journal entry #6

I thought about not going to make it in time. Hehe! I just finished eating the burgers I bought earlier and drank my Vitamin E (which is the only dietary supplement I have, by the way) before writing this. Oh, right. I should be including about me applying micellar on my face quite late, as well. You know, when I went to Watsons earlier, I was contemplating on whether or not I should buy a face mask (those tissue mask that people apply to their faces before going to sleep). But in the end, the only thing I bought was a small powder. Body and face powder, to be exact.

Weird of me, I know. But it seems I wasn't ready to apply face mask on my face for some reason. Even though I'm starting to become conscious on how I look recently, I think I couldn't get myself ready to step up somehow.

So what happened today other than the usual things of doing chores, browsing the internet and social media, watching videos, and imagining impossible things concerning EXO (I think I'm slowly turning into an EXO-L/Eris because of this)?

Power outage.

This was something unexpected (or should I say misinformed) because my mom told me that the outage (which was city-wide, by the way) would occur tomorrow. Not today. So when my mom and I arrived from PSA after getting copies of my sisters' birth certificates, we were surprised to learn that there was no electricity. And that means no internet to keep up busy, as well. :⁠-⁠)

Well, I could keep myself busy even if there's no internet. And that is through writing. But here's my problem since the start of this month. I couldn't even finish a chapter lately. I'm still thinking of what could possibly be the reason for this to happen. But nothing comes to mind, though.

Today, however, there was no time for me to even start anything as I was busy doing two more errands. One of them was paying the internet bill and the other was to go to the market to buy rice. I don't mind doing this, though. The one main thing that really irked me the whole day was the heat. Anyway, since when did I not complain about weather extremes?

I have no idea what will happen tomorrow. But I'll try to greet it happily. Hopefully, there's nothing that would dampen the possible happy atmosphere. Though I'm not really sure if there would be something like this tomorrow.

Just a short not I wrote/random thought before ending this, by the way: If you're near enough right now for me to meet sooner or later, I hope you could make me show the smile I never thought I had. A smile that will make you happy and will make me realize that I finally found the one meant to be with this insufficient me...

Dramatic, right? I know. Good night!