when i just want to use my voice somehow...

I mean, we all have that desire, right? In our own ways, we wanted to be able to have the voice to convey what we truly feel. Even when, at times, having that kind of voice leads us to more pain and suffering. I only wanted to be able to help others in my own way. And maybe someday, I'd be able to find my own voice to truly deliver the words I wanted others to know. 

Just So I Could Post Something

Yes... And I'm doing it after a long while of not doing so. It's 11:28 PM already and I haven't even written in my journal. But I think I can do that tomorrow -- if I would just recall the things I did today. My head's not functioning well right now. Or should I say, my brain.

Okay, that was a mistake on my choice of words. Sorry. 😅

Anyway, I still don't know what else to do with this blog, if I'm going to be honest. I still love writing and I also love writing my thoughts, especially those that I could never blurt out to anyone. Well, maybe not every thoughts since there are some that I would consider very private. So I still choose the topics that I'd like to talk about here.

Since I don't even post a lot in any of my SNS accounts that much, maybe I could pay attention to this. That's not even hard, right?

WRONG!

Now that it came to this, I was thinking for a while of going back to writing my book comments and series/movie reviews/thoughts. I could do a lot of them -- especially the series ones since I was able to watch an entire series lately. It's been A LONG WHILE since I last did that. I think the last one I did -- at least, writing a series review as a whole -- was when I wrote a review on "A Tale Of Thousand Stars". And the last review I did for a series in which I would write comments per episode would be about "Kishiryu Sentai Ryusoulger". And to think I've only written reviews for, maybe... 2-3 episodes? I still have to check since I'm writing here without checking my previous posts.

That's not a bad idea, right?

i've never become who i wanted to be...

Random thoughts placed on clips that I took ages ago while we were on an out of town trip to La Union. 😁✌️ But if I could convey more of my thoughts this way, maybe I should do this more often. And maybe... Just maybe... I could show myself more this way. But I guess it would be better if I convey my thoughts more using my own voice one day. I have to do a lot of practice to show up in front of the camera without feeling scared or cringey or even anxious about the whole thing.