(poem) A Tormented Love

Why does pain has to be a part of loving someone?

Why is it that pain could never spare anyone?

Is this how worse that our love could possibly get?

Could this love — now tormented — be something that destiny has set?

Questions filled my heart almost every day since you went

As I curse it for I believe love would never give me this torment

But in the end, I felt my life somehow took a wrong turn

So now I found myself broken; heart now filled with burn

How could you leave my life — especially my heart — lifeless and torn?

How could you bear hurting me and leave me here as I mourn?

Am I not worthy to be loved by someone seriously?

Or are you saying that love will never be for me?

I thought loving you would be the greatest gift given

But I only ended up regretting that it happened

Maybe if I didn't love more than my life

Then my heart wouldn't end up suffering from this strife

But despite all that had happened, I'm still glad that I met you

For I found a person that gave me one of love's lessons for me to do

Never give your heart completely to any person just because he's nice

If you don't want it or your love to end up in a tragic demise

(poem) Dedicated To You

I've always been sad and my world felt so cold

For I never met someone who can give me a warm hold

But then you showed up and lit my world around

Like you've planted a tree as you touch the ground

Ever since you came knocking on my life's door

I've never felt this much happiness since before

I once had a life that I've lived for so long

But it's always gray while listening to a dull song

What makes me feel different whenever we're together?

What's within you that couldn't let me find another?

Like you're the only one that makes me feel this way

It seems that God had fulfilled my wish even before I prayed

Your happy smile had brought colors into my world

And at this point of time, I couldn't feel any cold

Because you wrapped your arms around me as we see

That our love is way beyond our wildest dream-to-be

I hope you can hear my heart as I write this

Because this is only meant to someone I want to please

Listen to my heart as I write a poem of our love

It's a gift I possessed that came from the Heavens above

(poem) A Treasure For Life

I've always seeked for one important possession

That I want to have, not just as a collection

I want to have it so I could finally complete

A part of me that was just a missing heartbeat

I tried each and every way that I can and know

So I could have it go with my life's flow

But then everything had shattered and down it fell

Like a coin that was wasted on a wishing well

My faith shattered the day I gave it all up

When I knew that I couldn't reach the top

I stumbled down many times to the ground

While the rain kept everything wet around

As I cry knowing that I had failed myself

That's when someone reached out from nowhere's shelf

He helped me stand up from the muddy ground I fell

As if all that I've been through he knew very well

That important possession, I've finally found it

Even the most valuable treasure that goes with it

Your love made me find the life I wanted to live

It's a treasure I'll keep for life for me to believe

Open Your Eyes To Love 2 - Conversation About Confession

Kirari couldn't help but to feel worried about Hiroto. Well, even though he's mean to him sometimes, that doesn't mean that she should not worry about him. After all, he's one of the people who helped him throughout when she entered the entertainment world and became an idol.

"Will he be alright, Seiji-kun?" he asked the blond-haired boy who was also staring at the door where Hiroto left.

Seiji smiled at her, as if assuring her. She didn't get a response from him, though. But she felt that somehow, his smile was enough to know that Hiroto's all right.

(poem) The Voice Of My Heart

I kept myself in a world that's like a prison

That never let me be someone for a reason

I have a heart that never speaks at all

A fragile heart that easily breaks when it falls

How could I survive through all the pain

From the love before that I once gained?

When the day I lost you and your love

Made me lose everything I once had from above

All I could do is to cry every night that comes along

And I couldn't hear my heart's voice using a song

It seems the pain ruined it, including my life

Because of a man whose nothing worth to have a wife

I've suffered more than enough for me to bear

But it seems that it won't leave me as I fear

Fear that my love will be killed by my voiceless heart

That keeps on going mad, not knowing where to start

The moon shone brightly as I stare at it with pain

"Why should I suffer something I never deserve to gain?"

But I'll wait for the day that it will again start

The love that resides inside will be the voice of my heart

(poem) Face Of My Destiny

Once I remembered a sad dream

That flowed in my mind like a gentle stream

I could even recall each of its details

But a tragedy is what in my mind prevails

I cried so hard that I couldn't bear it

And I felt my heart had been hit

And now, I can feel it bleeding

No matter how I sit here pleading

I just can't rely on chances anymore

Even if I count from one to four

For my destined love was now gone

And I even missed out the life's fun

Then suddenly, I just realized as I stand

And wiping my tears using my hand

That everything was a dream that faded away

Long before this night began to stay

But I like it when night time comes

Not because of the night wind's hums

For in my sleep, I'll dream of you tonight

And see the face of my destiny that remained out of sight

(poem) If I Could Be With You

I watched the snow as it fell on the ground

Everything's so white when you looked around

It should've been a magical moment to me

If only you're here with me so you could see

It felt so cold and I can feel that I'm alone

But I never let my friends know so it isn't shown

Each and every night that comes to end my day

Loneliness is what making me in my bed, I stay

If only I could feel the warmth of your kiss

As you hug me tight, maybe I wouldn't miss

But now you're gone and you left me here crying

I couldn't believe I let you leave me dying

If I could be with you even if it's in my dreams

I could feel happiness that flows like a stream

When I'm with you, I know still exists

A loving feeling I knew I couldn't resist

Heaven isn't a place for me right now

But still, I wish I could be with you somehow

If I could be with you for at least a moment

I could feel your love again like it's a heaven sent

(poem) Forget-Me-Not

I saw a flower on a wide open meadow

Along with the grasses that follow the wind's flow

Then I remembered a story about a love

That remained strong whatever trials they may have

He went far away for so many years

And the girl he left had cried so many tears

As time passed, she waited for his return

Even if her heart had suffered much burn

She cried a lot for nights that come her way

And she tried to be normal each passing day

But she cried until she can't cry anymore

Now she wanted to forget everything to the very core

It's a flower that was named "forget-me-not"

That made her remember what she's got

She remembered her love that happened once

And she knew it was never a trance

Those flowers already said the words

The same phrase he said through the cords

And when she had waited for him long enough

He came back to her, looking confident and tough

(poem) You And Me This Time Forever

I've felt that I've given you a lot of pain

That I know you couldn't even gain

And now I'm going out of your life

So I won't let you suffer this much strife

The day I left you, I knew the wound I engraved

In your fragile heart that I couldn't even save

But now I was the one who was suffering so much

Like a person with a fist of stone that would strongly clutch

It hurts me so much but there's nothing I can do

I couldn't do anything for me to save you

I knew it was me who ruined your life before

And your love for me was not in your heart anymore

But each night that comes my way

I wished that you were here with me to stay

And when I tried to return to your life

I've never felt your grudge that cuts like a knife

Now I've returned to continue a forgotten past

A past filled with love that I know will last

And I can promise that I'll never leave you ever

For it'll be you and me, this time it's forever

(poem) Just Wait For Me

I watched the sky as the stars engulfed the night

But everything I feel inside of me doesn't seem so right

For I remembered a night where my heart was torn

As I watched a tragedy where I wished I wasn't born

I lost you and your love one cold, stormy night

As you protected me which you thought was right

But losing you instantly killed me and my heart

And now I don't know how my life should start

Just wait for me, that's all I'm asking you to do

For I won't bear it if I know you're feeling blue

By the time the Lord will allow me to live by your side

I know my feelings for you will never subside

I can't just go with you to that happy place so easy

Because I want to prepare for everything to be ready

Even though I cry a little for just a while

Still, I want you to at least see me here smile

Now I can tell that you're happy living in that place

As I wait for the day that I'll live with you face to face

Just stay there in the place of dear God above

So please don't cry and just wait for me, my love