If I'm going to be particular about this, however, I think I should just list them down here:
- Watching videos about reunions and homecoming.
- My self-pity moments, even when I wasn't scolded by anyone.
- Father and daughter dance at weddings, only because I can already feel that I won't be able to experience it at all with my father.
- When I'm frustrated with myself, which happens a lot.
I have to admit, I'm quite sad for # 3. I may not be looking for a romantic partner at the moment since I did say to myself that I have to fix my life first. But think about a future where I can't do that when the time really did come that I find that special person. Things were not the same anymore.
🌸Florence Joyce🌸
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