The Shadow Of My Heart

For the past years, I've lived my life in pain

That I couldn't bear so easily and plain

And no matter how much I try to walk away

Memories of you and me are making my path gray

I wanted to have a life that's colorful and new

And fulfill a dream that's shining brightly and true

But how will I suppose to have the life I want

If a dark memory in my mind continues to haunt?

You're the only person that hurt me this much

And it lived in a place that I couldn't bear to watch

I wanted this pain inside of me to fade

That your so-called love for me before had made

The day you left me, everything about you created a shadow

That I can never break; that's why it always follows

And no matter how many years will pass by

Everything about you won't help me reach the sky

Your memories seem to have become a chain

That binds me in a world filled with so much pain

I know that wherever I go, you'll be the shadow of my heart

And I can never find a way to rip it completely apart