Thursday, November 30, 2023

Our Memory Of The Dawn 10 - Live And Return

"You sure know how to hide well, little lady."

Amy could only stare wide-eyed at the Telmarine soldier pointing a sword to her face. What in the world? How did they manage to find her there?

But she knew she didn't have to show to the soldier in front of her and also to the other two who were restraining her horse that she was starting to panic. There was no reason for them to know that.

"Good for you for finding me. Not many idiots can do that."

Okay. It might have been a bad idea to rile the soldiers up like that. But she really wanted to get out of there and head to where Edmund and the rest of the Narnians were. She didn't have any time to deal with even more nonsense than this battle.

Wednesday, November 29, 2023

i'll hold on to you 121 - first date

[Relaina]

Ilang linggo pa ang lumipas pero kahit papaano ay nasa normal pa rin naman ang takbo ng mga buhay namin. Yes, there was still that lingering fear dahil hindi pa rin naman nahahanap ang mastermind sa nangyaring aksidente sa akin. Pero... ayokong tuluyang makaapekto iyon sa akin.

Sa amin ni Brent.

With that thought, napatingin na lang ako sa lalaking kasalukuyang nakaunan sa hita ko at nagpapahinga. Or at least, that was what he claimed. Pero alam ko namang naghahanap lang ito ng paraan para tsansingan ako, eh.

Okay, that was a joke. But it still made me smile somehow.

Saturday, November 25, 2023

【silent vlog】writing stories, journaling, and more walking


This time around, I'm letting you see my writing "habits", "routine", and also my journaling routine. Of course, here's to more clips of me outside and walking about. ๐Ÿ˜✌️

Thursday, November 23, 2023

Our Memory Of The Dawn 9 - Will Be Alright

Even when Amy knew she left the How earlier than planned, she still wasn't sure if she was safe and no one was following her. This could be a good thing, but it didn't mean that she should be complacent about the whole thing.

Because of that thought, she urged the horse to gallop faster for her to reach her destination. It would still be a challenge for her to look for the exact location since the land must have changed dramatically over the thousand years that the Kings and Queens had disappeared. Then again, she had to trust her instinct.

The very same instinct that Grandfire had seen in her when she became the Dawn Queen.

Wednesday, November 22, 2023

i'll hold on to you 120 - between two brothers

[Brent]

Hanggang tingin lang ang ginawa ko sa report na nasa kamay ko ng mga sandaling iyon habang nakaupo sa harap ng study table ko. Ilang araw na rin akong ganito pero hindi ko sinasabi iyon kay Relaina dahil ayokong mag-alala ito sa akin.

Gusto kong lagi ko lang itong makitang masaya habang magkasama kami. Ang hirap, sa totoo lang. Ang hirap na laging makaramdam ng takot at kaba para sa kaligtasan ng taong mahal ko.

Lalo na sa kaso ni Relaina na muntik nang mapatay ng kung sinong sira-ulong iyon noon.

Hindi ako nagbibiro sa babaeng mahal ko nang sabihin ko rito ang tungkol sa pagkakahuli sa taong gumawa n'on kay Relaina. Pinilit kong tingnan kung ano ang nararamdaman nito pagkatapos kong sabihin iyon.

Saturday, November 18, 2023

【silent vlog】more walking, story ideas, fgo


It didn't immediately come to me that today is Saturday -- which is my schedule for posting. It was a good thing I was able to realize that before it's too late. I think this video has spanned 3-4 days of my week (on different days). It's just me walking, taking videos of trees (weird of me) and my writer-ish habit.

Wednesday, November 15, 2023

i'll hold on to you 119 - future he holds on to

[Relaina]

To be honest, the rest of the week went crazy for me. Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ganoon ang pakiramdam ko. Or... was I supposed to word it like that? Should I have stated it as... a whirlwind or something?

Hindi ko alam kung paano ko ide-describe ang buong linggo ko pagkatapos ng lahat ng mga kaganapan. Parang hindi pa rin magsi-sink in nang matino sa utak ko ang lahat. Pero isa lang ang alam ko.

Wala nang makakapigil pa kay Brent Allen Montreal na ipakita sa madla na... kami na.

Why did I say that?

Saturday, November 11, 2023

【silent vlog】being friendless, language learning story

Every day for me is still a journey, even if it's non-aesthetic and mundane to most people. Ordinary days that passed by are still steps that could move you closer or farther from your goal. It all boils down to the choices we make in the present.

Saturday, November 4, 2023

【silent vlog】i just need to start

 

Since this has been nagging my brain for a long while, I think it's about time I get to "finally" do this... even if it's still not perfect in my eyes. ๐Ÿฅฐ✌️

Wednesday, November 1, 2023

i'll hold onto you 118 - my new promise

[Relaina]

It was our first day as a couple, Brent and I. Pero... natural ba talaga na makaramdam ako ng 'di maipaliwanag na kaba dahil lang kami na? Ang weird ng pakiramdam ko ng mga sandaling iyon.

Wala naman akong dapat na ikabahala, 'di ba? Magkikita lang naman kami ni Brent.

I really had this strong urge na makita ito. At alam kong hindi lang iyon dahil magkasintahan na kami. There was more to that, I knew it.

Napatingin ako sa paligid kung saan ko sinabing magkikita kami. Well, doon lang naman sa malaking bato malapit sa paboritong treehouse nito. At least sa lugar na iyon, mahangin. Alam kong mas makakahinga ako nang maluwag.