journal entry #102

Last day of the month, huh? Man, I didn't even realize that it's been that long since... I don't know what. Anyway, everything just went by to me in a blur. A boring and monotone kind of blur, if I have to be honest. And I didn't like it one bit. I guess the things that gave this month a slight color to it would be the time I started posting in Kiki app and played the A3! game. Believe me, that gave a new meaning to my boring days.

Weird way to put it, huh?

Anyway, even if I don't have anything much to say to wrap this month up, it's still a month that I'm thankful for. I'm still in this world alive, in spite of those suicidal thoughts that would plague my mind every now and then. They're scary, to be honest.

Okay, I'd better stop right here before it gets somewhere. I have to sleep early, anyway. Only because my headache's really making it hard for me to conjure up plausible thoughts at the moment. Good night. 😊❤️

おやすみなさい。。。