Saturday, November 30, 2019


So, yeah. I'm posting what remains of the photo collage edit I created for this fantasy-romance series The Moon Of The Fire. This series will comprise of three stories and from the other edits related to this that I've posted, you already know the pairings featured in each story. But I'm still thinking which story will go first. ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”
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Lyrics: 5th and last line of the chorus of the English song "Love That Never Fades" by Sarah Geronimo & Erik Santos

Thursday, November 28, 2019


Anyway, here's the last trivia about these two characters from Moon Of The Fire and it will be about their names in this story. Shiono Akihisa's character is a skilled swordsman named Ridall from the House of Drostea and he happened to be the bodyguard of the prince of the Eaherus Kingdom. While Yano Yuuka's character is a princess named Hesnei from the House of Clarilon who happened to be one of the two heirs to the throne of the Enirian Kingdom.
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Lyrics: 4th line of the chorus of the English song "Love That Never Fades" by Sarah Geronimo & Erik Santos

Wednesday, November 27, 2019


Another trivia for the upcoming story Moon Of The Fire:
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In more than one episode of Ninninger, I noticed that Fuuka/Shironinger like using the Pitfall Trap Technique. In this story, I want to retain that part, but instead of a technique, Yuuka's character here used that technique as a part of her powers inclined to earth. The same goes to Souji's swordsmanship skills despite his young age. But in addition to that, I wanted to add the fact that Akihisa's character here is capable of throwing energy blades towards his enemies and doing so in a fast speed.
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Lyrics: 3rd line of the chorus of the English song "Love That Never Fades" by Sarah Geronimo & Erik Santos

Tuesday, November 26, 2019


Here I am again with another trivia for this upcoming story Moon Of The Fire:
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Yano Yuuka's character is one of the two heirs to the throne of the Enirian Kingdom while Shiono Akihisa's character is a skilled swordsman and the personal bodyguard of the prince of the Eaherus Kingdom.
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Lyrics: 2nd line of the chorus of the English song "Love That Never Fades" by Sarah Geronimo & Erik Santos

Monday, November 25, 2019


Here's a new pair to be featured from my upcoming fantasy-romance series Moon Of The Fire. Yes, I'm turning it into a series now.
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Lyrics: 1st line of the chorus from the English song "Love That Never Fades" by Sarah Geronimo & Erik Santos

Saturday, November 23, 2019


Last trivia about these two characters from Moon Of The Fire: Their names in this story. Itou Asahi's character is a nobleman named Vulzen from the House of Ramdel, one of the seven noble houses of the Erudian Kingdom. While Okuyama Kazusa's character is a lady-in-waiting and bodyguard of the princess of the Eaherus Kingdom from the House of Vedras named Ireth.
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Lyrics: 4th and the last line of the 2nd stanza of the English song "Love That Never Fades" by Sarah Geronimo & Erik Santos

Friday, November 22, 2019


Another trivia for the upcoming story Moon Of The Fire:
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Itou Asahi's character has a fascination with guns and cannons since he was little and also a pyrokinetic, being a part of the noble family known for manipulating fire. While Okuyama Kazusa's character was known as a deadly archer of her kingdom, with her arrows created for her to fully use her memory erasing skills.
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Lyrics: 3rd line of the 2nd stanza of the English song "Love That Never Fades" by Sarah Geronimo & Erik Santos

Thursday, November 21, 2019


Here I am with another trivia for this upcoming story Moon Of The Fire:
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Itou Asahi's character is a part of one of the seven noble families of the Erudian Kingdom while Okuyama Kazusa's character is a lady-in-waiting and the personal bodyguard of the princess of the Eaherus Kingdom.
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Lyrics: 2nd line of the 2nd stanza of the English song "Love That Never Fades" by Sarah Geronimo & Erik Santos

Wednesday, November 20, 2019


So now I'm still going to continue posting photo edits for the upcoming story Moon Of The Fire. This time, with two new characters. But I'll post the trivia about these two on the next.
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Lyrics: 1st line of the 2nd stanza from the English song "Love That Never Fades" by Sarah Geronimo & Erik Santos

Monday, November 18, 2019


Last trivia about these two characters from Moon Of The Fire: Their names in this story. Okubo Sakurako's character is a noble lady named Karis from the House of Astamond, one of the seven noble houses of the Erudian Kingdom. While Kishi Yosuke's character is one of the two heirs to the throne of the Enirian Kingdom from the House of Clarilon named Aros.
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Lyrics: 4th and the last line of the 1st stanza of the English song "Love That Never Fades" by Sarah Geronimo & Erik Santos

Sunday, November 17, 2019


Another trivia for the upcoming story Moon Of The Fire:
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I retained Hammie's invisibility skill from Kyuranger to that of Okubo Sakurako's character in this story. It's what she uses to sneak out of the mansion sometimes together with her best friend. The same goes for Stinger's poison-making ability from Kyuranger to Kishi Yosuke's character to this story. The only difference is that he creates poison to all the weapons he created as a protective measure for his younger sister who was once kidnapped and taken hostage when she was younger.
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Lyrics: 3rd line of the 1st stanza of the English song "Love That Never Fades" by Sarah Geronimo & Erik Santos

Saturday, November 16, 2019


Just a short trivia for this upcoming story Moon Of The Fire:
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Okubo Sakurako's character is a part of one of the seven noble families of the Erudian Kingdom while Kishi Yosuke's character is one of the two heirs to the throne of the Enirian Kingdom.
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Lyrics: 2nd line of the 1st stanza of the English song "Love That Never Fades" by Sarah Geronimo & Erik Santos

Friday, November 15, 2019

Dream Journal # 3: Cracked Ceiling With Water Leaking From It

While waiting for my phone to finish charging, I decided to write this down before actually forgetting it again. I can't trust my mind to recall things anymore. And maybe because I couldn't trust a lot of things in my life that I ended up having a dream about a ceiling of the apartment where we live having a large crack. I mean, it wasn't just a small crack. It was a large crack where I could actually take a peek of the night sky in that dream.

That's one of the weird things in that dream. I could take a peek at night sky through that crack where water was leaking. And I don't mean a small amount of water pouring in. Faucet-like flow— that's how I'd describe it. I could tell that it was night time in that dream because through that crack, I could see the moon with few clouds around it. The real mystery to me was about the source of the leak and the water that flowed through that crack. But I never got to figure it out from there. All I know is that I tried to tell my family about it in that dream but it seemed like they just passed it off for some reason.

The dream I had was long. At least, I could tell that. But the only part of the dream that I remembered was that cracked ceiling. As for the rest, they all ended up blurry which made it hard for me to recall the actual topic and flow of the dream.

So going back to that "cracked ceiling with water leaking in dream" topic, I tried to look it up over the internet for possible interpretations. There was one on the website of 『My Dream Symbolism』that mentioned at least the symbolism that I needed based on the scenes I remembered from that dream.

It stated on one point that it was because the dreamer's head is full of so many thoughts and couldn't handle it all. Suppressing those thoughts became so hard that the dreamer (that's me, in this case) was starting to lose control over them. Another thing that the article stated was the place in the house that made an appearance in the dream. In my dream, the location of the crack and the leak was at the ceiling of the living room— and this room symbolizes the heart. It was this area in the house— at least in that dream— that states where the problem lies in the dreamer's life in reality.

After reading this article, I recalled the journal entry I wrote the night before. I was able to connect the meaning of my dream to that. I wrote many of my frustrations and disappointments on that journal the night before. I mean, it was a lot. Three pages of almost ranting thoughts, to be exact. Yes, all of it was about my frustrations and self-degrading moments that I couldn't even scream out or talk about to anyone. Not even to my family, as well, as they were the source of it.

So, yeah. That's some almost accurate symbolism of my dream, I must say. The article did say that I shouldn't be worried as it only meant that something positive would happen in my life and that I shouldn't think of the negative things which could hinder it.

Now that's a long entry, huh? I haven't written a dream journal in a long while, after all. And I really want to write this down and share it.

Thursday, November 14, 2019


Posting something for a planned fantasy story titled Moon Of The Fire. Honestly, I'm still wondering why I thought of that as a title for this story. But anyway, I think I might be able to figure it out as I go and start writing it.
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Lyrics: 1st line of the 1st stanza from the English song "Love That Never Fades" by Sarah Geronimo & Erik Santos

Wednesday, November 13, 2019

New Notebook, More Memories

It's been a long while since I posted anything here, huh? I'm sorry. I put most of my thoughts on my journal these past months, that's why. At some point, I post things on my Instagram and in a few cases, self-degrading thoughts on Twitter. But it's only because I didn't know where to turn to anymore. Writing down those thoughts did help as a way of releasing it from me, but it's still not enough. I guess I'm asking for something more. Right now, I still have no idea what it was.

Anyway, because I used my journal as my way of releasing those negative thoughts from my mind, I ended up nearly filling the entire journal with those words. There was a post in my Instagram where I mentioned that I also reached my 100th entry, which had never happened before. I've never written that many journal entries in my life until now. Yes, even when I had my diary back in high school.

With that, I bought two notebooks that I could use as my next journal.

They're really simple, right? I ought to let it be since I'm more concerned about the price than anything else. As you know, I'm unemployed and I only rely to what meager amount of allowance I get for me to use for the whole week. But then, I do have plans of covering the record book with something floral. Maybe I could find a sticker paper with such designs.

I do have one more blank notebook that I initially intended to use as a journal, but I decided against it after some thinking.


This is the one I was talking about here.

Until now, I have no idea what to write here. But I was actually thinking of writing sort of letters to my future "The One". I know it's cheesy and at some point, cringey. But hey, it's a part of me. I'm already 28 and I'm still living my life like a hermit. Maybe the words I wanted to write in this notebook could help me find a way.

One day, this will become a way for that to happen...

Tuesday, November 12, 2019

journal entry #108

Yup, I know. I missed another day. I'm not going to explain anymore. One thing I can tell — it was a boring and possibly productive day for me. Boring for my real self. Productive for my writer self. I know. It was weird and confusing at the same time. Don't mind me. I'm just... like this from time to time.

So, yeah. Internet connection is back today — specifically right around late afternoon. It's about time, you know. A part of me was glad and a part wasn't. Yup, here comes my confusing self again. Sorry. But then again, I might as well let it stay that way and kot dwell too much on it anymore. It's bad for my mind if I let those thoughts linger any longer than they should be.

Again, I think my mind wandered too far off with all those imaginings I've been doing during those "no internet connection to distract me" days. This time, it was about imagining myself falling in love with a certain celebrity. Not a local one, but a Japanese celebrity. Specifically, a Japanese stage actor. Well, at least I've been aware that he was active in stage play performances. And yet, that's all there is to it. Just an imagination. Highly unlikely that it will even become a reality with the kind og life I have. Not to mention, my father doesn't seem to have any plans of fixing my birth certificate at all. And to think it's one of the most important requirements for having a passport.

I wonder if there is a way for me to LEGALLY go to Japan and actually explore at least for once in my life. Or maybe something will happen to actually let me meet — Okay, what the heck am I writing here now?

Anyway, I think this would end here. Even though I want to write down my wish of meeting HIM on my journal, I think it's quite embarrassing. Especially when I have this weird feeling that one day, HE might read this. It might be just a feeling, though. I don't know what to think right now.

For now, it's time to say good night. ๐Ÿ˜Š❤️

ใŠใ‚„ใ™ใฟใชใ•ใ„。。。

Monday, November 11, 2019

I know I haven't posted all of the photo edits I have about Moon Of The Fire. But I'm going to post this, showing the six main characters for the story.
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Here they are:
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⚜️Ridall (Shiono Akihisa) and Ireth (Okuyama Kazusa) were both from the Eaherus Kingdom and they were childhood friends.


⚜️Karis (Okubo Sakurako) and Vulzen (Itou Asahi) were born and raised in the Erudian Kingdom, with them being cousins.


⚜️Aros (Kishi Yousuke) and Hesnei (Yano Yuuka) were royal siblings and heirs to the throne of the Enirian Kingdom.
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I'm still thinking if I should write their stories in a series form (similar to that of romance stories which was focused on one pair at a time) or in a different manner.

Sunday, November 10, 2019

journal entry #107

I just got back from checking the water meter to see if there was something wrong. And seriously, more drunk men were loitering outside, which makes it quite scary to even go out. Anyway, I didn't really have any choice as I have a task to do. Hopefully, after that, water would start flowing since I didn't get to do it last Wednesday.

One thing that's definitely different today? No internet connection. And it was all because of that despicable rat's fault that chewed on the cable itself. I mean, seriously? I just hope by tomorrow, PLDT would be able to fix it since my mom specifically said that she needed the internet urgently due to her workload.

Because of not having an internet connection the whole day, it was obvious that I got bored. So I ended up thinking of quotes for the photo edits I had for the Angel Knights Chronicles series. I'm not done yet on doing that. But if this keeps up (the boredom, I mean), I might be able to actually finish it. Then again, my login streak in A3! would be disrupted. Wait, was that even the right word for it? Disrupted? Argh! I really should have a dictionary with me.

In any case, I'm still waiting for that water to arrive and I don't want to stay up really late again because of it.

For now, I'll end this entry since it's time for me to say good night. Even though it's obvious that I won't be sleeping any time soon. ๐Ÿ˜Š❤️

ใŠใ‚„ใ™ใฟใชใ•ใ„。。。

Saturday, November 9, 2019


Should I still call this aesthetic? Maybe. But this is still about my planned story Moon Of The Fire, featuring the three prominent kingdoms of an alternate world (which I still need to figure out the right name for it). As for the clothes shown here, the noble and royal females have dresses inspired by Western designs. While the male members of the nobles and royals have East Asian-inspired robes — largely resembling that of the ancient Chinese and Korean clothings. This story will be a part of the Hundred Heavens' Knights Chronicles series.

Thursday, November 7, 2019


This is related to the Moon Of The Fire story that I've been planning to write. So in that story, these six characters came from three different kingdoms with each kingdom has dominion over the powers of the air, the land, and the sea-much like the three tribes from Goseiger. Two of these characters are siblings from the kingdom with dominion over the powers of air, two were cousins from the kingdom that has control over the powers of the land, and two were best friends coming from a kingdom with jurisdiction over the powers of the sea. But I'll mention about who is who next time.

Wednesday, November 6, 2019

the last sky of the earth 95 - knight's scene: bitter past

"NAPAAGA yata ang pag-uwi mo rito."

Agad na napalingon si Tetsuya sa pinagmulan ng tinig na iyon. Napangiti siya nang makitang palapit si Amiko na may ilang linggo na rin niyang hindi nakikita.

"May kailangan lang akong kalkalin sa mga old files ko rito. Isa pa, nami-miss ko na rin si Lady Kourin. Kumusta na nga pala siya?"

"Huwag kang mag-alala. Wala pa namang masamang nangyayari sa kanya. Pero naroon pa rin ang posibilidad, lalo na't patay na si Oceanus," seryosong tugon ni Amiko.

Monday, November 4, 2019

journal entry #103

Three days... That's how long I haven't written anything in my journal. My only reason? Headache and A3! Sorry, I really got engrossed in playing that I almost neglected the others. Like my journal writing and my SNS accounts. I'm still posting on Kiki, but then I would only post 2 entries. I don't know why.

In any case, my badge in Kiki changed from Bronze Prime to Silver Creator. I didn't realize that I already posted 50 entries there. Anyway, I'd continue posting until I finally reach my $75 mark. At the moment, I'm still at $21. I guess I still have a lot more postings to do, huh? I still have no idea what to post next — and I needed a long entry to post there. Just something that would reach about $1 to $2. I guess I have to think it through, huh?

Right now, I'm having a runny nose and another onset of headache, for some reason. In the afternoon, I even slept just to let it fade 'cause I found myself actually crying a little because of it. I don't want to rely too much on drinking medicine, so I'm placing patches of Salonpas on my temples just to ease the headache at least a little bit. It's really annoying having to deal with it all the time.

I'm writing here a little earlier than usual because I had a feeling that I might forget it again. Maybe after this, I'll post something on my Wordpress blog, too.

We'll see.

For now, I'll end it here. Good night. ๐Ÿ˜Š❤️

ใŠใ‚„ใ™ใฟใชใ•ใ„。。。