Open Your Eyes To Love 1 - Confusion And Frustration

Disclaimer: I don't own Kirarin Revolution and its characters. And that also includes the song "Open Your Eyes To Love" from the Lizzie Mcguire movie.

Author's Note: This is actually my first Kirarin Revolution fanfic and I honestly love Hiroto and Kirari for each other. In any case, please tell me what you think of this story by leaving your reviews after reading. Happy reading, everyone! ^_^

Warning: Characters might not be in their usual selves.

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Summary:

Hiroto now realized that he had fallen in love with Kirari. But he knows that she liked his best friend Seiji. As he was about to lose hope of confessing his feelings for her, he used the SHIPS' concert to somehow make Kirari realize his feelings for her. But will it turn out the way he wanted to? Or will it go the other way around?

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Hiroto sighed heavily as he watched the raindrops falling from the sky. It's not like it's really his habit to sigh heavily like that, especially on such a gloomy day. But he really couldn't help it. He's not feeling so good right now and yet he's not really sick.

He's actually feeling a little… confused. Confused about his feelings for a certain someone. Someone who had made his life took a turn that's different from what he expected… though it turned in a way that he now wanted to accept.

(poem) Heal My Wounded Heart

I sat by the window as I looked at the falling rain

Then it suddenly reminded me of all the pain

But no matter how much I want to go back

I couldn't make a single move for my feet were intact

You found my heart wounded as it cried in blood

For the pain of losing love caused it to flood

And now I feel like I'm drowning so fast

As I recall the moments that I had in the past

But then you suddenly came and appeared in my life

Healing each wound in my heart that were cut with a knife

A knife that was created when I lost a love

A love I thought was a gift from God above

You wiped the tears that keep falling on my face

As you guided me out of that cold, dark place

And now I know I have found a love again

That I hope won't give me any more pain

When you came to my life, you changed all of me

And I smiled at the sun as I looked at the sea

For only you have managed to heal my wounded heart

And your love promises that you won't break it apart

(poem) In Memory Of Our Love

Someone came into my life and taught me how to love

It's something that I'm missing all my life and what I want to have

Now it's gone but you'll remain here in my heart and I'll live by chance

In memory of a love that had existed in my life at least once

I thought you would always stay by my side

But I guess it's inevitable that our love died

One way or another, I should have anticipated it

So my heart wouldn't be left crushed and living in bits

I should've known that love like this wouldn't last forever

I should've realized that your heart would never remember

For a love like ours is something that you can easily cast aside

As your emotion is something that you can forever hide

I guess the ice surrounded your heart for so long

Now I couldn't do anything to melt it and let it flow along

It's so cold, enough to pierce my heart through and through

Now my heart's bleeding and you're not even willing to heal it so

But somehow, I can still tell that you loved me in a way

Even if it has caused me so much pain that I couldn't fade away

This is one love that inspired me to find the one who's better

A love that would heal me and wouldn't let my heart shatter

(poem) The Only Way To Remember

A swift, violent gust of wind blew to my window

As I try to listen to a music that plays so slow

But I could only cry as I start to feel fear

For now you won't be able to wipe away my tears

If only I could wish for me to return to the past

Or maybe have a magic spell that I could cast

Then I might be able to remember a memory

That began to fade in my mind as I try to see

Time has passed my way and traveled down my road

And it made my heart feel numb and heavy with load

Yet I can feel that I still love you after all that

Even if I can only remember just a tiny bit

A memory made me feel the pain of falling in love

But I couldn't do anything as I pray to the Lord above

For I'm so afraid that I might forget everything

That in my heart I kept and may not feel anything

Looking at the moon as the wind blows the curtain lace

It's the only way for me to remember about your face

And listening to a love song that I'll always have

It's the only way to remember my emotion called love

(poem) A Heart Knows How To Get Tired

You can two-time whenever you want

But sometimes you just can't

Because I was forbidding you to do it

But still, you're going with your heartbeat

I swore I've loved you so true

I even tried to be faithful to you

All this time, I learned how to fake a smile

Because of the pain that I kept for a while

But you're treating me like a fool

And still, you're acting strangely cool

Like the world can be your own

By charming them all alone

I tried to be the normal me

But I guess now I couldn't be

Because my heart is in pain

And I don't want to feel it again

So now, my heart is getting so tired

I could even feel it wanting to retire

Because I know my heart had it tough

And I think I already had enough

(poem) Inseparable Hearts

I was always sad and had lived all alone

Because I was living in a world of silent stone

But when I've met you and loved you so intense

I couldn't bear to live longer in the silence

I always feel happy whenever I see you smile

It's like smiling has always been your style

I can feel that my world completely warms up

Whenever you help me reach the mountain top

I couldn't leave you even if it's just a second

Because I feel that my heart is about to bend

And this I can promise that I'll love you

Even if our lives have become so blue

I love you even if the trick of destiny

Becomes too horrible to live in my memory

I love you no matter what happens to us

Because I know these tests, we can surpass

We love each other that no one can break apart

A love that is made for two inseparable hearts

And loving you is the greatest gift I had

I'll never forsake it even if life goes bad

(poem) Love-Lies-Bleeding

I've heard of a flower that has a name

Surely it didn't come from fame

But its meaning sounds so familiar to me

For it matches what I feel that's like the sea

That flower was called the love-lies-bleeding

And it can be known for its obvious meaning

For the pain I feel inside my heart right now

Happens to be what the flower meant somehow

He left me here to be with another girl he loves

And now I can only stare at the stars above

Yet I couldn't make myself to hate him

For he made me feel for once a life that's not dim

I listened to my mind as it says "forget him"

But how come I can still see him in my dream?

Why did he let my love lie here as it bleeds?

And he even trampled it like a poor tiny seed

I can only cry as my heart bleeds in pain

And even remember him while watching the rain

For I know I can't return to our past once more

When I feel he doesn't want to open his heart to me anymore

For The Love Of Yuri 6 - Ask My Heart

Three months later…

"Please, Mom… Please let me go there. I really need to go there for me to talk to him," Yuri begged to his mother that one morning.

Erika and Yuri talked just after he was finally discharged at the hospital. He stayed there for four months because of so much damage that he took during the surprise attack. For one and a half months, Yuri was in coma that made his mother completely distressed. Nevertheless, she never gave up hope.

Erika could still remember the half more month that she has to wait in order for Yuri to wake up from his stasis. After Wolfram gave her the music box, she was able to prove its own magic. For two weeks, she kept on playing it, hoping that the music from it would reach Yuri and let him see the way out of the dark. It was worth a try. And one day, she was completely happy that he finally woke up. Unfortunately, it was just half of the struggle that they need to face because what the doctors had originally feared happened.

(poem) Living In Pain

I listened to my heart as it silently cry

Because the love you gave me was left here to die

The day you left me, everything began to fade

As I continue to remember the past we once made

Living without your love seems to make life disappear

But I couldn't do anything to make you go back here

I don't want to live completely in our painful past

But it seems the pain would make the memories last

Living in such agonizing sorrow ruined my life

And remembering you had given me so much strife

But I couldn't understand why couldn't I forget

Every little past we had that made you regret

Living without you had made my life so dim

Where no one can even hear me as I scream

And no matter how much I shout here as I lose my pride

Now I know everything in me had already died

Living in this so much pain killed my heart

Little by little, it's tearing it completely apart

But I couldn't do anything for it to go away

It's the only reason I could make your memories stay

Happy New Year!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

Hindi ko alam kung ano ang mangyayari sa taong ito. Pero sana... maging maganda ang kahihinatnan ng taong ito hindi lang para sa akin kundi para na rin sa pamilya ko. I mean, ang gulo na kaya ng kinalabasan ng mga pangyayari these past days. Hindi ko na alam kung ano ba ang dapat kong isipin o maramdaman. Ako nga ang panganay pero hindi ko alam kung ano ba ang dapat kong gawin.

Aasa pa ba ako sa love life (sa wakas) sa taong ito? Haha! Mahirap nang umasa, sa totoo lang. Sa bahay lang ako, eh. May makikilala ba ako na posibleng maging katuparan sa love life ko? Okay, that was weird. Pero wala namang masamang umasa, 'di ba? Wala rin namang masamang humiling kahit papaano.

Ah, basta! Tingnan na lang talaga natin kung ano ang mangyayari sa taong ito para sa akin.