special night
You're the only one that stands out like a star's light
And at that moment, I know a spark in my heart glows
Because I've finally met a person who made my world flows

Time's running fast, and yet how slow I've felt about it
As you walked towards me while calming my fast heartbeat
This night is special, let the music play for us to dance
This could be the only night I'll ever get this chance

This stage will be our own fortress of shining miracles
Because I wouldn't be able to meet you in such spectacles
The notes of our music were engraved in our hearts, I know
Like the stars in the night that, up in the sky, it always shows

You move like the soft wind as if there's no tomorrow
Showing all your emotions through movements of sorrow
I want to be with you all night, yet you went away
Unable for me to tell you everything I want to say

This is a sudden encounter that for sure I'll never forget
For it left an impact inside my heart that I won't regret
It left an emotion that I could call "love at first sight"
An emotion that will completely unveil the curtain of my night

Thursday, January 29, 2015

(poem) Remember The Same Feeling

I'm living in a dark world filled with pain and so much suffering
I want to get out of here for me to remember a warm feeling
This is a feeling I know that God gave from heavens above
This is a miraculous feeling that felt so heavenly called love

But I couldn't feel it now that you're away and you left me here
I couldn't even laugh at it even when the truth became so clear
That I couldn't be with you no matter how I wish for it
Even if you didn't know you left my heart unable to beat

I never smiled a real smile since you went away from me
For I couldn't look at the reality that I wish I could see
Your presence is the only reason I could show a true smile
Because you're the only light that I could see from a mile

I could never forget the pain I've felt when you left me here
And all those times, I kept on wishing you're still near
Your love can only heal my heart that you suddenly broke
And each pieces of it, I couldn't just hide in a cloak

I want to go back to those times when we're together
To those times when we vowed to be with each other
It's a way I know I could grasp the past that in my heart is sleeping
It's the only way I know for me to remember the same feeling

Wednesday, January 28, 2015

(poem) Just A Little Love

Does love can really make people completely blind?
Do they forget that they had feelings left behind?
Will I be able to wake up from this nightmare of love
And see the reality that you're not the one I should have?

Just a little appreciation might let me believe
That you really loved me like you always receive
Maybe I could put the pieces of my heart together
That you've rip apart when you played with another

Just a little caring might let me feel I'm important
But you never showed me that part of you as I want
So I'll never hope that you're going to change back
To the man I loved once that was seemed hacked

Just a little thoughtfulness might be enough for me
To believe in your lies just like you wanted it to be
But those lies of yours made me resent you even more
Since I know you wouldn't do that to me like before

Just a little love is what I've always asked for
But then you kept on hurting my heart even more
So now I'll give up but please stay happy
Now I'll be leaving you because it's enough for me

Tuesday, January 27, 2015

(poem) Trust Me When I Say I Love You

We've loved each other for so long
It's always a day with sweet love song
But it isn't going the way we want it to
And you said, "Trust me when I say I love you"

We're facing obstacles because of love
It surely didn't come from above
Is our love really not meant to be?
How we'll be able to let them see?

"Trust me when I say I love you"
The same thing you want me to do
But how on earth would I do that
When I'm facing our world's wrath?

I want to trust you, yet I can't do it
Loving you is what I feared when we first met
But your love made me believe in you
In a way, it's the least I can do

"Trust me when I say I love you"
Now I want to believe in it, too
But please don't break my fragile heart
If you want a strong love that won't break apart

Monday, January 26, 2015

(poem) Face Each Other Once Again

It's the cold season of December that I feel
The very season that one person made love felt real
But we're apart for so long that I barely remember
The moments before that began in sweet cold December

I don't mind the cold wind that blew to our happy faces
For our smiles showed happiness that left its traces
But then we went on separate ways and I couldn't hide
The truth of leaving you made me feel lonely inside

Each year as the cold wind of December blew in the night
I always wish upon the star that was never out of sight
If only I could meet him once again before my life ends
It will be the greatest gift I'll ever receive before my faith bends

We're different yet the same in a way only we knew
Because of our feelings before that never let us go
It's our hearts that speak for us to believe and find
All of those memories we never thought we left behind

Our paths will cross once more and I believe it will
Because I know our destiny will make our hearts feel
And despite our tracks being divided by time and fate
We'll face each other once again and it wouldn't be late

Sunday, January 25, 2015

(poem) Uncried Tears

Tears release the pain and sadness that we feel
It's just another way for us not to know what's real
But what if we get completely tired of crying too much?
Fantasy or reality, could we still have it match?

When you left me completely, I never even bother
Even if I was aware of the fact that you had another
I guess I became broken that very same moment
As my emotions for you back then away it went

I don't know why I was laughing despite being hurt
Maybe I finally learned a lesson as I saw the dirt
It seems that I only meant that much to you
A senseless dirt of the earth that you trampled and let go

Uncried tears that kept my heart numb like a stone
All of its emotions were left frozen on its own
And it scares me a lot that it could turn me as tears fall
Into something like a statue that couldn't feel at all

Those pains I kept are just like tears left uncried
Because I never want them to know that I "died"
But will the day come that I would cry once again?
Will there be a time I could sing the hurt like a siren?

Saturday, January 24, 2015

Open Your Eyes To Love 3 - The Night Of Confession

The night of the concert…

This is it! At long last!

After an intense preparation for this incredible night, the SHIPS, along with Tina Garland and Kirari will finally be able to give their fans one grand performance that they would never forget for sure.

And Hiroto had thoroughly prepared for his solo performance. He wanted to give this to his fans… and more importantly, to Kirari… He wanted to show her his improvement as he tried his very best to convey his unrequited feelings for Kirari to the lyrics of the song that he chose to preform for that special night.

Friday, January 23, 2015

(poem) Peach Roses

Flowers bloom beautifully and gives me endless delight
I could stare at it dreamily all day and all night
It's because I think of a special person who gave it to me
As I see him smiling so gently and serene as it would be

How I love flowers, oh how I love them so much
They made my heart flutter and feel overwhelmed as such
All because I remembered the one who gave them to me
As he made my day so lovely — a day I always wanted to see

Simple peach roses gave me this loving feeling
The same way his smile had inwardly made me reeling
I could smile endlessly knowing I would never forsake
The feeling that bloomed here in my heart was never a fake

Peach roses are simple; they had fragrance I could love
But this feeling in me would never be a simple one to have
Yet you managed to worm your way without me knowing it at all
And now I can see you've crumbled down my heart's wall

Roses represents love, but peach roses have started it all
And now I know, for sure, I'm already starting to fall
I'm falling in love with you — the one who gave me one of nature's work of art
And the peach roses you gave me will eternally bloom here in my heart

Thursday, January 22, 2015

(poem) More Than Anything

The sun shines in the open field happily like yesterday
But loneliness is the only thing that gets in the way
Can you feel my here crying and my heart as it breaks
Because of the way you left me here like a rotten steak?

Does our past never meant anything to you at all?
Do you really want me to completely break and fall?
Why do you have to leave me here in pieces I shatter
And you weren't even contented, so you had it scatter?

More than anything else, I want to be with you
Because it's not really easy for me to let you go
You're the one I want to spend my whole life with
Even though hurting me was what you really did

Despite the pain throbbing inside my fragile heart
Because of a lie that you kept from me at the start
Remembering our sweet past made me want to survive
Even if it is already hopeless that our love would revive

I really wanted to find your heart once again
So I could feel it once more — the love I've felt back then
I never wanted to cry this hard and break into nothing
Because it's your love that I want more than anything

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

(poem) When Will Forever Come?

It's another Christmas season filled with joy and laughter
And a lot had experienced their own "happily ever after"
Yet here I am, standing beneath the Christmas tree
Still wishing that true love will soon come to me

Another Christmas that feels so cold and blue
But this is the year that I've felt it so true
I didn't mind it before since I was young back then
So why do I feel it now as Christmas comes again?

This is the part where I wished for a wonderful gift
A person that could help my hope and my spirit to lift
And that wish comes with a word known as "forever"
For I wanted to have a love that flows like a river

I don't want to wait for another lifetime to have it
Because I'm sure I won't feel the same way my heart now beats
So please let me share my eternal love to the one who's true
And I'll let fate know if he's the person who'll never make me blue

Forever will surely happen when I find true love
That will make me complete so I want it to have
"Forever" is a word that exists within for me to believe
But when will forever come in my own heart to live?