journal entry #13

It was my sister's birthday today! Love, love! But just like last year, I only greeted her through SNS and not personally. I know, it's disappointing of me as a sister. And yet until now, I have to ask myself why I didn't greet her personally. Anyway, she just turned 24 —and she already had a boyfriend. She really beat me to it.

Anyway, anything about relationships and such — don't expect anything from me. It's not like I'll even have one. Even though people would keep on saying that the time for me to meet "the one" hadn't come just yet, there are times that waiting could really be tiring. At least for me.

But let's not talk about that.

Anyway, nothing much had happened — again. What a boring day, I know. Even my writing hadn't made any progress at all. Yup. I really think laziness just struck me. I hate it.

Thankfully, my red days ended today. I won't have to be so moody anymore — unless provoked and for the time being, as well. For now, I guess I'd be able to concentrate on the things that I should be doing. I really have to finish it. I have to.

Finding the motivation isn't going to be easy. But I really have to try, to do something bout it.

Good night, for now. And also, good night to my "the one" somewhere out there... wherever he is at the moment. Is it possible for me to dream about you tonight? 😊❤️