Hearing about the story with regards to the Swords of Ascension had only brought more headache to Kourin, if she were to be honest. Then again, it was always like that whenever she would come to learn more about aspects and stories of her family that she never knew all this time. Seriously, there was only one person at the moment that she wanted to blame for that.
Walang iba kundi si Hitoshi. Oo nga't may mga itinago rin sa kanya ang mga magulang niya. Pero para sa kanya, si Hitoshi ang mas maraming hindi sinasabi sa kanya sa loob ng mahabang panahon. Even with that, there was no way at this point that she'd be able to realize the truth from him. Her brother was already murdered because of the secrets that he had hidden from a lot of people. Ito lang ang may hawak ng sagot sa mga tanong na meron siya sa mga sandaling iyon. At dinala na ng kapatid ang mga iyon sa libingan.
One other issue that gave Kourin a headache was the person she saw at the park. Hindi pa rin siya makapaniwala na magkukrus ng ganoon ang landas nila ni Seiichi. Gusto niyang isiping nag-hallucinate lang siya nang magkatinginan sila nito. But those stares they got to exchange in that short moment had only given her a reason that it was real. And unfortunately, that reality had only given her a reason to create a decision enough to hurt her so much at the moment.
Hating-gabi na. Pero kahit okay lang at wala naman siyang pasok kinabukasan, gusto pa rin ni Kourin na matulog para kalimutan ang sakit na idinulot ng naging desisyon niya. She chose to turn her back on him and freeze her heart in order not to feel the hurt that she knew would cripple her.