Sorry. I'm writing here quite late again. This time, it's because I was (or is) watching Ninninger again. Only on the last 3 episodes, though. I'm supposed to be sleeping earlier than this, so that I won't end up drowsing off when writing down my gratitude in the morning. Just like what happened this morning, and I liked that. I can't remember the time I actually felt like that when waking up early.
So today, I finally got to go to town after a long while. That lockdown had truly made me feel sort of stagnant. Then again, getting cooped up here because of the virus is something I can't really disagree on, considering the fact that everything's still a mess all over the world right now. I try my best to be productive in writing but my procrastinating moments still won't end. No wonder I don't get anywhere. I can't even stop this. If I truly want that life I kept imagining for years now, shouldn't I be making the first move now? Shouldn't I be moving and making consistent steps now? Shouldn't I start applying the motivation that I know I have here in me to make that first step now?
I should really scold myself about this. This is insane, in my part. I know I'm talking about myself here. But I think it's time I should do something. Like, literally. My life doesn't have to remain this way forever. In my heart, I know I can do more. I know I can reach more. I can achieve more, even before I can even realize what it is that I'm trying to achieve for. I know I can. It's truly the matter of figuring out how.
Alright. Time to say good night. I shouldn't sleep any later than this.
Good night. đ❤️
ăăăăżăȘăă。
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