(poem) Twice In A Lifetime

Why did I feel hurt when I let you go before

When I knew I have loved you from my heart's core?

I knew I couldn't go back no matter how I want to return

And I never had a chance to change my life's turn

If only I could be given a chance to change my past

Then maybe I could make my love for you surely last

But I don't have enough power nor the guts to wait

For I couldn't counter the cards dealt by my fate

I've regretted everything that I once thought was best

And I kept on asking this question inside my chest

Will I be able to let you feel and know

The devastating pain of letting you go?

If only I could find a love like I've felt for you twice

Then I guess everything would feel so nice

It's like loving you for the second time in my life

So I'll never feel the pain that cuts like a knife

But no matter how I think and remember the past

I can only wish for something in this world that run fast

If only in my lifetime, I could feel something nice again

If only in a lifetime, I could love you more than twice here and then