(episode comment) private tutor to the duke's daughter episode 1

I just found this anime yesterday and only got to finish watching it today. Though I've seen the trailers before, it didn't really catch much of my interest. But I did try to find the light novel version for me to reach, just for me to have a gist of what the story was about. Haven't even made it 25% of the first volume — only because I was reading something else. 😁😁

Going back to the topic, I mean the start is good. At least for me, the graphics are okay, except for that last part with the eight candles. Most part of it were in 3D. Then again, maybe I'm the only one who was "complaining" about that. Tina and Ellie are both ditzy in their own rights. Especially Ellie, of course. But both of them do wanted to learn magic for their own reasons. So I guess determination was there for both of them.

I was wondering why Allen failed his magic exam when he could do such magic. But when I cheated a bit by reading his profile online (sorry! 😭😭), it looked like someone was behind it. So he wasn't exactly that inept when it comes to magic. Now I want to see how his journey as a private tutor would go from here on out. At least, I got to watch a new anime after that last one I finished.

(episode comment) no. 1 sentai gozyuger

Field day, huh? Not that I can relate since we don't have that from where I live. Or maybe there is... only that I can't fully remember. Hehe! This episode was a bit lively, in my opinion. Lively because of sports, that is. We get to see another moment of Hoeru and Rikuo teaming up again. Or maybe Rikuo was feeling something whenever Hoeru would mention about his past — especially those that he hsd experienced in the No-One World. Things he never get to experience and things he also experienced (although we've only seen a glimpse of that before).

Like I said, at least give the guy a benefit of a doubt... somehow. I still can't take Mashiro's ego, though. So I'll leave it at that. Even so, I think he would give exceptions to some people when it comes to showing affection. Kids, I think, was one of them. Another reason why I wanted to give Mashiro a benefit of a doubt for his reasons to wanting to surpass Tega Sword was his experience after winning the Universe War. I mean, gosh! Sealed for 10,000 years? Even I would be pissed off. But I think there was something more to that. Something else happened. He must have learned something, heard something, seen something... Anything that would immensely fuel that desire to surpass the one who you piloted before in order to win that war.

For now, let's see if we can find out more as the upcoming episodes will be aired in the next coming Sundays. 😁✌️

Souji (Kyoryuger)/Kotoha (Shinkenger): Chance To Protect A Future

Chances are something I chose to ignore before. But now that I have a battle to face, a chance to protect a future with you is what I need to grasp... — Florence Joyce

xxxxxx

Souji could only heave several deep breaths right after finishing off the last of the monsters that suddenly spawned off from the sewers. It was just supposed to be an ordinary day that he was planning to spend alone as he tried to think of a way to finally implement his plan.

But then, this happened.

journal entry #2072

Wow! This has never happened before. Me, in the middle of debating whether to write, to read or to watch. But it's more than the first 2, to be honest. That was weird that I couldn't even help smiling as I write here.

Got to continue reading "By The Light Of The Study Lamp" by Carolyn Keene. I was able to find a way to read that PDF copy of the book comfortably. How come I didn't get to do that before? It would've spared me headache that I felt whenever I had to read PDF books in my reader app.

I got to continue writing that Souji/Kotoha one-shot and I actually finished it! What do you know? It's been a while since I got to finish writing something. I'm glad I didn't put it on hold for days again.

Went out to go to the market. As usual, to buy ingredients — but mainly bangus since Mama needed it for her pinakbet. I also ended up buying ingredients for sinigang sa miso. That didn't take long, sure. But I sure do end up falling asleep in jeepneys lately, it was weird for me. I don't know, but that's how it feels to me, for some reason.

journal entry #2071

Wow! I actually got to finish reading a book — after a long while. The only thing I did was to increase the font size of my ebook reader on my phone and also the line spacing. I also had to choose a font that would be comfortable to my eyes. I only did what I've seen in Youtube on how to read faster. But since I only have an android phone as a device that I can use, I changed the tactic a little bit. Let's just say that it was, in a way, inspired by a suggestion about using OpenDyslexic as a font. I used a different font, but it still allowed me to finish reading Volume 2 of Campfire Cooking In Another World.

Went out to go to the market again today. I ended up walking from home to town because there was no jeepney available and I didn't want to wait. It was a bit hot, but I didn't mind.

I'm able to do some writing today! Yay! It's been a while. I'm writing a one-shot, by the way. A crossover fanfic featuring Souji and Kotoha. I'm actually going to try finishing it tonight after this. Still, no hard feelings if I couldn't.

(episode comment) no. 1 sentai gozyuger episode 16

One thing I can say about Mashiro — too arrogant, too sure about himself, too much hate (I think) for Tega Sword, and a tad bit annoying. Yup. Probably even worse for me than Ryugi. At the moment, I don't like him. I don't care if he was strong. I don't care if he was the previous winner of the Universe Ring War. If he didn't fix his attitude towards Hoeru and the others, then I will continue disliking this guy. Of course, for now, I'm giving him the benefit of a doubt since there has to be a story as to why he wanted to surpass Tega Sword. But why did he help Hoeru remember what happened in the old world? Never mind the fact that Mashiro was condescending to Hoeru and his lack of wish. But he still helped him. Why? What was the reason?

Then the Prince of Destruction. Well, he was indeed a baby that can talk if I were to base it on his own confusion for his existence and why he was even born. He wasn't made aware of his exact purpose that Tega June and the Bridan wanted to exploit. But I guess Mashiro came right in time to at least rewrite that — or not. Who knows. At least the world didn't disappear. It was just changed. Now the question was that how in the world did Rikuo and the others managed to break free from the illusion of that world that was created because of that last fight. And how did Hoeru's ring remained with him? What was the reason?

I'm doing this one episode a day in order to give way to other activities that I need to do in a day. That means, two more episodes and then I'll catch up. I know I mentioned that in my previous episode comment for this series. But yes, it took me a while before I could review to those previous two. And now, the 18th episode caught up with me. Don't worry. I can do this.

(episode comment) shirohiyo: reincarnated as a neglected noble episode 11

It took me just a day to watch and rewatch the episode. I was supposed to be posting this yesterday but I ended up prioritizing something else instead. We got a new character featured here. His name was Kanade. At least, in the end, the siblings made a new friend — their first friend outside of the mansion, apparently. And basing it from what I read in the web novel version, he would be one of their trusted friend and their constant companion in their adventures. The one part I really laughed about while watching the episode was Ageha's reaction when he accidentally made the fire become bigger just while singing and thinking of a campfire song. He really went "Nani goto?!" with his eyes and mouth opened wide. Then again, he wasn't aware of the power his songs and his singing hold. At least, now he knew. Even Kanade and Regulus decided to learn magic through Victor. And then, when Ageha was in a pinch somehow, Igor appeared. Like... are you kidding me? 😂😂

By the way, according to one source, this anime will end in 12 episodes. But I wobder how will they wrap it up on the next episode. I do like it to have a second season, though. Or at least, make it 24 episodes.

journal entry #2068

Went out to go to the market to buy some more ingredients for dinner. And also ingredients for my second sister's birthday celebration this 25th. Yup, I didn't even realize.

Done watching the 11th episode of Shirohiyo. But I still haven't written any episode comment about it since I chose to be busy with something else. I think I could do that tomorrow. There's nothing wrong with that, right?

I just realized that I was a lot more dramatic about my life way back 5 years ago than now. Even when I kept saying that I'm numb and making a nonchalant approach about my life's progress, a part of me would still reveal the sensitivity I have when it comes to my own life's failures.

With having the same things happening almost every day, at times, I still find it weird and insane that I keep choosing to write on my journal. Yes, I know I made it a goal to write in my journal every day for 1,000 days and I did reach that goal. After that, I made a new goal to write every day in my journal for 2,000 days. I'm about to reach my 1,800th day on July 4th. It would still take me several more months before I finally reach that second goal. Would I finally have a love life by that time? Who knows. 😝😂😊✌️

journal entry #2067

Wow! The rain really hit us today. Then again, considering how the weather was acting up before this, that's not a surprise at all. Ofcourse, if we're not careful, we could end up getting sick because of these weather changes.

Went out today to pick up those things that Mama had ordered online. I mean, it's only four. But they were a bit heavy, not going to lie. And then there's one that I have to pick up tomorrow instead because they still had to get supplies for that item over from the other branch.

By the way, neighbors are being annoying not only because they were loud in the morning, but also because they were drunk and definitely not in their right mind. Yup, it was enough to cause some ruckus and fights that extended when they went ahead to their sudden trip. Well, at least that's what I heard. Not sure if it was true or not.

This is just something I thought of while I was washing the dishes earlier. But that transmigration story about a male webtoon writer and a female foreigner, I was thinking of making/including that in the official plot for "Norway In Four Seasons". I don't know why it came to me like that, though. But I mean, it's still fantasy, right? And the main theme of NI4S and LOT6C was meeting again that defy space and time. One is about transmigration and the other is time slip. But I'm actually debating if NI4S should be a transmigration or should I make it a reincarnation. Or both? Gosh, I don't know!

(episode comment) no. 1 sentai gozyuger episode 15

Why does this episode feel like a final battle moment? Especially when she was summoned and fought Tega Sword like that, with Kuon piloting her? I don't know, but that's how it felt to me. Then again, just how many times the world was recreated whenever Tega Sword and Tega June clash? Just a question that I don't think this episode had answered to me. Or maybe I wasn't paying attention. Who knows? But yeah, what a way to end the world just for Tega June to recreate it. Not going to lie, this is perhaps one of the strangest episode of the series by far, to me. But definitely intense.

As per usual, Hoeru-Fire Candle interaction was fun to watch. Like rivals just wanting to tease and annoy each other but at some point, still similar in more ways than one. Then Bouquet actually got to interact with her idol Rikuo. I'm not sure what to make of their interaction, to be honest. But yeah, that would be me when I get to meet any of my idols.

So... now what? The world ended after that really weird fight between the original and the copy — as Tega June reiterated it. How would the world be recreated in Tega June's image after that? Not to mention, the rings disappeared, as well. What's going to happen now?

(episode comment) no. 1 sentai gozyuger episode 14

So this is just the continuation of what happened in the last episode. According to Tega Sword, the ring itself had gone berserk that made Shoko act like that. Of course, the ring themselves were considered neutral, to begin with. It will act to the will — mainly — of the contractor. At least, that's how I see it. Thank goodness that Ryugi was able to get his point across to Shoko and let her know about what he truly feels about everything. Even I wouldn't want to live as a puppet that never had a sort of freedom to do what one wants. Shoko finally saw his point after seeing him fight. Then again, this resulted to another weird bout of Ryugi showing his extreme devotion to Tega Sword. Yes, let's be honest. It was indeed beyond normal. Not exactly a fan of too much devotion, so maybe I couldn't relate myself to Ryugi when it comes to that. The next episode seems like it's going to be another weird one. As if that was something new for this series. 😊✌️

(episode comment) the too-perfect saint episode 12

So here we are with the final episode! I actually reach here without dropping the anime. Then again, the light novel already caught my interest and was able to read it. So I guess that's not surprising that I was determined to finish watching the anime version.

I mean, the wrap up was good. But I feel like the final battle and the way the Archdemon finally vanished was a bit rushed. Then again, maybe that's just me. It felt longer to me when I was reading it and also a bit intense. But hey, at least it was already done and hopefully, no other threat would come. Of course, people say that peace is never eternal. So who knows what else could happen next.

I think the anime only put the Saint Summit in passing when I saw several saints from different countries meeting one month after the battle with the archdemon. Though it was never mentioned in the anime, I think that was what it's all about. And yes, Philia and the others did find Emily weird thinking she was all that, even when Hilgarde did acknowledge that Grace's eldest sister was close to Philia in terms of powers. Of course, the competition for Philia's attention between Grace and Mia was shown. That just looked funny.

Glad that Philia was able to do something to patch up and catch up with her biological mother and learn a lot about the family that she was supposed to have. The one thing that I never read much but saw in the anime was about Prince Fernand and Mia. I mean, it could be possible, right? The two of them. Philia and Prince Osvalt did work it out — which was already expected. Only, the difference was the proposal. It wasn't mentioned in the anime. But Prince Osvalt did ask for Philia's hand in marriage in the light novel.

Oh, well. At least, all's well that ends well. Now I got to finish a new anime.

Reiyouki Sentai Seitenger 7.2

All that could be seen and heard in the Tareus Dimension surrounding the Fortress of Screams were roars of thunder and more flashes of lightning. At times, the lightning would even strike at the tower of the castle.

But given all that had happened, the source of such mystical --- and yet almost everyday --- occurrence could do nothing more than to expend their overflowing energy and vent their anger and frustration somewhere else. This time, they've been doing it on the crack that they've been trying to fully break before.

"What kind of plan was that, Orcus? For a strategist, I can't believe that even you would fail brilliantly like this," Karkino started and once again struck the crack with his own powers.

But as Nemia expected that made her smirk, Orcus didn't pay them any attention and just continued striking the crack with his own powers. It also looked like he doesn't even want to pay attention to any of his comrades' rants with regard to his failure to prevent the awakening of the third Elemental Guide.

journal entry #2062

My head is slightly pounding again. What the heck?

For some reason, I've been listening to two Spanish songs on repeat lately and I don't know any other reason except that I just loved listening to both. The songs were called "¿Dónde Estabas Tú? (Where Were You?)" and "Hasta Mi Final (Until My End)". I mean... not going to lie, but both can become wedding songs, you know. Well, at least I know the second one was usually used as a wedding song.

Went out to go to the market today to buy some ingredients. I also had to pick up the lychees that Mama ordered online and buy a month's worth of one of her medicines.

There was one more notebook that I managed to add loose paper leaves on. At least, I won't feel guilty wasting those papers by cutting them before. I would be able to use those papers at some point, once I would be able to fill up the other ones that I started using.

(episode comment) shirohiyo: reincarnated as a neglected noble episode 10

So this one mainly focused on the people around Ageha reminding him over and over that he should also learn how to trust the adults around him. The ones that stayed with him before and after he got sick. After regaining his past life memories, Ageha did try to do most of the things he wanted to do almost by himself that he was nearly forgetting that there are people around him that were willing to help him and support him. But at least the ones he would confide to started to make him see that he couldn't and shouldn't do things all by himself, even if he has the knowledge from his previous life.

And then... a new character emerged. The last of the elves that made up the trio who was previously the etiquette and dieting teacher of Maria Crowe, as Ageha would put it. He still looked like a man, even when Regulus pointed out that he was, in fact, a woman. See? Even I would feel confused on what pronoun I should use for this elf. Then again, it looked like he didn't mind whichever people use. I don't recall reading in the web novel version about the part where Lara would send familiars to Viktor just to convince him to accompany him to go to the Kikunoi residence and meet Ageha. But maybe his appearance was just in time, since they finally point out about Ageha being out of shape and they needed to address it as soon as possible just so it would prevent any more health concerns for the five-year-old young Kikunoi lord.

Well, let's see how his dieting teacher would actually address this big issue. 😁✌️

journal entry #2060

I was basically sleepy the whole day, for some weird reason. I mean, I was just in my room almost the whole day, trying to figure out what to write or what to do in my free time. And yet, here I was, just wanting to sleep.

Mind telling me why the heck did I decide to download the first episode of Seducing Drake Palma? I did have the book, as well. I still haven't read it, though. I haven't been able to focus on reading books lately and I don't want to force myself to do anything about it for now. Anyway, I may or may not write my thoughts about this episode once I watched it.

Saw more Spanish versions of the songs I love on Youtube. Of course, I'd definitely add them to my list. But if I'm being honest, I might end up switching my focus from Norwegian to Spanish if this keeps up. Hope it doesn't happen as I do want to focus on both, to be honest.

As for that other story I mentioned yesterday, I can only recall a few scenes now. And yes, in a way, I still blame that new K-drama for this story to pop up in my mind. And maybe it was, in a way, also has The Haunted Palace as a bit of an inspiration, as well. The FL did take over the body of a noblewoman who — in her final moments — learned that her fianceé whom she loved was the one who gave the orders to kill her. Only, in that exact moment she drew her last breath, FL's soul took over her body. As much as I'd like the story idea, I really hope I can pull this off — especially the historical concept of the entire plot.

For some reason, my throat was itchy the whole day and most of the time, I couldn't help coughing. It was annoying! The changing weather was surely to blame for this.

(episode comment) no. 1 sentai gozyuger episode 13

What a weird way for others to get people to learn manners when all they do was demean others when it was done wrong. As per usual, Hoeru has his way of countering things in his own wild way. Kind of crazy that even with his personality and attitude, his words would still pierce people's hearts and make them realize things that they should have a long time ago. At least, that's what he was unconsciously doing towards his teammates (whether he admits it or not). But the ending... What the heck happened? What kind of evolution to the Ring Warriors is that? Berserk? Actually reminds me of the Berserker class from the Fate series. Hehe! But this looked like a two part topic, much like the other Ring Warriors with long appearance in the series.

Happy 6th Journaling Anniversary!

Thank goodness! I got to celebrate a new journaling milestone. I thought I'd miss it or I'd end up forgetting it again. Then again, how am I going to forget something that happened the day after the Philippine Independence Day, huh? I know I won't. But maybe that's why it was easy for me to remember the date that I started journaling again. No matter how crazy things could get, I actually managed to reach this far in this.

That's an achievement in itself, just so you know. Well, at least for me.

During that time period, I've completely filled up 14 journals of different sizes an currently writing on the 15th journal. I just wrote my 2,058th journal entry tonight and obviously, there would be more to come. Wow!

But if I'm going to be honest, I wish I could write the same number of pages or entries on my stories. Perhaps, that's the only sad part for me. I've been having a hard time giving the same dedication to my fiction writings as that of my daily journaling.

In any case, I still made it here! Recorded 6 years worth of memories starting when I was 27 years old — right before my 28th birthday — until now that I'm 33 years old who is about to turn 34 this August. I still wish I managed to keep my old journals when I was in elementary and high school, though. That would seriously be worth reminiscing, I think. 😊✌️❤️

journal entry #2057

The 127th Philippine Independence Day today. Not really sure what happened in town today for people to celebrate that since I didn't go out to head to town. Not to mention, it was mainly drizzling the whole day (or almost the whole day). So who knows. But for me, this date — or rather the day after June 12 — is the one that has the most significance for me in terms of my journaling journey.

Actually, I was already done watching both the 9th episode of Shirohiyo first and then the 11th episode of The Too-Perfect Saint just today. The former was just a little light, even with that sabotage done to Maria before the concert. But the cuteness of Ageha and even that of Regulus, and also add the reactions of the two elves in certain situations, were really making me smile. Even when I knew what would happen since I read the web novel version, I still find it both refreshing and amazing to see the anime version.

journal entry #2056

Because of me watching clips of various old Spanish-language dramas, I ended up looking for Spanish songs that I can listen to as part of my language learning. But of course, I tried searching for slow or ballad ones as those were the ones I'm accustomed to listening.

Along with that, another story plot ran in my mind. And yes, I've been imagining it in Spanish and I have no idea why. About a man who struggled in life growing up but still optimistic who fell in love with a woman who had just returned to town to discover the truth about the murder of her mother. ML doesn't know who his mother was while FL was raised by her godfather. They became each other's instruments to discover the truth that they've been searching for. There are still things I need to add about this, of course. But for now, this is the plot — yet again. Yikes! I really don't know when to stop, do I? And to think this was supposed to be just the plot for the second leads. Maybe that's not happening anymore now that I thought of this. Weird me.

Mama and TP went out again to head to the hospital for the laboratory testing. As for me, I didn't go out today at all. I think that's still a good thing, though.

journal entry #2055

Both Mama and TP ended up going out to head to Parkway — I don't know where that is, by the way, except that it's within Baguio along Legarda Road. This was the one that would give free surgical operations as part of a government program of some sort. TP had to know if she'd be qualified so that she'd be able to have her goiter checked and operated.

In the middle of dealing with red days and now, migraine. Not really sure what to make of this, though.

100 words a day — just so I can say that I showed up on my writings. I mean, that's not so bad, right? Then why is it so hard for me to do? Huh? This is just something I can only rant for myself, you know. There's still the lack of actual action that I need to address. Hopefully, soon.

Went out to go to the grocery before it rained. I had to or else, I'd end up postponing it till tomorrow. And I don't want that. I also went out again around afternoon since Mama wanted me to buy eclairs. But there wasn't anything available. So she told me to buy siopao and chicharon instead.

Reiyouki Sentai Seitenger 7.1

RECORD #7: THE WELL-KEPT TRUMP CARD

The Vessels were busy preparing breakfast that morning. To be precise, it was Misae and Akira who were in charge of that particular breakfast.

"Is the fried rice done?" Eichirou asked from the dining room where he and Erika were busy setting up the dining table with plates and other utensils.

"It's almost done. A few more minutes," Akira replied. "But you can take the tamagoyaki and the mushroom soup here. They're both finished cooking."

"I'll get it." With that, Erika headed to the kitchen. One by one, she took the plate of tamagoyaki and the large bowl of mushroom soup to bring it to the dining room.

journal entry #2053

So Papa has a new reason cellphone number while the old one was gone, for some reason. Then again, I don't even have the need to ask anything about that, anyway.

Just saw the full teaser trailer of Encantadia Chronicles: Sang'gre that I believe was shown in today's Grand Mediacon of the TV series. And yup, they went all out on that show. Not sure if I'd be able to watch the actual show, somehow. But we'll see. One thing I noticed was the participation of Ricky Davao. So this was already filmed even before the actor passed away. Wow! That's really something.

Went out to head to the market to buy a few more ingredients for sinigang and also one more dish for dinner either tomorrow or the day after that.

So we got new rules about the trash that was needed to be collected and for some reason, it doesn't include the biodegradable ones. We were in a bit of a dilemma at the time. But I think the annoying landlady managed to work it out.

journal entry #2052

Went out in the afternoon to buy ingredients for chicken mami and other ingredients needed for dinner.

Ended up downloading some Spanish versions of the songs I'm familiar with and also 4 Norwegian songs. I guess I'm starting to go all out for it, huh? Then again, maybe that's for the best. I really want to up my language learning even just a little.

It rained hard while I was outside and in the market. So it was a bit hard to move around. Not until it stopped. It was cold, but I have no choice but to stay in one place in the meantime.

My gums were aching so bad again and I'm not liking it at all! Urgh! I know I shouldn't be relying too much on pain relievers. But at this point, I had no other choice. This was, in fact, similar to that one night that made me unable to sleep up until 3 AM.

Mama woke up early to make the puto since she needed to have it finished before 10 AM since the client would be picking it up by then. Of course, there were extras that we ended up eating as snacks, especially at night when I was doing my short language lessons and journaling.

journal entry #2051

I was frustrated on one half of the day because of waiting for me to be able to my blog again. But I chose to be patient because this was the only thing I can do.

Because of waiting for the time limit in my blog, I ended up downloading Zen Color just to keep myself busy. Yup, just me placing my frustration over the situation on the coloring app. Not sure if it did anything good to me, though.

Went out late in the afternoon to buy ingredients for puto that Mama had to make tomorrow because a coworker of my second sister actually placed an order of 50 pieces. It's not that much. But still, I can't believe I would see something like that again.

I guess I really am sticking to doing Norwegian in the meantime. Now all I have to do is to keep it up.

Seriously, why is it that I still haven't watched the episodes of From Old Country Bumpkin To Master Swordsman and even Gozyuger? My gosh! I'm way behind. Then again, I've been thinking of dropping the anime if this keeps up. Urgh! I don't like this. I've been dropping a lot of anime I've started watching lately. Why is that?

(episode comment) the too-perfect saint episode 10

Prince Julius is nuts. Obviously. All the bolts in his brain were seriously loose for doing all that. Not surprising that he ended up becoming the host of the archdemon that the exorcists were preventing to be revived. Glad that Philia reached the desperate Mia on time and managed to save her and Girtonia before it takes on the worse damage. But I was right. They did merge the supposed separate events written in Volume 1 and 2 of the light novel version. And they did it seemlessly, if I say so myself. One battle is over. Another bigger one is about to come because of what Julius did when he escaped. Seriously! He really can't accept defeat, huh? Narcissist much? And yes, I'm including delusional to my description of his kind. Urgh!

journal entry #2049

More coloring on the app done since my concentration is seriously elsewhere the whole day.

It has been noisy outside once again. This time, the landlady was to blame and being demanding with regard to Mama's plants to be moved somewhere in the front yard far from the stairs. Yup, we were all just annoyed.

For some reason, I received a shoulder bag from my youngest sister — saying it was from our aunt. Not sure who was the aunt that she was talking about. But I still received it — even when I don't usually use shoulder bags and would prefer to use backpacks (big or small) and sling bags.

I just felt so sleepy the whole day and I don't know why. I didn't even do much today and I also didn't go anywhere outside. So why did I find myself falling asleep before I could even stop myself?

Should I write the letters in my WIP "Letters To Sunrise" short, as well? I mean, like 10 sentences short or maybe just two paragraphs worth. I don't know why that thought came to me, though. I mean, I know I can. But the planning and the content of the letter would be the challenge for me. But let's see if I can really do it.

i seriously need to keep up... that's all there is to it

I was supposed to include these comments on my journal entry for today. But I figured that this would be the better option for today. Not to mention, nothing interesting happened today other than the fact that it rained again — hard. I guess monsoon season is really here already. In any case, I ended up doing this as I was resting from reading a web novel. Now that I finally finished watching these episodes, I can finally focus on doing something else.

At the moment, the only ones left for me to watch in the meantime are 3 episodes of Gozyuger and also 3 episodes of From Old Country Bumpkin To Master Swordsman. That's still a lot for my brain that seems to settle having a short attention span that doesn't usually happen. But hey, I think I'd be able to get by. I just don't know when.

But for now, let me write down my comments on 2 episodes of both Shirohiyo and The Too-Perfect Saint. Let's go!

journal entry #2047

We didn't get to properly dry the laundry again today because of the impending rain that only started to fall around afternoon and it's continuinb even as I write on my journal.

Went out to go to the market to buy a few more ingredients needed for my sister's lunch box and also for our dinner. I ended up walking from home to town because there was no available jeepney and the line was already long.

My sisters are back from their trip. But of course, since they were tired, they all headed straight to bed as soon as they arrived and did their usual routine.

Just did a lot of coloring on Zen Color app when I knew I wouldn't be able to concentrate on doing anything. It does calm my mind in a way. I just need to make sure that it won't completely distract me from what I need to do — especially writing.

I watched the two episodes of Shirohiyo on my phone. And yet here I am, still hadn't started writing my comments on those episodes. Or maybe I just couldn't concentrate properly for now. Let's see if I can write it down tonight and post it by tomorrow.

Dear Future Husband,

Hi! How are you? I hope you're doing well and living your life when you read this. Or if not, I still hope that you're okay and that you're on your way to make sure you stay that way for a long time. We don't want to be a burden to each other whenever we deal with something in our lives, right? Or at least... that's how I feel at the moment.

I can't recall the last time I wrote to you like this, if I'm being honest. I don't even remember why I stopped writing letters like this to you at some point. But does that matter? Maybe in some aspect, it does — at least for me. This is me writing to you — hoping that any of the letters I wrote to you would reach you in one way or another.

I can't say I miss you, as I've never even met you or held you or talked to you. But I know I long to be with you. In my mind, I could see us holding us and smiling at each other — with no prejudice and pretenses. Just pure unadulterated happiness that blossomed between us. In my mind, whenever I would write about my day in my journal, I can't keep myself from smiling as I write about you and me.

I want to write about you and me — about us together — as each day passes by. I've been itching to do that now that the 6th month of the year has started. Two more months and it'll be August — my birth month. I'll be turning 34 by then. For some, it was way past the marrying age. But given how my life is at the moment, as much as I want to say I don't give a damn care, I still can't help feeling as if something is missing in me. I know that a part of me realizes that it's you.

Even the young me who dreamed of such romantic love to exists in my life wanted that to happen. For now, maybe writing letters this way would ease that longing. Maybe it would never do that at all. But I'm still here waiting for that day that we can finally be together to come true. I don't know how it will happen. I think I shouldn't worry about that for now, right? I'm trusting the process. I think that's for the best.

Who knows how our story will unfold soon? In the meantime, let me meet you in my dreams, or even in my imagination, until a miracle finally bridges the gap between what is still fantasy for me and reality that would happen for the two of us to be together at last in some way.

Until then, stay healthy and be happy, okay?

Just here waiting,

Florence Joyce