Still Stumped...

Hi! How are you, everyone? Still living a good life, I hope.

I’m not sure if I have readers here but I still want to do this. I just want to write down my thoughts since honestly speaking, I’ve never done that in a long while. I don’t know but it seems that these past months, I’ve been having a hard time incorporating my thoughts to my writings and now, I’m stumped. If you know what I mean.

Just like now. A while back, I was contemplating on writing a blog entry in English or Filipino. See? I couldn’t also decide on what language medium to use for writing. Same goes to me writing my manuscripts. Due to some issues that I won’t be able to discuss properly here, I’ve been in hiatus in writing Filipino romance. And it’s a long while, as well. I guess I’m losing my touch in writing something that I really want to believe, but some things (or should I say circumstances) were trying to destroy it for me.

You know what? I had a lot to talk about, to write about and place them here so you guys (if there are any) to be able to see and read it. But I don’t know where to start. I don’t know where to start telling things about me and what I’ve been doing since the last time I posted anything here. So I decided that I should try to break it down, bits by bits. For now.

For today, as I stated above, I’ve been in hiatus in romance writing. A part of my mind would say that this world isn’t for me anymore no matter how much I struggle. A part of me was starting to agree about that. To be honest, it was depressing just thinking about it. But there was also a part of me that I could try other things, other genres besides romance. As of now, I’m just practicing in writing stories in a different genre. I was trying my hand on writing fantasy, though I’m doing that in writing fanfiction. Some of you might hate fanfiction or probably just dislike them. But writing fanfiction for me is like my way of practicing in writing before trying my hand in writing original fiction. I’m also reading books with regards to the genre I’ve taken interest into. It’s just that… they were all in English. I’m not sure if I could apply that in writing Filipino fantasy stories.
I could try. But I think that’ll take time.

For the next post, I think I could talk about either the photo edits I’ve been creating or about the certain actor that caught my interest lately. I could’ve talked about the Super Sentai watching I’m currently watching but maybe next time. I’m not exactly sure about doing that.

So that’s it for now.