But that's because I have lots of fears. Most of them had stemmed from when I was a kid.
Yet the one I'd consider the biggest one is to be an utter disappointment in my life. The one that never got to do anything at all to achieve the life I wanted to add.
At the moment, I am in that state, and it scares me to think that I'll remain that way for the rest of my life. I'm at the state in which I couldn't help comparing myself to others, to my friends and former classmates, of the life they had come to achieve all these years.
It scares me the most that I'll remain stuck on this spot forever.
Right now, I'm trying my best to fight that. It may be slow, but I'm fighting for it.
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