The Shadow Of My Heart

For the past years, I've lived my life in pain

that I couldn't bear so easily and plain.

No matter how much I try to walk away,

memories of you and me are making my path gray.

I wanted to have a life that's colorful and new

and fulfill a dream that's shining brightly and true.

But how will I suppose to have the life I want

if a dark memory in my mind continues to haunt?

You're the only person that hurt me this much

and it lived in a place that I couldn't bear to watch.

I wanted this pain inside of me to fade

that your so-called love for me before had made.

The day you left me, everything about you created a shadow.

One that I can never break; that's why it always follows.

No matter how many years will pass by,

everything about you won't help me reach the sky.

Your memories seem to have become a chain

that binds me in a world filled with so much pain.

I know that wherever I go, you'll be the shadow of my heart

and I can never find a way to rip it completely apart.