All I Did

All I did was to tear papers
Instead of writing what I need to
It seems productivity left me
And inspiration did the same
So I ended up doing another thing

All I did was to continue dreaming
Of how will my love story happen one day
I’ve never felt so unloved in my life
And I’m feeling hopeless that I would even find
The one meant for me to love all my life

All I did was to sleep when my eyes felt so tired
But scenes I think of made me tear up
I couldn’t keep them at bay
As I thought of reasons why
Even in my imagination, I still end up losing you

This was all I did for the past week
This was all I did as I think of you
This was all I did
And yet here I am
Still thinking if I could do so much more

But before all that
Will I ever have a chance
To find you for once in my life?