Sunday, November 30, 2014

(poem) No Matter What Happens

Living without you made my future so cold
Even miserable without your love for me to hold
And if fate might not fulfill my wish today
I hope it will finally come true someday

As I walked down the road that felt so lonely
I wished that I could hold your hand firmly
But that promised day might not happen for now
So I keep on wishing that day will come somehow

I want to choose a path that'll lead me to you
So I could be able to let you feel a love so true
Though I can't always do it in an obvious way
I only hope my action can make everything stay

No matter what kind of obstacles will lie on the road
We'll conquer all of it and even let it explode
For us to grasp the life that we wanted to have
A life so beautiful that will be filled with love

I want to let you feel that I love you so much
Just like the stars in the night that you always watch
And no matter what happens to this life of mine
My love for you will remain the stars that eternally shine

Saturday, November 29, 2014

For The Love Of Yuri 1 - True And Yet Hidden

Summary:

For so long, Wolfram had love Yuri but never managed to admit it to him for one reason. And as his feelings slowly began to crumble at a realization that Yuri will never acknowledge his feelings for him, Wolfram unknowingly expressed his feeling in a way that only he will know that he loved Yuri more than anyone else.


I waved hi to Yuri when I saw him at the church one day. I accidentally saw him there since I was about to ask for guidance for the upcoming exam tomorrow. Even though he saw me, it seemed that the smile I saw on his face wasn't meant for me.

That made me stop.

Friday, November 28, 2014

(poem) A Heavenly Love In A Hell-Like World

Now we're witnessing a world that suffers
Because they didn't notice one emotion that scatters
And as the dark clouds cover the blue sky completely
I wonder if we could live it like this totally

I almost fell into despair when I was lost
Because I've taken a path where I follow a ghost
A ghost that haunts my mind about a past
It keeps on saying that everything won't last

Though that phrase might be true in some way
Still, there are some that will remain and stay
And if ever you've felt a love that's true
Then you'll know what I'm trying to say to you

We're living in a world that's compared to hell
For I've witnessed people in suffering they fell
But your love for me felt so heavenly
That kept me flying above the sea

You saved me from the hell I've been through
When you made me feel a love that I know is true
And I can tell that my heart will never feel so cold
Because I've felt a heavenly love in a hell-like world

Thursday, November 27, 2014

(poem) To Where Our Dreams Lie

I used to dream that's as high as a star
That I couldn't even reach because everything's so far
And as I try to chase my dream that ran
I've felt that my life was then over and done

You've met me here where my dreams started to fall
I just cried here and didn't do anything at all
But you wiped my tears away and made me smile
And I'll never forget it even for a while

I can't forget those memories that are sweet
And it's enough for it to race my heartbeat
I know that everything was never a trance
Because I can feel like I was given another chance

The wind blew around so harshly as I walk
Too cold to feel that I couldn't even talk
But your warm touch made me feel happy
A feeling that I won't forget for eternity

You came to me and fixed my shattered dreams
And now together, we're crossing our lives' streams
So we could go to a place where feelings never die
To the sacred place where our dreams lie

Wednesday, November 26, 2014

(poem) The Chosen Tomorrow

I've lost the person I love the most
For he protected me as his life was the cost
And as I cried so hard in front of him
I've felt my life was beginning to dim

I've lost the only chance to say what I feel
To the only person that I've loved for real
Losing him made me my world a dark place
Living inside of it where I can't see any face

I want to listen to what my heart is saying
But certain circumstances kept me on denying
Denying the fact that I love you so
But there's a past I couldn't let go

Loving you didn't make my heart feel sore
For pain and agony is what I've suffered before
Loving someone again made me a bit afraid
To face the world again where love never fade

You awakened a love sleeping in my heart
And a promise you made to me won't tear it apart
Because I chose to stay by your side forever
A chosen tomorrow that I want for us to share together

Tuesday, November 25, 2014

(poem) Keep Waiting For Love

I'm stick inside a wall of clear glass
Connected together so I can't pass
I'm inside of it, watching outside
Always missing out the life's ride

But when you came to my life
I felt like I'm a saved wife
Being battered and had endured enough
From a husband that beat so tough

I've waited for love that came from you
That will make me complete and true
For your love believes in everlasting
It can even do the impossible thing

But you went away after you changed me
Into a beautiful person I never thought I'll be
So here I am now, staring at the silver moon
Waiting and wishing that you come back soon

Believing that you'll return to me
Is what my heart's reason not to flee
So even if forever I'm going to have
I'll just stay here, keep waiting for your love

Monday, November 24, 2014

【poem】I Need To Know

Sweet, gentle wind began to blow around
as a tiny seed started to grow on the ground.
There are mysteries that people want to know
that the new world can't help but to reveal and show.

But one mystery remained a mystery as time passed.
I couldn't find an answer just by looking through the glass.
I need to know what is this feeling inside me;
an unusual beating of the heart that couldn't flee.

I need to know why my heart beats in such a hurry.
Whenever I see you pass my way, I wanted to scurry.
But my face had already engraved a warm smile
that I've never shown to anyone else for a while.

Love is a feeling that's mysterious but never new
and it's never an easy one to handle and give a clue.
Chance can never do anything about this emotion
and it can't simply be undone by a thousand potions.

There are a lot of things that I wanted to find out,
even the feeling in my heart that's blazing about.
I need to know if this is a feeling that I can have.
I need to know if this is an emotion called love.

Sunday, November 23, 2014

【poem】All Of Those Times

Thinking of you is really hard
Like playing the trick of the card
Can't easily think of a next move
Not as easy as going with the groove

All of those times, I think of you
Even if it's just an hour, I felt blue
Because I can't hear your serenading voice
But I know I don't have a choice

All of those times, I miss your smile
And I haven't seen them for quite a while
But remembering you still completes me
Even if we're apart, blocked by the sea

All of those times, I long for your touch
Giving me the courage to go through so much
I know I could wait for your return
But my heart had suffered so much burn

All of those times, I truly miss you
And I know I still love you so true
Alone, I couldn't face the world that's tough
So please come back to me soon enough

Saturday, November 22, 2014

The Last Unbreakable Promise

Disclaimer: I don't own Kyo Kara Maou and its characters.


Author's Note: I just wanted to try something here, okay? So please give me you honest opinions about this story. I used one of the poems I wrote last year (specifically December, 2009). And please don't hate me for letting Yuri die in this story. So happy reading and please don't forget to leave your reviews. And I'm telling you, if this one works out, then possibly I'll continue writing YuuRam stories. Enjoy reading!


Warning: Character death. Characters are undeniably not in their usual selves.


-xxxxxx


He's gone… King Yuri's gone…


Those words mentioned by Gisela didn't really hit Wolfram until he went inside Yuri's room and saw that the king's face was covered with a blanket. Yuri was just lying there… breathless… lifeless… no sign of life at all.


He doesn't want to believe it. It can't be. Yuri couldn't possibly leave him out here. He promised that he'll always be with him… Always…


Friday, November 21, 2014

【poem】Somewhere In My Heart

A lonely heart lies very still
Her eyes closed upon her will
Feeling the sweet wind blows
And listening to the river's gentle flows

Somewhere in my heart, I cry
Because of fate and its terrible lie
I thought I'd already found the one
The person who shines on me like the sun

But everything I've felt was just a lie
And now I feel my heart as it slowly dies
Being torn into pieces as it continuously bleed
Watering the soil of anger with the hatred's seed

Somewhere in my heart, I long for one
The only one who will let the pain be done
The only one who will become true to me
And will never hurt my love and then flee

Hope I'll never get to do what's worse
Even letting my mouth say a dreadful curse
But I might be able to forgive him someday
I only hope that moment will soon come my way

Thursday, November 20, 2014

【poem】Lead Me To Your Heart

You lost the one you love, so now you're all alone,
bearing all the pain inside like the world was your own.
But your tears never had a chance to fall
because you never want to show it all.

Being with you eternally is what I want to achieve.
But your heart never stops crying and it continues to grieve.
The word "eternal" might not exists right now.
So maybe in another life, we'll find it somehow.

Rains kept on pouring as you walk down your road sadly.
But I'm just here by your side, even though you don't bother to look and see.
I wanted to seek for signs that might help me out
and would never give my heart a lot of lies and doubt.

I just love being by your side, supporting you all the way,
like a real loving friend that will always be here to stay.
But I wonder if I'm really just a friend to you
because right now, I couldn't think of what else to do.

Just lit up the flame to guide me to those given signs
while I walk the path that could connect our different lines.
Lines that might separate our beliefs and become apart.
But I'll continue walking down the road that will lead me to your heart.

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

【poem】In Silence Where Love Lies

In silence lies a lot of feelings and emotions
and it depends on us how to stop its manifestations.
Though it lies in deep dimensions of silence,
it's up to us how we could have it sensed.

My nights were always gloomy and cold since before
ㅡbefore I managed to meet someone who touched my heart's core.
He lit a small flame in the middle of the dark path I walk
and guided me to get out of the darkness where I couldn't talk.

I let my heart trust him for he had saved me from there.
I even want to have a feeling so eternal for us to share.
But it seems that I couldn't love him more than ever
because of an oath that he made that can't be broken forever.

So he left me to save another lonely soul in the dark,
like what he did to me before and even left a mark.
But he let my heart be kept in a blaze so it won't be sad
and the love inside of it will never run so bad.

My heart lies again in the midst of darkness and silence,
yet a blazing feeling called love never let it be tensed.
It knows that one day, its flame will scatter and grant love
like the blossoms of the cherry tree that float in the sky above.

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

【poem】I Really Didn't Mean To Love You

I keep on walking the path alone before,
But I can't even see the end as I walk even more.
Rains and snows just keep on falling on the ground.
Just wet and white world is what you can see around.

I let myself walk the path all alone
and I can't even have a feeling I call my own.
Until I found another set of footprints beside mine
and the golden sun had finally began to shine.

Racing hearts and reddish faces, can't even talk nor look at you;
actions that depicted my sudden feelings that are true.
It's because you came my way as you walk along with me
and now my heart don't know if it will flee.

I want to stop my heart from beating continuously
each and every time I watch you coming near me.
You're not even the person that I want to be with forever,
but you keep on saying that you're not leaving me, ever.

Though I tried my best to stop myself from loving you,
my real self was now complete and you never made it blue.
Now I don't know what I'm going to do
for I know that I really didn't mean to love you.

Monday, November 17, 2014

【poem】 Hands Of Fate

I dreamed my life would somehow change
Into something that's out of my range
But will fate allow me to change my life?
Or will I remain living and wishing to be his wife?

I couldn't compare myself now from before
For I don't have anything else to ask for
But then I asked myself if I have a reason
So I couldn't continue living for more than a season

It's the hands of fate that make me
Into someone I never thought I'll be
And by finding the reason to live on
I know someday, I'll find that person

Those unknown forces had set my fate
They set it in motion that isn't so late
But in what way will they change my future?
Will it be someone in which my heart he'll capture?

Now I know how fate changed who I am now
By finding the right love that's meant for me somehow
Now I'll rely on my heart and my endless love
Because they're the hands of my fate that I have

Sunday, November 16, 2014

【poem】A World With You In It

We can only pass in this world that we live for once,
for I know all of us won't be given one more chance
to find out what out short lives wanted to look for
that we may fulfill before everything would become a closed door.

I've met you in a world that was engulfed in suffering,
yet it made us see a future like a star that's shimmering.
A future where love dwells in all the corners of our hearts
that gives color to our world like the brilliant pieces of art.

My heart wanted to say your name again and again forever
and let my feelings flow to you like a never-ending river.
For our world that's covered in pain's blizzard and snow,
let the warmth of our love melt it away and let the soft wind blow.

Living in the same world with you makes me feel glad
for it brought out the person I never thought I had.
That feeling made me feel better and loves you even more
and it never made my heart in serious pain will sore.

Our love can never promise eternal happiness between us,
yet I know those pains and hardships we'll be able to conquer and surpass.
So I would thank God that you came to my life for me to meet
and I'm glad that I have lived in a world with you in it.

Saturday, November 15, 2014

Will You Wait For Me?

Summary: Mikan died from an unnamed terminal illness. And Natsume didn't know anything about it until the day she left. He couldn't believe she's gone. She's out of his life. Will he be able to cope up if sorrow and pain was drowning him? As he felt his life worthless, a girl showed up to hand over to Natsume the final message left by Mikan before she completely left.


xxxxxx


WILL YOU WAIT FOR ME?


It was raining hard outside the Iris Café. And the rain seemed to join him as he drowns himself in alcoholic drinks. In the café, there's a male pianist playing a melodious song that seemed to have come down from heaven. Every key he played, it pierced down through the core of his heart. It was as natural as love…


Love… Thinking of that word again made Natsume's heart break… in pain… in sorrow… in total agony. And thinking of this word made him think of the reason why he felt these tormenting emotions.


Friday, November 14, 2014

【poem】Shattered Love

I've met him just once and then I fall
I fall too fast but I never felt scared at all
Since I've felt that he was the one for me
A destiny that I'll treasure for eternity

I never gave up loving him even more
Because I've never felt something like this before
But he never loved in the same way
That I showed my love for him every single day

I couldn't protect my heart at that moment
When the day he broke love's enchantment
I always know that true love to me mattered
But I never thought my love will be shattered

I should've listen to my mind before
So I wouldn't let my heart suffer and feel sore
But I guess it's over now even if I regret
Because he left me here as I faced my heart's death

This is the stort of my shattered love
It's one feeling I never ever want to have
But when you left my heart here to die
I know I'll never see myself soar high

Thursday, November 13, 2014

【poem】Of All The Love I Found

I have found different loves when I began to learn how.
But none of them had protected my heart the way you did now.
Those loves I've felt ruined my heart piece by piece
and I've never done anything for them to completely cease.

You found my heart broken and afraid to love again
for I never want to endure this so much agony and pain.
Yet you came to my life and gave me another good reason
to surpass this pain I'm feeling like flowing with the season.

You loved and protected my heart like a precious jewel
and you never acted in front of me like a rock-hard newel.
You assured that I could trust in those words you said
and I know you don't have any intentions for my heart to be misled.

Of all the love I found, yours have become a shining light
that enlightened my path, for it have turned to dark night.
You guided my heart and led it on the path that leads to you
and it knows that you'll never tear it in two.

You showed me the love that can fix a broken heart,
for it promises a feeling that won't break it apart.
I'm happy to say, "Of all the love I found along,
yours have restored my heart that sings our love's song."

Wednesday, November 12, 2014

【poem】If Only I Could

Deep in my heart, there's a ruthless pain that devours it
and it seems that it will never stop for even a little bit.
It started on the day you left me for another;
the person that I think you've promised forever.

If only I could make you say them again, those words, to me
ㅡthe words that are far sweeter than a chocolate candy,
then I would never have yearned for them once more
while sitting on my chair, facing the front door.

If only I could have embraced you here with me again
just to be able for me to feel love and fade the pain,
then everything that's dull around me might fade away
and having the warmth of your love brighten up my day.

If only I could turn back the time for even a bit,
then I could be able to set things back and correct it.
To return again to those times that I still have you,
giving me strength and courage to fight for what I need to do.

But it seems that everything for me is already too late
because I'm always in a hurry to know what's going to be my fate.
So now I'll keep myself on wiping my tears from my eyes that cried real good
that I know will make me say the words "if only I could."

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

【poem】What If...

The sun shone brightly in the sky like it always does.
But the gray clouds filled the blue sky as it soon pass.
Just like the day you said that you love me like no other
and you even promised that we will always be together.

What if I never trusted those sweet words of yours?
Then it shouldn't have slashed my heart by force.
Maybe, if I should have listened to my early premonition,
I think I will not cry for you because of depression.

What if I never saw your dashing smiles that surely charm?
Then I wouldn't be enticed with your smirk that harms.
Perhaps if I haven't made myself a fool and so much blind,
I should have fulfilled my dreams that were chained in my mind.

What if your love have never beguiled me in what I do?
Then you never have trampled down my love for you.
Maybe, if I let myself wait for the love that's for me,
I think I would have guessed what ny future will be.

What if I  never met a two-timimg person like you?
Then I guess you won't have a chance to hurt me, too.
Perhaps, if I focused myself in reality than living in a trance,
I know I would never have suffered this pain for once.

Monday, November 10, 2014

【poem】I Need You Back

For the years that have crossed, I've lived my life in the past.
It made my world run slow that once happened to be fast.
I was bound to your memories that made me cry all night.
Your memories have kept me away from the light.

I need you back in my life, that's the only thing I need
because I can never bear the loneliness that you, living me, did.
It's hard to pretend that I have lived a happy life
when the day you left me had slashed my heart with a knife.

Please rekindle the flame of love inside of my chest
ㅡthe love that died when I chose to do what I thought was best.
But I end up being depressed and my heart was tortured
and I think time doesn't have a medicine to had it cured.

I need you here with me so that my heart will be alive again
and never suffer in agony and sorrow that gives me this pain.
I need you beside me to embrace me when the world's cold
and lay a hand that gives me strength for me to hold.

Please forgive me for the biggest mistake I've ever done
because I've only realized that after the day you were gone.
I know crosscurrents of fate and time have divided our tracks.
But I'll still wait for you, because I need you back.

Sunday, November 9, 2014

【poem】Until That Day Comes

I kept on wishing of me standing by your side,
smiling at the life with you that I want to ride.
But I guess I have to be patient and willing to wait
if it will come my way, or so it is said by fate.

For I won't let my heart fail me, especially now,
even to let my courage desert me in this way somehow.
I know that falling in love makes some people dumb.
But I won't let it happen if the day that reality comes.

I believe that this world has a lot of twists of fate
and it feels like missing a ride when you go on a date.
I won't let the cold reality and recent past makes me numb
for I will wait for the warmth of your love for me to come.

Love was the last of my plans for this future of mine.
But I never thought it would be kindled inside me to shine.
It keeps on shining whenever I see you near me,
including your smile that shows the person I'm going to be.

I know I can trust in my own heart that loves you true.
The light from the silver moon is the one that gives me a clue.
A love unquenchable by any trials is what I want to feel,
but I'll keep on wishing for it until that day comes for real.

Saturday, November 8, 2014

【poem】Here To Stay

Encountering love is the miracle that God gave to us
for it's a delightful feeling that everyone will pass.
Though some people may have neglected this emotion
because it made them suffer from pain and depression.

But leaving you completely will never enter my mind
for my love is a promise that has become a bind.
A bind that won't separate our hearts that love one another.
A bind that has become a proof for us to be together.

Be with me, that's all I'm asking you to do for me
because I'll never bear the pain if you leave me and flee.
I know I've loved you more than I love myself
and that's one feeling that I'll always keep in my heart's shelf.

I know I can promise my love will only belong to you
because I know I have never loved anyone this true.
It's a feeling that no one can take away from your heart
for it will make our love the barrier that'll never break apart.

Eternity is what I can't promise to you, my love,
but I can make sure pain and sorrow you're not going to have.
All I know is that my love will be here to stay
and it's a promise that I'm sure will never fade away.

Friday, November 7, 2014

【poem】Make It Come True

Young love I see these days is like a flickering flame.
There are lots of emotions that no one can name.
But curiosity and envy are samples of this so-called emotion
that easily ruins the heart because of this flame's manifestation.

All of my life, I've dreamed of an unquenchable love
that could surpass the turmoil that reached the sky above.
A deep burning coal is the comparison of the love I want
and will never be affected by the memories that haunt.

Oh, stars that shines above, please make it come true.
Please give me a chance and show me a clue
if this love of mine that kindles in my heart
will become a lifetime feeling that will never part.

Miracle may be one thing I'm going to need about
for this strange feeling will never be put out.
One thing I fear the most is for you to abandon my heart
because you're going to leave it tormented and torn apart.

But please, make my long time wish to come true soon
so I won't spend the night anymore, gazing at the moon.
My dream of loving and being deeply loved by you,
it's the dream I want for you to make it come true.

Thursday, November 6, 2014

【poem】Thinking Of You

It's hard to think of the special person in your heart,
especially if everything between you two are like worlds apart.
It's hard to think of you that I could see from afar;
just getting a glimpse on a sky high star.

Each minute that comes, starting from the day we've met,
I've always had a strange feeling that I call regret.
When the day ends and I haven't gazed at you,
I've felt that my day was incomplete and even blue.

When I think of you, I've neglected my world around.
Time have slowed down and I can't hear a sound.
It's been like this ever since I've laid my eyes on you,
imagining things that I think will never come true.

I only think of your smiles and your gentle laugh.
It's like you've never face the world that's tough.
These are the images that give me one of the reasons
to surpass the obstacles like a tree that's seen a thousand seasons.

But your love is something my heart could never reach out
because of our worlds that were divided by falsehood and doubts.
So even if this selfish dream of mine won't ever come true,
I'll just stay in one corner of my world, thinking of you.

Wednesday, November 5, 2014

【poem】In My Dreams

As the night sky display a gallery of the constellations,
I'm always happy to look at them with much appreciation.
Each of the cluster gave an unspeakable shine
that gives me a reason to cross my obstacles' line.

But one particular event gives a new meaning to my night
and that's dreaming of a person that remained out of sight.
In my dreams, I could see you smiling at me,
even waving your hands so I could be able to see.

I've never felt your warming presence for a month or two,
and yet my heart still yearns to have a glimpse of you.
Your face that shows a smile that fade my clouds away...
Your eyes that always greet hello and goodbye you'll never say...

In my dreams, I could see all those things that please me
as far as the horizon that lies in the deep blue sea.
But I could never say the feeling within my glass-like heart
because even in dreams, I don't want you to break it apart.

Dreaming of you is what makes my day complete and happy
and it will remain in my keepsake of precious memory.
So when the light of the stars engulf the sky in the night,
I'd be happy for I'll see you again in my dreams tonight.

Tuesday, November 4, 2014

【poem】How Could I Forget You?

You've ran away after you broke my fragile heart
and you've taken a piece of me where my love is the part.
But no matter how I'd let time made me forget you,
I could still remember everything that you always do.

How could I forget your eyes that looked at me?
The one that showed me what my life's going to be?
Those eyes that made me engrave a smile in my face;
every time I look at them, they always make me feel dazed.

How could I forget your lips that gave the sweetest smile,
that you never failed to show to anyone even for a while?
The lips which gave out words that encouraged me much...
The words that made my heart fall for you to catch...

How could I forget your laughter that completed my day?
The loud yet gentle laughter that makes me want to stay
by your side where I know I'm protected and secured?
The arms that embraced me made me feel assured.

How could I forget the person that showed me love?
The person that I've always wished for me to have?
Even if time will keep me doing what I need to do,
there's no way I could ever forget a person like you.

Monday, November 3, 2014

【poem】I'm Glad To Have Met You

Living a life that's simple is what I always have,
even imagining a dream that's compared to the stars above.
Things remained to me as a dream concealed far away
that I might not be able to reach after my life goes astray.

But there are a lot of things that makes me feel glad,
though I've seen some things that made my life bad.
I should be thankful for I've met someone like you
that gives me inspiration in everything I do.

You came to my life without warning you'd come my way
and you made me face the world that I've always ran away.
You came to me and gave me courage that I need.
For days and nights that came, you watered my dream's seed.

You've made my whole life the loveliest one to live
because you've lit a feeling inside me that no one can give.
I'm always ready to confess my blooming love
when I know destiny will let this love I shall have.

I will always thank God for giving you to me
because you've shown a miracle that I never thought I'd see.
So even if this life of mine unexpectedly ends along the way,
"I'm glad to have met you" is what I'm finally going to say.

Sunday, November 2, 2014

【poem】According To My Heart

Life had never become a sweet, simple story,
for it has lots of comedy, drama, and even tragedy.
But life also offers the sweetest one to live
and that's finding love again after you forgive.

Pain made your heart bleed as it falls down
because of a love that ended like a broken crown.
But life had made you see things that were needed to be seen,
like a star-high dream that's painted in the mountain scene.

I don't want to end my life weeping around to mourn
for a love that became a lie even before it was born.
I've seen life has a lot of surprises to offer;
a lot of memories filled with so many smiles and so much laughter.

As I walk down the road while the rain is falling,
I heard a sweet voice, like an angel was calling.
As I turn around, I captured a warm smile
that overflow with delight like the water of the Nile.

But as I walk towards you, you suddenly walked away.
As you disappeared, I listened to my heart as it say,
"Even if our hearts were separated like worlds apart,
I would still find your love according to my heart."

Saturday, November 1, 2014

【poem】Remember

To the person I've always loved with all my heart,
in my simple life, you've remained to become a part.
And it seems that no matter how you've hurt my feelings,
my heart will continue to give me life from its beatings.

I know I can never forgive someone who hurt me.
But your love for me before had made me see
a memory that we made under the Heaven's river
that I will remember even if it takes forever.

But I want you to remember the same memory
that begins to fade away as you recall and see.
Remember a love story that remained to be the greatest.
Remember a promise that made our love the strongest.

I can't put my whole heart in fate and chances anymore
when you already began to close your heart's door.
Remember me as the only person who loves you the most.
Please remember my love for you where my life is the cost.

But it seems that no matter how much I want you to recall,
time had made your heart to crash down and fall.
It made your heart put out the glow of an ember
of our memories before. But still, please remember.