Saturday, January 31, 2015

The Targeted Tennis Player Of Seigaku 0 - Escaping The Hands Of Death

Disclaimer: I don't own Prince of Tennis and Detective Conan. They belong to their respective authors.

Author's note: This story of mine will be my first crossover fan fiction since I do admire these two anime and I can say that I am a fan of these two. I decided to write a prologue for this story so that I can explain the enemies that the heroes and heroines will be dealing with in the later part of the story. I'll also include a few characters in here that might be the main part of the story.

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Summary:

Shinomiya Kourin was a newly-transferred fourth grader at Teitan Elementary School. Along with her cousin Edogawa Conan and the Detective Boys in which she was a new member, they found Ryoma's body on the river while holding a large tree trunk. The gang later found out that Ryoma happened to be the target of an agency called The Dark Rose, an underling of the Black Organization that has a connection to Echizen Ryoma's father Nanjiroh and Shinomiya Kourin's past.

Ryoma, on the other hand, managed to escape from his perpetrators and it seems that his life now lies on the hands of the Detective Boys. He found comfort and security in them, especially in Kourin's who seemed to have an idea of the predicament he was dealing with. But finding himself starting to become attached to the nine-year-old girl only led him to know a lot about her and his situation. Little by little, the answers they were trying to seek had come to light, but at the expense of the tragic truth that connected them to each other. With only a little time left, will they be able to find and locate the culprit? Or will it go the other way around?

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Friday, January 30, 2015

(poem) A Sudden Encounter

I saw you talking amidst the crowd one special night
You're the only one that stands out like a star's light
And at that moment, I know a spark in my heart glows
Because I've finally met a person who made my world flows

Time's running fast, and yet how slow I've felt about it
As you walked towards me while calming my fast heartbeat
This night is special, let the music play for us to dance
This could be the only night I'll ever get this chance

This stage will be our own fortress of shining miracles
Because I wouldn't be able to meet you in such spectacles
The notes of our music were engraved in our hearts, I know
Like the stars in the night that, up in the sky, it always shows

You move like the soft wind as if there's no tomorrow
Showing all your emotions through movements of sorrow
I want to be with you all night, yet you went away
Unable for me to tell you everything I want to say

This is a sudden encounter that for sure I'll never forget
For it left an impact inside my heart that I won't regret
It left an emotion that I could call "love at first sight"
An emotion that will completely unveil the curtain of my night

Thursday, January 29, 2015

(poem) Remember The Same Feeling

I'm living in a dark world filled with pain and so much suffering
I want to get out of here for me to remember a warm feeling
This is a feeling I know that God gave from heavens above
This is a miraculous feeling that felt so heavenly called love

But I couldn't feel it now that you're away and you left me here
I couldn't even laugh at it even when the truth became so clear
That I couldn't be with you no matter how I wish for it
Even if you didn't know you left my heart unable to beat

I never smiled a real smile since you went away from me
For I couldn't look at the reality that I wish I could see
Your presence is the only reason I could show a true smile
Because you're the only light that I could see from a mile

I could never forget the pain I've felt when you left me here
And all those times, I kept on wishing you're still near
Your love can only heal my heart that you suddenly broke
And each pieces of it, I couldn't just hide in a cloak

I want to go back to those times when we're together
To those times when we vowed to be with each other
It's a way I know I could grasp the past that in my heart is sleeping
It's the only way I know for me to remember the same feeling

Wednesday, January 28, 2015

(poem) Just A Little Love

Does love can really make people completely blind?
Do they forget that they had feelings left behind?
Will I be able to wake up from this nightmare of love
And see the reality that you're not the one I should have?

Just a little appreciation might let me believe
That you really loved me like you always receive
Maybe I could put the pieces of my heart together
That you've rip apart when you played with another

Just a little caring might let me feel I'm important
But you never showed me that part of you as I want
So I'll never hope that you're going to change back
To the man I loved once that was seemed hacked

Just a little thoughtfulness might be enough for me
To believe in your lies just like you wanted it to be
But those lies of yours made me resent you even more
Since I know you wouldn't do that to me like before

Just a little love is what I've always asked for
But then you kept on hurting my heart even more
So now I'll give up but please stay happy
Now I'll be leaving you because it's enough for me

Tuesday, January 27, 2015

(poem) Trust Me When I Say I Love You

We've loved each other for so long
It's always a day with sweet love song
But it isn't going the way we want it to
And you said, "Trust me when I say I love you"

We're facing obstacles because of love
It surely didn't come from above
Is our love really not meant to be?
How we'll be able to let them see?

"Trust me when I say I love you"
The same thing you want me to do
But how on earth would I do that
When I'm facing our world's wrath?

I want to trust you, yet I can't do it
Loving you is what I feared when we first met
But your love made me believe in you
In a way, it's the least I can do

"Trust me when I say I love you"
Now I want to believe in it, too
But please don't break my fragile heart
If you want a strong love that won't break apart

Monday, January 26, 2015

(poem) Face Each Other Once Again

It's the cold season of December that I feel
The very season that one person made love felt real
But we're apart for so long that I barely remember
The moments before that began in sweet cold December

I don't mind the cold wind that blew to our happy faces
For our smiles showed happiness that left its traces
But then we went on separate ways and I couldn't hide
The truth of leaving you made me feel lonely inside

Each year as the cold wind of December blew in the night
I always wish upon the star that was never out of sight
If only I could meet him once again before my life ends
It will be the greatest gift I'll ever receive before my faith bends

We're different yet the same in a way only we knew
Because of our feelings before that never let us go
It's our hearts that speak for us to believe and find
All of those memories we never thought we left behind

Our paths will cross once more and I believe it will
Because I know our destiny will make our hearts feel
And despite our tracks being divided by time and fate
We'll face each other once again and it wouldn't be late

Sunday, January 25, 2015

(poem) Uncried Tears

Tears release the pain and sadness that we feel
It's just another way for us not to know what's real
But what if we get completely tired of crying too much?
Fantasy or reality, could we still have it match?

When you left me completely, I never even bother
Even if I was aware of the fact that you had another
I guess I became broken that very same moment
As my emotions for you back then away it went

I don't know why I was laughing despite being hurt
Maybe I finally learned a lesson as I saw the dirt
It seems that I only meant that much to you
A senseless dirt of the earth that you trampled and let go

Uncried tears that kept my heart numb like a stone
All of its emotions were left frozen on its own
And it scares me a lot that it could turn me as tears fall
Into something like a statue that couldn't feel at all

Those pains I kept are just like tears left uncried
Because I never want them to know that I "died"
But will the day come that I would cry once again?
Will there be a time I could sing the hurt like a siren?

Saturday, January 24, 2015

Open Your Eyes To Love 3 - The Night Of Confession

The night of the concert…

This is it! At long last!

After an intense preparation for this incredible night, the SHIPS, along with Tina Garland and Kirari will finally be able to give their fans one grand performance that they would never forget for sure.

And Hiroto had thoroughly prepared for his solo performance. He wanted to give this to his fans… and more importantly, to Kirari… He wanted to show her his improvement as he tried his very best to convey his unrequited feelings for Kirari to the lyrics of the song that he chose to preform for that special night.

Friday, January 23, 2015

(poem) Peach Roses

Flowers bloom beautifully and gives me endless delight
I could stare at it dreamily all day and all night
It's because I think of a special person who gave it to me
As I see him smiling so gently and serene as it would be

How I love flowers, oh how I love them so much
They made my heart flutter and feel overwhelmed as such
All because I remembered the one who gave them to me
As he made my day so lovely — a day I always wanted to see

Simple peach roses gave me this loving feeling
The same way his smile had inwardly made me reeling
I could smile endlessly knowing I would never forsake
The feeling that bloomed here in my heart was never a fake

Peach roses are simple; they had fragrance I could love
But this feeling in me would never be a simple one to have
Yet you managed to worm your way without me knowing it at all
And now I can see you've crumbled down my heart's wall

Roses represents love, but peach roses have started it all
And now I know, for sure, I'm already starting to fall
I'm falling in love with you — the one who gave me one of nature's work of art
And the peach roses you gave me will eternally bloom here in my heart

Thursday, January 22, 2015

(poem) More Than Anything

The sun shines in the open field happily like yesterday
But loneliness is the only thing that gets in the way
Can you feel my here crying and my heart as it breaks
Because of the way you left me here like a rotten steak?

Does our past never meant anything to you at all?
Do you really want me to completely break and fall?
Why do you have to leave me here in pieces I shatter
And you weren't even contented, so you had it scatter?

More than anything else, I want to be with you
Because it's not really easy for me to let you go
You're the one I want to spend my whole life with
Even though hurting me was what you really did

Despite the pain throbbing inside my fragile heart
Because of a lie that you kept from me at the start
Remembering our sweet past made me want to survive
Even if it is already hopeless that our love would revive

I really wanted to find your heart once again
So I could feel it once more — the love I've felt back then
I never wanted to cry this hard and break into nothing
Because it's your love that I want more than anything

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

(poem) When Will Forever Come?

It's another Christmas season filled with joy and laughter
And a lot had experienced their own "happily ever after"
Yet here I am, standing beneath the Christmas tree
Still wishing that true love will soon come to me

Another Christmas that feels so cold and blue
But this is the year that I've felt it so true
I didn't mind it before since I was young back then
So why do I feel it now as Christmas comes again?

This is the part where I wished for a wonderful gift
A person that could help my hope and my spirit to lift
And that wish comes with a word known as "forever"
For I wanted to have a love that flows like a river

I don't want to wait for another lifetime to have it
Because I'm sure I won't feel the same way my heart now beats
So please let me share my eternal love to the one who's true
And I'll let fate know if he's the person who'll never make me blue

Forever will surely happen when I find true love
That will make me complete so I want it to have
"Forever" is a word that exists within for me to believe
But when will forever come in my own heart to live?

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

(poem) A Tormented Love

Why does pain has to be a part of loving someone?
Why is it that pain could never spare anyone?
Is this how worse that our love could possibly get?
Could this love — now tormented — be something that destiny has set?

Questions filled my heart almost every day since you went
As I curse it for I believe love would never give me this torment
But in the end, I felt my life somehow took a wrong turn
So now I found myself broken; heart now filled with burn

How could you leave my life — especially my heart — lifeless and torn?
How could you bear hurting me and leave me here as I mourn?
Am I not worthy to be loved by someone seriously?
Or are you saying that love will never be for me?

I thought loving you would be the greatest gift given
But I only ended up regretting that it happened
Maybe if I didn't love more than my life
Then my heart wouldn't end up suffering from this strife

But despite all that had happened, I'm still glad that I met you
For I found a person that gave me one of love's lessons for me to do
Never give your heart completely to any person just because he's nice
If you don't want it or your love to end up in a tragic demise

Monday, January 19, 2015

(poem) Dedicated To You

I've always been sad and my world felt so cold
For I never met someone who can give me a warm hold
But then you showed up and lit my world around
Like you've planted a tree as you touch the ground

Ever since you came knocking on my life's door
I've never felt this much happiness since before
I once had a life that I've lived for so long
But it's always gray while listening to a dull song

What makes me feel different whenever we're together?
What's within you that couldn't let me find another?
Like you're the only one that makes me feel this way
It seems that God had fulfilled my wish even before I prayed

Your happy smile had brought colors into my world
And at this point of time, I couldn't feel any cold
Because you wrapped your arms around me as we see
That our love is way beyond our wildest dream-to-be

I hope you can hear my heart as I write this
Because this is only meant to someone I want to please
Listen to my heart as I write a poem of our love
It's a gift I possessed that came from the Heavens above

Sunday, January 18, 2015

(poem) A Treasure For Life

I've always seeked for one important possession
That I want to have, not just as a collection
I want to have it so I could finally complete
A part of me that was just a missing heartbeat

I tried each and every way that I can and know
So I could have it go with my life's flow
But then everything had shattered and down it fell
Like a coin that was wasted on a wishing well

My faith shattered the day I gave it all up
When I knew that I couldn't reach the top
I stumbled down many times to the ground
While the rain kept everything wet around

As I cry knowing that I had failed myself
That's when someone reached out from nowhere's shelf
He helped me stand up from the muddy ground I fell
As if all that I've been through he knew very well

That important possession, I've finally found it
Even the most valuable treasure that goes with it
Your love made me find the life I wanted to live
It's a treasure I'll keep for life for me to believe

Saturday, January 17, 2015

Open Your Eyes To Love 2 - Conversation About Confession

Kirari couldn't help but to feel worried about Hiroto. Well, even though he's mean to him sometimes, that doesn't mean that she should not worry about him. After all, he's one of the people who helped him throughout when she entered the entertainment world and became an idol.

"Will he be alright, Seiji-kun?" he asked the blond-haired boy who was also staring at the door where Hiroto left.

Seiji smiled at her, as if assuring her. She didn't get a response from him, though. But she felt that somehow, his smile was enough to know that Hiroto's all right.

Friday, January 16, 2015

(poem) The Voice Of My Heart

I kept myself in a world that's like a prison
That never let me be someone for a reason
I have a heart that never speaks at all
A fragile heart that easily breaks when it falls

How could I survive through all the pain
From the love before that I once gained?
When the day I lost you and your love
Made me lose everything I once had from above

All I could do is to cry every night that comes along
And I couldn't hear my heart's voice using a song
It seems the pain ruined it, including my life
Because of a man whose nothing worth to have a wife

I've suffered more than enough for me to bear
But it seems that it won't leave me as I fear
Fear that my love will be killed by my voiceless heart
That keeps on going mad, not knowing where to start

The moon shone brightly as I stare at it with pain
"Why should I suffer something I never deserve to gain?"
But I'll wait for the day that it will again start
The love that resides inside will be the voice of my heart

Thursday, January 15, 2015

(poem) Face Of My Destiny

Once I remembered a sad dream
That flowed in my mind like a gentle stream
I could even recall each of its details
But a tragedy is what in my mind prevails

I cried so hard that I couldn't bear it
And I felt my heart had been hit
And now, I can feel it bleeding
No matter how I sit here pleading

I just can't rely on chances anymore
Even if I count from one to four
For my destined love was now gone
And I even missed out the life's fun

Then suddenly, I just realized as I stand
And wiping my tears using my hand
That everything was a dream that faded away
Long before this night began to stay

But I like it when night time comes
Not because of the night wind's hums
For in my sleep, I'll dream of you tonight
And see the face of my destiny that remained out of sight

Wednesday, January 14, 2015

(poem) If I Could Be With You

I watched the snow as it fell on the ground
Everything's so white when you looked around
It should've been a magical moment to me
If only you're here with me so you could see

It felt so cold and I can feel that I'm alone
But I never let my friends know so it isn't shown
Each and every night that comes to end my day
Loneliness is what making me in my bed, I stay

If only I could feel the warmth of your kiss
As you hug me tight, maybe I wouldn't miss
But now you're gone and you left me here crying
I couldn't believe I let you leave me dying

If I could be with you even if it's in my dreams
I could feel happiness that flows like a stream
When I'm with you, I know still exists
A loving feeling I knew I couldn't resist

Heaven isn't a place for me right now
But still, I wish I could be with you somehow
If I could be with you for at least a moment
I could feel your love again like it's a heaven sent

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

(poem) Forget-Me-Not

I saw a flower on a wide open meadow
Along with the grasses that follow the wind's flow
Then I remembered a story about a love
That remained strong whatever trials they may have

He went far away for so many years
And the girl he left had cried so many tears
As time passed, she waited for his return
Even if her heart had suffered much burn

She cried a lot for nights that come her way
And she tried to be normal each passing day
But she cried until she can't cry anymore
Now she wanted to forget everything to the very core

It's a flower that was named "forget-me-not"
That made her remember what she's got
She remembered her love that happened once
And she knew it was never a trance

Those flowers already said the words
The same phrase he said through the cords
And when she had waited for him long enough
He came back to her, looking confident and tough

Monday, January 12, 2015

(poem) You And Me This Time Forever

I've felt that I've given you a lot of pain
That I know you couldn't even gain
And now I'm going out of your life
So I won't let you suffer this much strife

The day I left you, I knew the wound I engraved
In your fragile heart that I couldn't even save
But now I was the one who was suffering so much
Like a person with a fist of stone that would strongly clutch

It hurts me so much but there's nothing I can do
I couldn't do anything for me to save you
I knew it was me who ruined your life before
And your love for me was not in your heart anymore

But each night that comes my way
I wished that you were here with me to stay
And when I tried to return to your life
I've never felt your grudge that cuts like a knife

Now I've returned to continue a forgotten past
A past filled with love that I know will last
And I can promise that I'll never leave you ever
For it'll be you and me, this time it's forever

Sunday, January 11, 2015

(poem) Just Wait For Me

I watched the sky as the stars engulfed the night
But everything I feel inside of me doesn't seem so right
For I remembered a night where my heart was torn
As I watched a tragedy where I wished I wasn't born

I lost you and your love one cold, stormy night
As you protected me which you thought was right
But losing you instantly killed me and my heart
And now I don't know how my life should start

Just wait for me, that's all I'm asking you to do
For I won't bear it if I know you're feeling blue
By the time the Lord will allow me to live by your side
I know my feelings for you will never subside

I can't just go with you to that happy place so easy
Because I want to prepare for everything to be ready
Even though I cry a little for just a while
Still, I want you to at least see me here smile

Now I can tell that you're happy living in that place
As I wait for the day that I'll live with you face to face
Just stay there in the place of dear God above
So please don't cry and just wait for me, my love

Saturday, January 10, 2015

Open Your Eyes To Love 1 - Confusion And Frustration

Disclaimer: I don't own Kirarin Revolution and its characters. And that also includes the song "Open Your Eyes To Love" from the Lizzie Mcguire movie.

Author's Note: This is actually my first Kirarin Revolution fanfic and I honestly love Hiroto and Kirari for each other. In any case, please tell me what you think of this story by leaving your reviews after reading. Happy reading, everyone! ^_^

Warning: Characters might not be in their usual selves.


Summary:

Hiroto now realized that he had fallen in love with Kirari. But he knows that she liked his best friend Seiji. As he was about to lose hope of confessing his feelings for her, he used the SHIPS' concert to somehow make Kirari realize his feelings for her. But will it turn out the way he wanted to? Or will it go the other way around?


Hiroto sighed heavily as he watched the raindrops falling from the sky. It's not like it's really his habit to sigh heavily like that, especially on such a gloomy day. But he really couldn't help it. He's not feeling so good right now and yet he's not really sick.

He's actually feeling a little… confused. Confused about his feelings for a certain someone. Someone who had made his life took a turn that's different from what he expected… though it turned in a way that he now wanted to accept.

Friday, January 9, 2015

(poem) Heal My Wounded Heart

I sat by the window as I looked at the falling rain
Then it suddenly reminded me of all the pain
But no matter how much I want to go back
I couldn't make a single move for my feet were intact

You found my heart wounded as it cried in blood
For the pain of losing love caused it to flood
And now I feel like I'm drowning so fast
As I recall the moments that I had in the past

But then you suddenly came and appeared in my life
Healing each wound in my heart that were cut with a knife
A knife that was created when I lost a love
A love I thought was a gift from God above

You wiped the tears that keep falling on my face
As you guided me out of that cold, dark place
And now I know I have found a love again
That I hope won't give me any more pain

When you came to my life, you changed all of me
And I smiled at the sun as I looked at the sea
For only you have managed to heal my wounded heart
And your love promises that you won't break it apart

Thursday, January 8, 2015

(poem) In Memory Of Our Love

Someone came into my life and taught me how to love
It's something that I'm missing all my life and what I want to have
Now it's gone but you'll remain here in my heart and I'll live by chance
In memory of a love that had existed in my life at least once

I thought you would always stay by my side
But I guess it's inevitable that our love died
One way or another, I should have anticipated it
So my heart wouldn't be left crushed and living in bits

I should've known that love like this wouldn't last forever
I should've realized that your heart would never remember
For a love like ours is something that you can easily cast aside
As your emotion is something that you can forever hide

I guess the ice surrounded your heart for so long
Now I couldn't do anything to melt it and let it flow along
It's so cold, enough to pierce my heart through and through
Now my heart's bleeding and you're not even willing to heal it so

But somehow, I can still tell that you loved me in a way
Even if it has caused me so much pain that I couldn't fade away
This is one love that inspired me to find the one who's better
A love that would heal me and wouldn't let my heart shatter

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

(poem) The Only Way To Remember

A swift, violent gust of wind blew to my window
As I try to listen to a music that plays so slow
But I could only cry as I start to feel fear
For now you won't be able to wipe away my tears

If only I could wish for me to return to the past
Or maybe have a magic spell that I could cast
Then I might be able to remember a memory
That began to fade in my mind as I try to see

Time has passed my way and traveled down my road
And it made my heart feel numb and heavy with load
Yet I can feel that I still love you after all that
Even if I can only remember just a tiny bit

A memory made me feel the pain of falling in love
But I couldn't do anything as I pray to the Lord above
For I'm so afraid that I might forget everything
That in my heart I kept and may not feel anything

Looking at the moon as the wind blows the curtain lace
It's the only way for me to remember about your face
And listening to a love song that I'll always have
It's the only way to remember my emotion called love

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

(poem) A Heart Knows How To Get Tired

You can two-time whenever you want
But sometimes you just can't
Because I was forbidding you to do it
But still, you're going with your heartbeat

I swore I've loved you so true
I even tried to be faithful to you
All this time, I learned how to fake a smile
Because of the pain that I kept for a while

But you're treating me like a fool
And still, you're acting strangely cool
Like the world can be your own
By charming them all alone

I tried to be the normal me
But I guess now I couldn't be
Because my heart is in pain
And I don't want to feel it again

So now, my heart is getting so tired
I could even feel it wanting to retire
Because I know my heart had it tough
And I think I already had enough

Monday, January 5, 2015

(poem) Inseparable Hearts

I was always sad and had lived all alone
Because I was living in a world of silent stone
But when I've met you and loved you so intense
I couldn't bear to live longer in the silence

I always feel happy whenever I see you smile
It's like smiling has always been your style
I can feel that my world completely warms up
Whenever you help me reach the mountain top

I couldn't leave you even if it's just a second
Because I feel that my heart is about to bend
And this I can promise that I'll love you
Even if our lives have become so blue

I love you even if the trick of destiny
Becomes too horrible to live in my memory
I love you no matter what happens to us
Because I know these tests, we can surpass

We love each other that no one can break apart
A love that is made for two inseparable hearts
And loving you is the greatest gift I had
I'll never forsake it even if life goes bad

Sunday, January 4, 2015

(poem) Love-Lies-Bleeding

I've heard of a flower that has a name
Surely it didn't come from fame
But its meaning sounds so familiar to me
For it matches what I feel that's like the sea

That flower was called the love-lies-bleeding
And it can be known for its obvious meaning
For the pain I feel inside my heart right now
Happens to be what the flower meant somehow

He left me here to be with another girl he loves
And now I can only stare at the stars above
Yet I couldn't make myself to hate him
For he made me feel for once a life that's not dim

I listened to my mind as it says "forget him"
But how come I can still see him in my dream?
Why did he let my love lie here as it bleeds?
And he even trampled it like a poor tiny seed

I can only cry as my heart bleeds in pain
And even remember him while watching the rain
For I know I can't return to our past once more
When I feel he doesn't want to open his heart to me anymore

Saturday, January 3, 2015

For The Love Of Yuri 6 - Ask My Heart

Three months later…

"Please, Mom… Please let me go there. I really need to go there for me to talk to him," Yuri begged to his mother that one morning.

Erika and Yuri talked just after he was finally discharged at the hospital. He stayed there for four months because of so much damage that he took during the surprise attack. For one and a half months, Yuri was in coma that made his mother completely distressed. Nevertheless, she never gave up hope.

Erika could still remember the half more month that she has to wait in order for Yuri to wake up from his stasis. After Wolfram gave her the music box, she was able to prove its own magic. For two weeks, she kept on playing it, hoping that the music from it would reach Yuri and let him see the way out of the dark. It was worth a try. And one day, she was completely happy that he finally woke up. Unfortunately, it was just half of the struggle that they need to face because what the doctors had originally feared happened.

Friday, January 2, 2015

(poem) Living In Pain

I listened to my heart as it silently cry
Because the love you gave me was left here to die
The day you left me, everything began to fade
As I continue to remember the past we once made

Living without your love seems to make life disappear
But I couldn't do anything to make you go back here
I don't want to live completely in our painful past
But it seems the pain would make the memories last

Living in such agonizing sorrow ruined my life
And remembering you had given me so much strife
But I couldn't understand why couldn't I forget
Every little past we had that made you regret

Living without you had made my life so dim
Where no one can even hear me as I scream
And no matter how much I shout here as I lose my pride
Now I know everything in me had already died

Living in this so much pain killed my heart
Little by little, it's tearing it completely apart
But I couldn't do anything for it to go away
It's the only reason I could make your memories stay

Thursday, January 1, 2015

Happy New Year!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

Hindi ko alam kung ano ang mangyayari sa taong ito. Pero sana... maging maganda ang kahihinatnan ng taong ito hindi lang para sa akin kundi para na rin sa pamilya ko. I mean, ang gulo na kaya ng kinalabasan ng mga pangyayari these past days. Hindi ko na alam kung ano ba ang dapat kong isipin o maramdaman. Ako nga ang panganay pero hindi ko alam kung ano ba ang dapat kong gawin.

Aasa pa ba ako sa love life (sa wakas) sa taong ito? Haha! Mahirap nang umasa, sa totoo lang. Sa bahay lang ako, eh. May makikilala ba ako na posibleng maging katuparan sa love life ko? Okay, that was weird. Pero wala namang masamang umasa, 'di ba? Wala rin namang masamang humiling kahit papaano.

Ah, basta! Tingnan na lang talaga natin kung ano ang mangyayari sa taong ito para sa akin.