What is something you regret saying?

As much as I hate to admit it, a lot. I said a lot of things to myself and to others that I regret at the end of the day. Out of those words I've uttered at one point in my life, "My life will never find its worth at all. I'm useless..." would be the worst for me to say and I've regretted it every time it would echo in my mind.

I started uttering those words to myself when I was in 2nd year college, when I failed my NC-II test. I've uttered those words more often than not during my remaining college years when I couldn't attain the grades I wanted to have. I've uttered those words again when I got laid off from two of the jobs I had when I graduated.

From time to time since then, I've been uttering them again whenever I'd feel like a total failure for not getting back up again after those setbacks.

Those were the worst words I've regretted saying to myself and those were the words that I've been trying to fight off for a long time.

I know I have worth. I just have to believe that. And I know one day, those words that I've regretted saying and still continues to destroy me slowly will dissipate before I could even realize it.