Tuesday, July 14, 2020

If you were unapologetically and truly yourself, day in and day out, and if you fully accepted and loved yourself, what would change for you moving forward?

Okay. Now I'm not going to lie, this is going to be a hard prompt to answer for me. Even though I am trying my best to truly be myself every day, there are still instances that I find it so hard to actually do so.

Majority of my school days, I felt like doing my best to be myself makes me sort of an outcast from the clique. Growing up, being myself made me feel like a loner. I do have close friends, but a part of me truly knew that they would end up deciding to stay away once they find me too quiet and maybe even boring for their taste. With them staying away from me was my fear.

If I'm truly myself and I unconditionally loved myself regardless of my past faults and setbacks, I know that my life would propel forward for the better. If not, for the best. The best of me that I didn't realize I even have in me.

No more nagging thoughts. No more hesitation in chasing after what I want. No more "I can't do this because blah blah blah...". No more fear of what the people around me would say. I'd be doing a lot of things I've never done before. I would've met amazing people I haven't crossed paths with before. Learn new lessons that will provide me the push and the stepping stones into reaching the life I can only dream about.

If I'm truly myself and have fully accepted myself, doubt can never destroythe faith I have gained for myself over time. Nothing can destroy that.

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