Tuesday, July 30, 2024


Current word count for Episode 6 of my Sentai story... and I'm still not done. I haven't even got to the battle with the Unsealed yet. Yikes! But I'm not cutting down words on this. I felt that this was reasonable considering what was happening to the Vessels as they achieve one feat after another. Especially with Itsuki experiencing the visions, as well.

Monday, July 29, 2024

Agri (Goseiger)/Kasumi (Ninninger): When I Was Missing Someone

 


 You came just as I was missing someone, it became you… — Mah Tun Welah Por Dee (You Came At Just The Right Time), Mook Worranit

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It was about to turn midnight. But sleep seemed to elude Kasumi until that point. She already tired herself out the whole day just so she could finally sleep and not worry about anything as soon as she laid herself down. And yet, it didn’t work, for some reason.


She wasn’t going to lie, it was frustrating. But then, if her heart would still continue to worry for that man even though they’ve been away for so long already, perhaps she should stop doing things just to deny herself the truth.


Sunday, July 28, 2024

Hi, everyone!

For one, I don't know what to post here. Gosh, even the blog title sounds silly. I have various plans, but I kept putting them on hold, for some reason. There's book reviews, series reviews, love letters... The last one, though, was something I just thought about as I'm writing this entry.

Cringey, if you ask me. I mean... it's been a long time since I've written a love letter to the guy I liked. Well, it was more of a confession letter than an actual love letter to someone I liked. And I sort of a trauma for writing love letters (personal ones) after that. You can already guess what happened when I had someone hand him the letter for me. It was a disaster, in my opinion. So yes, you could say I strayed away from writing letters after that. I just didn't realize it until I graduated college and got flunked on the only two jobs I ever had.

Saturday, July 27, 2024

my hidden dream


I was never the person who likes being filmed. And yet on the contrary, there is this hidden part of me that wanted to be in front of the camera. It's the one that struggles to come out whenever I'd declare to myself of my small dream about becoming an actress.

But... me? As an actress? Sounds like a far-fetched dream, right? Especially at my age, and also someone who has no experience in acting at all. In my opinion, it was possibly one of the craziest ideas I'd end up thinking of about my life. About my dream, I mean.

I mean, can a shy woman ever find that courage to actually act? Yes, woman. Not girl. I'm 32 years old, turning 33 this August. And in society's opinion, it's already too late to even start aiming to be an actress.

Silent vlogs may never be a way for me to achieve that. And I don't know if anything else will, if I don't learn how to get through my shyness. For now, all I can do is learn things by myself.

I'll have to film moments... memories... events... Things that could make me realize something much more about a hidden flame waiting to burn brighter, without hiding it from the world anymore.

Thursday, July 25, 2024

Beast Knights 21 - Unsaid Curse

Standard disclaimer applies. You are warned that the characters might not be in their usual selves (in other words, possible OOCness).

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Chapter 21 - Unsaid Curse

All of them felt nervous, for some strange reason. They couldn't deny that. But maybe because it would be the first time in a long while other than selected residents of the Blood Pledge Castle that someone would meet Shinou.

Even Rina and Chie couldn't help feeling anxious about the approach that Mari had made to meet the mysterious person who (in the Wind Tiger Knight's opinion) had the strongest desire to know a lot more than intended about the original Beast Knights after they left Shin Makoku 4,000 years ago. And now that same person had also expressed his desire to meet the current Beast Knights.

Thursday, July 18, 2024

Beast Knights 20 - Unique Ability

Standard disclaimer applies. You are warned that the characters might not be in their usual selves (in other words, possible OOCness).

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Chapter 20 - Unique Ability

The question that Mari asked to Murata was something that had confused the others in the room. But as soon as the question had finally registered in their minds, they also realized the gravity of it to those who knew the real secrets of Shinou Temple.

"Mari-san…"

But even with that call coming from Yuri, Mari remained staring at Murata as intently as she made it seem so. There could be something that might divert their attention to her intention of knowing the truth of that temple.

Sunday, July 14, 2024

Messy Journal



I'm posting this since I still haven't finished writing my last update for OMOTD. And also because I want to post something here.

Thursday, July 11, 2024

Beast Knights 19 - Frustration

Standard disclaimer applies. You are warned that the characters might not be in their usual selves (in other words, possible OOCness).

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Chapter 19 - Frustration

A heavy sigh resonated in the room for who knows how many times already for that day. It was the second day of the female Beast Knights in the Blood Pledge Castle. To be honest, it would have been an opportunity for them to go out and have a look at the capital since they didn't get to do so the first time the three of them arrived.

But for them, they didn't have such luxury at the moment. Especially when Mari kept on sensing ominous energy hovering a little far from the capital. Even when she knew that she didn't have to worry about it for the time being, the three ladies still couldn't keep their guards down.

Not to mention, they haven't made any acceptable progress when it comes to their research. And it was what frustrated them the most.

Monday, July 8, 2024

Moon Phantoms


For the longest time, six mysterious clans were given the duty to guard the seals imprisoning a powerful being that once wrecked havoc to the country. Only a few chosen people knew their existence and true purpose, so not much was known about them. They were only called collectively as the Moon Phantom, as their powers were believed to have originated from the mystical Guardian of the Moon. But over time, the duty began to lose purpose to other members, forcing them to leave and eventually, the existence of the Moon Phantom was removed from their minds. There are still those who remained true to their duty to the group, as they knew that four people descended from the banished members had the ability to destroy the seals and unleash the evil imprisoned within them.

In the present times, their worst fears had come to life despite the presence of the chosen members guarding the seal. But can innocent wishes truly unleash the terror that the cursed stairs were holding?

Arc 1: The Ancient Curse
Arc 2: The Seal Guardians
Arc 3: Crescent Moon Tome
Arc 4: Spell For Death
Arc 5: The Soul's Dagger

Friday, July 5, 2024

Phantom Berserkers


In the distant past, the Drurginar Clan once caused chaos and destruction in the world called Niavarah that nearly destroyed it. But the ancient Ilgrath Tribe found a way to deal with the war with the help of the dinosaurs' powers. In fact, some of these beasts agreed to be modified using the magic of the tribe to help them fight the enemies. They succeeded, but were unable to stop the Drurginar Clan from wiping out the entire royal family in an attempt to retrieve the 'ultimate power of the grand beasts'. Several millenia later, the combat knowledge that came from the Ilgrath Tribe were passed on in hopes of fighting the predicted threat coming from the Drurginar Clan who made an oath to return to alternate Earth once again to destroy everything.

Now chosen people will take the oath to finish the battle that started in the ancient times. With the help of the Ilgrath Guardiansーthe modified dinosaurs that helped the tribe in the past, it's up to them to stop the Drurginar Clan's prophecy of annihilation from coming true. This time, they'll do it as the new warriors destined to protect Niavarahーthe Phantom Berserkers!

Thursday, July 4, 2024

Star Saint Inheritors

"Maybe it has been destiny's work all along that you and I have crossed paths and fell in love..."

All of your life, you always thought that your life was pretty much an ordinary one. That is, until the moment the mysterious mark you had since you were born suddenly glowed and an unknown person began attacking you using a dark magical ability. Thankfully, several people rescued you who soon introduced themselves as your knights long given the duty to protect you and the 16 Cloud Clans.

The reason for them to do that?

It was because you were chosen since birth to become the Star Saint, a duty that was supposed to be passed on to you when the moment of the awakening comes, usually at the age of 21. But a year ago, an ambush that resulted to the death of the previous Star Saint changed all that. Now the future of the 16 Cloud Clans rest upon you and you decide to fulfill your destiny of not just saving them, but also the world you knew from the Irnath's threats.

But would you be able to do something important such as that without falling in love with your chosen shadow guardian?