(poem) Will There Be A Next Time?

You said you love me, and yet you left me out here

And you broke your promise that I held on so dear

Being left all alone in a world of eternal dark

And the pain of losing you that resides inside left a bleeding mark

I'm asking for a second chance to love you

But you never even looked at me because everything's through

So now I cry in one corner of the cold, dark room

As I watch the flower of love that's losing its bloom

I felt that pain killed my heart more than twice

And I couldn't express it in a way that's concise

All I know is that it prevents me from standing again

So that a new heart and life I wouldn't be able to gain

Losing you before made me lose my faith in love

And it made me never to believe in God above

But He gave me another reason to go on with this life

Even if I have to unwillingly suffer this so much strife

I want to know if I could find the same feeling again

Even if I had suffered enough as I bear this pain

I wonder as I hear the grandfather clock tick-tock and chime

When it comes to true love, will there be a next time?