The majority of my characters are strong, both in their combat skills and their mentality. But all of them, at some point of their lives, were able to inadvertently show their weakness/es to some people and in turn, had changed the way they lived their lives.
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Though Tetsuya Kisaragi (in which I used #YamadaRyousuke as his #visualinspiration) from TLSOTE was shown to be a jester and would always point out his handsome face, his loyalty to serving the Shinomiya clan princess as one of her shadow guardians was also shown.
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But this loyalty and dedication to the point of forgetting himself and his safety actually stemmed from the time that he was still too kindhearted to even become a deadly warrior and an active member of the Yumemiya clan, let alone become a shadow guardian to the youngest leader of the Shrouded Flowers. He once loved someone and dedicated himself to just remain loving that person, until her betrayal shattered his kind heart and turned him into someone cold and somewhat ruthless.
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Being kindhearted is okay, but at some point, people tend to abuse it to the extent that we end up losing ourselves because of the hurt we feel from the betrayal. At this point, I could say that this is one weakness that I can relate to—making it harder for me to even trust someone and just isolate myself from other people other than those that I trust. Both Tetsuya and I can smile and joke around, but the hurt of getting betrayed or losing the people we invested our hearts to still lingers. It's still there... until someone will come that can dissipate the lingering hurt completely...
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Who knows, right?
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