journal entry #102

Last day of the month, huh? Man, I didn't even realize that it's been that long since... I don't know what. Anyway, everything just went by to me in a blur. A boring and monotone kind of blur, if I have to be honest. And I didn't like it one bit. I guess the things that gave this month a slight color to it would be the time I started posting in Kiki app and played the A3! game. Believe me, that gave a new meaning to my boring days.

Weird way to put it, huh?

Anyway, even if I don't have anything much to say to wrap this month up, it's still a month that I'm thankful for. I'm still in this world alive, in spite of those suicidal thoughts that would plague my mind every now and then. They're scary, to be honest.

Okay, I'd better stop right here before it gets somewhere. I have to sleep early, anyway. Only because my headache's really making it hard for me to conjure up plausible thoughts at the moment. Good night. 😊❤️

おやすみなさい。。。

the last sky of the earth 94 - what if

MAY ilang araw nang hindi pinapatahimik si Seiichi ng isang tanong na bumaagabag sa isip niya pagkalabas ng ospital. Naroon na naman siya sa treasure room ng bahay niya dahil iyon lang ang alam niyang lugar na wala talagang mang-iistorbo sa kanya. Kahit si Reiko ay hindi alam ang tungkol doon dahil wala naman siyang balak na ipagsabi ang tungkol doon sa kababata.

For some reason, wala siyang gustong pagsabihan ng anumang tungkol sa lugar na iyon sa kahit kanino. Bukod sa iyon ang isa sa bilin ng kanyang namatay na ama, malaki ang hinala niya na walang ibang dapat makaalam ng tungkol sa nilalaman ng lugar na iyon. Knowing that his parents guarded each of the treasures in that room with their very lives, he had to at least do the same.

Iyon ang isa sa magagawa niya para sa mga magulang niya.

Ilang sandali pa ay napatingin si Seiichi sa Full Moon Sword at sa Iris Sword na inilagay na niya sa Treasure Room na iyon. Both of those swords held so much meaning to him and both had given him so much questions to think about. Lalo na ang naging tanong ni Reiko sa kanya nang maibalik ang nawalang Iris Sword ni Hitoshi sa kanya.

journal entry #100

My 100th journal entry! I can't believe I've written this many journal entries within the year. Yes, I know I've missed several days, but still. I can't believe I've written a lot of nonsense rants about how boring my life had been. Of course, there were times that it wasn't just rants, but also stories that I really wanted to talk about. And no, I wasn't just talking about my written stories, but also stories I found on the internet or even social media that I found interesting and intriguing, at the very least. I mean, seriously. Even when I was a student, I've never done that.

And because of that, I couldn't help asking why I've never written journal entries during those times. Yes, I did write some during high school. But not as almost consistent as the ones I did this year. Did I have a lot in my mind now that I decided to blurt it all out here, to write it here so that I could actually release it in some ways? At this point, I can't really provide an answer to that. Maybe the thoughts hovering in my mind were already too much for me to handle that I ended up using my journal notebook as an outlet instead of talking to someone. I wasn't really close to anyone in my family, to be honest. Sure, I could have some fun and have a few heart-to-heart talks with them. But not all the time. I couldn't do it. Yes, I figured that it was a selfish thought. And I'd like to let it stay that way. I'd rather let it all out in my journal.

journal entry #99

Red days start today and my head hurts. Well, I only slept for two hours, that's why. I did try to sleep more, but I couldn't for obvious reasons. So now I'll try to sleep early to compensate for that.

If I'm going to be honest, I have no idea what to write here today. As you can see, nothing much happened since I didn't get enough sleep. Except for the fact that I played A3! almost the whole day. Sorry. I did say I will catch up and do it all over again after resetting it. And now, I reached Rank 32. The last rank I had before the reset was Rank 35.

Because of that, I hadn't even checked any of my SNS. For real. I got caught up in playing the game that I didn't do anything else with my phone. Maybe except updating it. My phone, I mean. It's been a while since it updated.

So I guess this is it, for now. My head really hurts and I do think I have to sleep it in. Good night. 😊❤️

おやすみなさい。。。

journal entry #98

Two days. I haven't written in my journal in that long. The one to blame? A3! game. 😝 I know. Lame reason. I got immersed in playing the game that I'd rather not do anything else. But that's not good at all, I know. I did have a lot to write here in those 2 days that I've missed, but I never did.

Anyway, someone noticed that I got thinner. I was surprised to hear that and at the same time, I immediately knew the reason why. One of them would be my lack of proper sleep. Another is my food intake and eating time. All of them were not done properly. Even if I reason out that I couldn't force myself to find the right time to do those things properly, it's not a plausible excuse at all. And I will admit that it's my fault. These past few days, I could start feeling the effect of those negligence. Before writing this, I had to take in paracetamol because of headache. My throat was starting to become itchy, as well. But I have to buy carboceistein first. And maybe even lemons.

One weird thing I did today? Restart my game in A3! All because of storage capacity that my phone could handle. I know. Bad move. But I already did it. And at the time I did it, I made my resolve that I would be willing to start the game all over again. Too much work, but I was prepared for it.

Dramatic, huh? I know, and to think it was all for a mobile game. I hope I have that kind of passion when it comes to writing. Yes, another thing that I've been neglecting. Sorry.

Anyway, I think I'll stop here.

Good night. 😊❤️

おやすみなさい。。。

journal entry #97

I have no idea what to write. Or at least, on creating original content part of writing. This is for the Kiki app and I really need to do my best to actually think of a good (if not the best) content. Okay, I may not have the hard time conjuring and placing words to their respective places one after another. But the topic — I always have a hard time thinking of topics to talk about on blogs. At this point, I might be doing it randomly. You know, whatever topics that comes to mind. But I had a feeling that it's not going to work all the time.

Yes, I have those crazy thoughts running in my head for not being able to think of anything to write about or talk about. But just like what I kept on saying, I'll do my best, even though my best right now isn't exactly as motivating as it should. I'm figuring things out from here on out. I don't know where I'd be heading from here. But I'm seriously hoping for the best for now. I don't want to rush things just to receive money (or if ever I'd receive some through doing what I love).

At this moment, I'm thinking of writing something while thinking of a topic to put up on Kiki app. I'm still debating in my mind whether or not I would write a one-shot fanfic for an anime or Super Sentai. Man, this is nuts! Even writing a story could make me crazy like this.

Anyway, I'd better end this here for now because I really need to take this mind debating a little serious at the moment.

Good night. 😊❤️

おやすみなさい。。。

the last sky of the earth 93 - knight's scene: last will

HINDI sigurado si Nanami kung para saan ang kabang bigla niyang naramdaman, dahilan upang mapatigil siya sa ginagawang swordsmanship practice sa dojo ng mga Shinomiya. Doon niya naisipang ibuhos ang oras na wala pang ipinapagawa sa kanya ang sinuman sa apat na leaders ng Shrouded Flowers.

Kahit sabihin pang naiintindihan ni Nanami ang posibleng dahilan kung bakit madalang silang bigyan ng anumang trabaho, hindi pa rin siya matahimik. Idagdag pa ang naging huling laban ng nakatatandang kapatid na ikinamatay ni Oceanus. Oo nga't ikinagulat niya iyon. At masama mang isipin, nakaramdam siya ng tuwa sa nangyari.

One of the thorns trying to hurt and destroy what remained of the Shinomiya family was gone. But it only added more danger to the real threat that could kill them all if they were not careful. Pero kahit alam ni Nanami ang tungkol sa katotohanang iyon, hindi pa rin niya maintindihan kung para saan ang isa pang kabang ilang araw na niyang nararamdaman.

Nanami did one more round of sword strikes and slash moves before calling off her practice. Kahit papaano ay kumalma siya matapos gawin iyon.

journal entry #95

I'm nearing 100 entries on my journal. I can't believe it! Even though most of what I've written here were rants and even bored posts, I still can't believe I did something like this. This is an accomplishment for me, you know. I haven't written this much journal entries by hand before. So I could definitely consider this as an achievement. Maybe this is something I could write on my Kiki blog.

Oh, yeah. That blog was something I just created a few hours ago through an FB friend's recommendation. Well, if I could actually find a way to earn money by actually doing what I love, then I'll go for it. I just need to be consistent about it. Right? For now, I've posted 8 quotes I've written before. I could only post 8 entries in 24 hours, so maybe I have to think carefully as to what content will I post next. Tomorrow, on my scheduled posting/update on Kiki. I was thinking of uploading posts this way:

• 4 quotes with quotes
• Story chapter/trivia
• Journal-like posts
• Book comments
• Episode comments

But if you're going to ask me, I'm a bit unsure if I'd be able to do the last 3. I just had that feeling. Anyway, we'll see. I just want to post something so that I could earn enough. I'll do what I can and I'll try my best to do it.

For now, I'll end this entry here. It's time to sleep or maybe watch more... whatever it is that I had to watch.

Good night. 😊❤️

おやすみなさい。。。

journal entry #94

A sleepy way to start the week. I mean, seriously! I slept at 3 AM because of my task last night.  And I had a feeling that I've been quite grumpy the whole day. At least the walk from home to town helped me a bit. I had to pay for the internet bill, that's why. As usual, I walked going to the building where it was located. Nothing new, right? I mean, those walks really helped me in more ways than one since high school. They still helped keeping me sane from all the thoughts running in my head (including that of actually thinking to commit s**cide) and those thoughts would just vanish at the end of those walks. I guess I have to blame the sweat, heat, wind, and other things for those thoughts to disappear — even temporarily.

Speaking of temporary thoughts, I'm still contemplating on the fact that I don't know if I should write those future boyfriend/husband letters on the notebook I bought a few days ago or buy several sets of stationeries. Am I crazy for actually thinking of writing something like that? I'm probably starting to become desperate — or even hopeless, for that matter. But my age would soon disappear from the calendar and I guess I couldn't help it.

Oh, yeah. For the first time, I got to watch an IG live of Kishida Tatsuya. But if you asked me, I think this is the first time he actually had an IG live. If you asked me, it made me smile on my sleepy day. It's kind of refreshing, to be honest.

So that's how my day went, I guess. For now, I'll end this entry here 'coz it's time for me to sleep. Good night. 😊❤️

おやすみなさい。。。

Kairi/Umika (Lupinranger VS Patranger): Since We Met

If our star was flat, the two of us wouldn't have met... -- Loop, Sakamoto Maaya

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Umika doesn't know if this day could get any worse or what. Then again, what else was new? This was Kairi she was talking about. Of course, that guy would still be wondering around and not do his grocery duties for the Bistrot Jurer. She could only sigh exasperatingly at the thought.

Seriously, when would she see that guy change a little bit?

"Don't expect that he'll ever change. You might end up looking for the old him one day if he did decide to change his ways of doing things."

journal entry #92

For some reason, my muscles ache more than usual today. Okay, I know I walked from home to town (which is a usual thing for me to do). But my aching muscles today wasn't something I'd usually feel, if I say so myself.

Anyway, I'll be listing boring things (or perhaps even complaints) once again here. Bear with me, okay?

• Went out to see my father. A usual once a week thing to do, by the way, ever since my parents separated. We didn't eat outside since my sister and I already ate rice for breakfast that time and I guess my father didn't want to eat anything for some reason. What we did next? Head to the grocery.
• There was something about that grocery part that made me down again. I admit I forgot to get laundry soap, Zonrox, and fabric conditioner because my mind was a mess at that time. And I'm not even sure if I'm allowed to get any, considering the fact that my sisters were already getting their own stuffs to buy (and some were expensive, at that). And then here comes my mom, reprimanding me for actually forgetting it. The way she actually said it was condescending for me and I didn't like it at all. It gave me more negative thoughts and feelings than I could actually handle. In fact, I tweeted about it just as I was contemplating on it. It's better that I let it out that way, right? Or not.
• My sister wasn't sleeping here in our house tonight. My second sister, to be exact. Well, she kept on saying that she's an adult already so I had nothing to say about that. As for me, I'm an adult whose mind is either regressing or possibly heading to Alzheimer's. I don't know. I just had that feeling.
• Finally! I finished typing down that 4th chapter of the fanfic and now I'm trying to finish writing the second half of the 4th chapter of Francis and Ilsie's story.

Got bored already? Don't worry. It's always like that. My life has always been like that. And seriously, I have no idea what to do anymore about that.

For now, I think it's time for me to say good night. 😊❤️

おやすみなさい。。。

Yeong-jin Chon Character Introduction

YEONG-JIN CHON

Age: 23

Country: Jeonnan (reminiscent to South Korea)

Visual inspiration: Taehyun of TXT

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"Wielder of the Blade of Mystery, Miragaserker Knight!"

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Weston's quiet and slightly moody childhood friend who was the last to become a chosen knight. Described as the tactician of the group together with Weston, he grew up researching everything about the ancient Drurginar Clan and the Ilgrath tribe. Despite his stoic nature, he wasn't scared to admit to his childhood friend that he always feared the day the prophecy of total annihilation would come true. It manifested when the Drurginar Clan attacked Wesharia for the first time since their last onslaught in the ancient times that wiped out the entire Wesharian royal family. His research made him realize what truly happened at the night of the royal massacre and the second to discover the truth about the 'ultimate power of the grand beasts'.

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Note: I actually reposted this because of a typo that I made on Yeong-jin's knight title.

Members of the Grimtol Clan Character Introduction

I'll be introducing those from the Grimtol clan first. And if you've read the first part of the first episode, there was one mentioned there who was closely related to the Tyrannoserker Knight, Callum Gardner.

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⚜️Maru Kiuchi as Sophie Grace Grimtol-Gardner (Callum and Sofia's 14-year-old daughter, Summer and Hector's niece, and Edgar's granddaughter)

⚜️Hailee Steinfield as Sofia Marie Grimtol-Gardner ✝️ (Callum's deceased wife, Sophie's mother, Summer and Hector's younger sister, and Edgar's daughter)

⚜️Emily Robins as Summer Claire Grimtol (middle Grimtol child, Callum's sister-in-law, Sophie's aunt, Sofia and Hector's sister, and Edgar's daughter) - head researcher of the Ilgrath Battleforce Training Institute

⚜️Vincent Regan as Edgar Grimtol (Sofia, Hector, and Summer's father, Sophie's grandfather, and Callum's father-in-law) - former head of the Grimtol clan before passing on the duty to Hector

⚜️Scott Eastwood as Hector Jacob Grimtol (Sofia and Summer's older brother, Sophia's uncle, Callum's brother-in-law, and Edgar's son and eldest child) - current head of the Grimtol clan and the commander of the Ilgrath Battleforce Training Institute, the chosen knights' boss

Kieran Griffith Character Introduction

KIERAN GRIFFITH

Age: 20

Country: Wesharia (reminiscent to England)

Visual inspiration: Asa Butterfield

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"Wielder of the Blade of Compassion, Mosaserker Knight!"

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The known caretaker of the abandoned Faerseton Stronghold, he took pride of his duty in spite of the townspeople mocking his job to still take care of an old and deserted castle. He was the first person that each of the chosen knights met upon their arrival in Wesharia and it was soon discovered that his brother Rhett notified him of their arrival for some reason. He was chosen to become an additional knight when he started hearing the voice of another Ilgrath Guardian asking him to restore the glory that was only right for the murdered royal family. Despite the youngest of all the chosen knights, his way of thinking seemed to be older than the rest.

Kavi Benjawan Character Introduction

KAVI BENJAWAN

Age: 24

Country: Sarathom (reminiscent to Thailand)

Visual inspiration: Lee Thanat

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"Wielder of the Blade of Harmony, Saberserker Knight!"

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A playful and cheerful young man who dreamed of becoming a Ruarden Knight since he was a kid. However, people would always point out his lack of seriousness when in comes to training. But without a doubt, his combat skills was something to reckon with, as the other knights soon noticed. His playful nature would sometimes land him into trouble, but this had also made him realize the true nature of the war that the Ruarden Knights were supposed to deal with. It started upon stumbling on the abandoned Faerseton Stronghold, the one he knew was just a place of myth that held the grand power everyone had been searching for.

Hizuru Akibara Character Introduction

HIZURU AKIBARA

Age: 22

Country: Tousato (reminiscent to Japan)

Visual inspiration: Mio Imada

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"Wielder of the Blade of Strength, Ankyloserker Knight!"

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The youngest of the core five knights and the only girl in the team, with her possessing unbelievable combat strength that the guys, especially Callum, would point out. But her strength was something that came about because of an incident when she was young that made her two martial artist brothers decided for her to train. The kidnapping and almost bullying instances that she experienced made her quite protective of her family and her teammates. Despite not having an interest of becoming a Ruarden Knight at first even after arriving in Wesharia, it changed upon encountering several members of the Drurginar Clan attacking everything and everyone inside the Fortress and the capital of Wesharia.

Weston Monteloyola Character Introduction

WESTON MONTELOYOLA

Age: 25

Country: Escañoz (reminiscent to Philippines)

Visual inspiration: Alden Richards

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"Wielder of the Blade of Hope, Triceraserker Knight!"

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The second oldest of the new chosen knights, he decided to become a part of the Ruarden Fortress trainees because of his girlfriend's encouragement who already saw his potential to become a warrior. Always calm even in a dire situation, he would always do his best to pacify his teammates' frustration and worries. He was seen to be close to Yeong-jin as soon as the team finally gathered as they turned out to be childhood friends. He was the first to discover the truth about the 'ultimate power of the grand beasts' and even about the secret of the Faerseton Stronghold's caretakers.

Callum Gardner Character Introduction

CALLUM GARDNER

Age: 27

Country: Coalsano (reminiscent to USA)

Visual inspiration: Bryan Dechart

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"Wielder of the Blade of Courage, Tyrannoserker Knight!"

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The oldest of the new chosen knights, he started training late to become a part of the Ruarden Fortress trainees because he prioritized his responsibility as a young father to his daughter first ever since his wife died. Appointed as the leader of the team by the knights themselves, his fatherly nature made him quite protective to his younger teammates and would be willing to take the blow for them if it comes to that. Even so, he would always make sure that the other knights won't be uncomfortable around him just because he was the oldest. That was why he developed the habit of playing pranks to his teammates just to lighten up the atmosphere when things got tensed and would always point out Hizuru's combat strength, much to her irritation.

journal entry #88

TGIF! Not really. I could thank any day of the week as long as they don't give me anything to actually curse it. Anyway, I can't believe that this is my 88th entry in my journal. I did miss out an amount of days, but that doesn't mean I don't have anything to talk about here.

For some reason, I had a feeling that after tomorrow, our lives will be a little hard to deal with. And perhaps the issue of my unemployment would be brought up again. I could never avoid it, because I know it's true. But that issue had already done its best to destroy my self-esteem, my self-confidence, and everything. I'm not as skilled as my sisters. I'm not madiskarte like them. I'm not witty like them. I just... couldn't redeem myself again after those two failures I had ln my previous jobs. Motivation... I guess I also used it — a long time ago. I don't know and for what reason, but I knew I already lost it. And now... I couldn't find any means of getting it back.

And now that I'm recalling my failures, I think it started to fall apart for me when I failed my NC-II when I was in college. I think that failure was the start of it. That failure really hit me hard, even though I didn't cry when it happened. After that, I guess I started thinking that in spite of my efforts to do everything I can, to do my best, I would eventually fail and it would crush me again.

I've failed everyone with me just being here inside the house and not actually doing anything to find a job. But it seems like nothing is penetrating in my mind for me to actually do something about it so that it would stop. I'm just numb from all of their words that, even though I hear, would never get through for me to actually process. I don't know what to do with that anymore.

Maybe I should stop right here now. This entry is starting to let me think of things that shouldn't even appear in my mind. I will get through this, right? Tell me that I will.

Good night. 😊❤️ おやすみなさい。。。

the last sky of the earth 92 - knight's scene: whirlwind falcon

Chrono had just given Mamoru an even bigger reason for the Yumemiya clan leader to decide to leave the mansion and head somewhere else just to confirm his suspicion. Hindi talaga niya inasahan ang ipinagtapat sa kanya ng pinsan tungkol sa isa na namang iniutos ni Hitoshi rito. Gusto na talaga niyang magwala dahil sa dami ng tanong na nagsusulputan sa kanyang isipan tungkol sa mga ipinapagawa ni Hitoshi sa kanilang lahat bago ito napatay.

Pero hanggang doon lang ang kaya niyang gawin. Kahit na ganoon nga ang kagustuhan niya, hindi pa rin niya tuluyang maisasagawa iyon dahil wala na ring silbi.

‘This isn't just about protecting the last princess of the Shinomiya clan. May iba ka pang gustong protektahan pero hindi mo na magawa kaya sa amin mo iniutos ang tungkol doon.’ Iyon ang naisip ni Mamoru habang nakatingin sa labas ng bintana ng kanyang study room. Hitoshi had left them more mysteries to solve than any of them could imagine.

"You shouldn't be thinking too much. Lalong makakasama sa 'yo iyon."

journal entry #87

...and so the issue of me being unemployed was brought up once again. I don't know what brought that up, but something had definitely acted as a trigger for that to happen. I know it's a really worrying issue on their part since I would be at the losing end if I don't do something about it.

But the most worrying part of it was my... nonchalant reaction to it. It's like... I don't have any plans at all. So now what? I'll just die like this if I don't do something to support myself? I can't rely on my father at all when it comes to that. He'll just lecture me nonstop and I don't want to add anymore resentment towards him than what is already existing in my heart. It's hard to bear that already and it's too much for me.

journal entry #86

I'd better write something in my journal but I'd actually forget again. And since I'm not yet sleepy, I might as well take that as my chance. You do know that my usual reasons for not writing an entry in my journal is either because I'm tired, it's cold for my hand to actually work on the writing, I'm sleepy or I just don't feel like writing anything at all. The last one sounds like a lazy person's reasonings, huh?

So am I supposed to list the events here or what? Even though there wasn't so much to tell. Anyway, I think I could input 2-3 things.

• I was able to go to town. As usual, to do an errand for my mother. And yes, I had to do it to satisfy her cravings.
• Currently writing the 4th chapter of Francis' story. I do know I won't be able to finish it tonight but I hope I'd be able to by tomorrow. Two more scenes left before it happens.
• Just watched the 29th episode of Ryusoulger and it wasn't too much of a surprise for me to actually see Nada inside Gaisourg's armor. I do have a lot of questions about that, but I guess I'll just wait for the next episode to air.
  
  
  
• Oh, yeah. I got another wound on my finger. Seriously, what is with the knife in our house injuring me without me realizing it?

So that's how my day went. Not so much, but I'd still consider this a good day for me. Anyway, it's time for me to end this entry here and say good night. おやすみなさい。。。

journal entry #85

So no entry written here yesterday, huh? Well, not that it was another boring day that I didn't even have anything to write. But drowsiness really beat me to it and so I slept before I could write an entry here.

Let's list down what happened today, shall we?

• Today was the regular weekly meet-up with my father, though only my second sister and I were the ones who went. My first sister was at work and my youngest sister wasn't feeling well.
• I'm still trying to finish typing down the 43rd chapter of a Yu Yu Hakusho fanfic that I wrote about... I think half a decade ago? I'll still have to check on the date I first posted it on FFN.
• Went to town the second time to head to the market. And I think that was the reason why my head is aching as I write here. The weather already started acting up as I was walking to head to town.
• Still trying to keep up with the postings for the two writing-related IG challenges I participated into. In any case, so far so good. And I only focused on discussing one story on both challenges. Well, I think it was just about time I started doing something more for that pending story.

Not so much of an event for the day, huh? In fact, I think there wasn't even anything new. Anyway, it's Sunday night and I'm still up because of a task. My weekly task that usually keeps me up until 1 to 2 in the morning.

With that, I guess my entry for today ends here. Good night. 😊❤️ おやすみなさい。。。

journal entry #84

It's my first day of my monthly "red days" and it hurts. Seriously. Anyway, it's not that cold so I guess I could still handle it. Usually, during the cold season, red days are really such a pain to me — literally. By the way, the wounds that I sustained from cleaning the pipe where the sink was connected to were starting to heal. And that means, no more bandages. Or band-aids, to be specific.

What happened today?

• Finally finished Lang Leav's "Love And Misadventures". So that means, I can finally write a book comment about it. It could be a lame comment, but I made it a part of my writing practice to write a comment about the books I finished reading.
• I had my hair get colored to dark brown. Yes, I know. For some, it's a lame color. But it's actually just an extra from my mom's, since she was the one who wanted to color her hair with that. A way to hide white hairs. 😝
• Rewatched "Busted!", though I only picked the episodes that I liked. I can't wait to watch its second season that will be shown on November 8. That means, I'll have to endure a month more worth of waiting.

Pretty much the same stuff from yesterday, huh? I know, the weird perks of having a boring life... or not. Anyway, it's time to say good night, now that I'm ending this entry here. I do hope my red days'  pain (dysmenorrhea) won't make it hard for me to sleep peacefully.

おやすみなさい。。。

journal entry #83

I guess I'm making it a real habit of not writing regularly here, huh? Or maybe that's just proves how boring my life is. Even if I've been busy posting things on social media, that doesn't mean too much, really.

Okay. So shall we list those events here again?

• I went to the grocery and the market twice today regardless of the falling rain since my mom and my sister decided to make crab roll salad and pizza, respectively. So, yeah. That has been our dinner tonight.
• Reading "Love And Misadventures" only for the reason that I really want to finish it so I could write my thoughts about it, post that thought on my blog and proceed to read the next pending reads. I truly think that because I haven't been reading properly for a long while, I couldn't proceed to finishing my pending WIPs.
• Posted a post for the second day of character Promptober so I could proceed to thinking of something to post for the third and fourth day. I need to catch up, you know.

There you have it. That's how my boring day went. But I guess it's still not bad, huh? Anyway, it's time for me to say good night. But you do know that I won't be sleeping any time soon, right? 😊❤️

おやすみなさい。。。

the last sky of the earth 91 - knight's scene: casualty's aftermath

Isang malalim na buntong-hininga ni Mamoru ang tuluyang pumutol sa tensyunado at nakakabingi na ring katahimikan na nakapaligid sa conference room na iyon. Sa pagkakataong iyon, kumpleto ang 12 Knights at pati ang tatlong leader ng Shrouded Flowers. Sa leader ng Shinomiya clan, si Ryuuji ang nagdesisyong kumatawan kay Kourin sa hiling na rin ni Mari.

"So that traitor... is finally dead?" Nanami couldn't help uttering and soon faced her eldest brother. "Totoo ba talaga iyon, Kuya?"

"Alam mong hindi ako nagsisinungaling pagdating sa mga target na kailangan kong tapusin, Nanami." Kapagkuwan ay hinarap ni Shigeru si Chrono. "Pasensya na kung medyo malaki ang naging sira ng motorsiklo mo dahil sa nangyari. That's one of your collections, right?"

"Hey, don't sweat it. Mas mahalaga pa rin ang buhay mo kaysa sa mga collection ko. Lalo pa't isang dating Miyuzaki ang pinatumba mo. That's worth more than my motorcycle, if you ask me," Chrono replied as he smiled.

journal entry #82

I was trying to write in my journal as legible as my hand could handle because until now, my fingers have band-aids on them. And one particular band-aid was wrapped in between the joint. So it's really hard to write properly with that. And that is why I wasn't able to write anything in my journal yesterday.

It's the first day of October and it couldn't get any more boring — at least for me. Or maybe I just didn't spend my time as efficient as I could. It could be because of my mindset. I've been debating the whole day whether or not I should continue reading my pending reads or continue writing my pending WIPs. But nothing came up in the end.

As for this month, I decided to participate to only two IG writing-related challenges since I have an idea that it's going to be hard for me to keep up. I'm still trying to think which story should I showcase in those two challenges. Should I go with just one story for both or one story for each challenge? I'll still think about it. I only have until tomorrow, though.

I was able to post another Sentai couple one-shot, after a long while. This one was a crossover and I'll try to write another when I could.

So there you go. That's how my day went. I guess it wasn't boring as I thought it was.

Anyway, it's time to say good night. 😊❤️

おやすみなさい。。。