Tuesday, December 26, 2017
the last sky of the earth 32 - tears in the rain
Tuesday, December 19, 2017
the last sky of the earth 31 - when fate decides
Tuesday, December 12, 2017
the last sky of the earth 30 - ascension keys
Tuesday, December 5, 2017
the last sky of the earth 29 - knight's scene: dangerous flower
Tuesday, November 28, 2017
the last sky of the earth 28 - knight's scene: unexpected visitor
Tuesday, November 21, 2017
the last sky of the earth 27 - first meeting
Monday, November 20, 2017
What Happened Today?
Good evening!
Well, this is new. Greeting everyone like this. I’m not sure if I could keep up with doing this, though. anyway, I’ll try to do so. But I surely can’t promise anything about this. It’s kind of tough doing it, to be honest. Especially now that things are a little unsure for me that I can’t think of anything worthy for quite a while now.
Wait! Did that even make any sense at all? I have a feeling that it didn’t. Sorry for that.
Sunday, November 19, 2017
The Sunday Currently # 19
Seriously, I am not going to ask anymore about the last time I wrote a Sunday Currently entry. ‘Cause honestly, I grew tired of doing that for now. I’ve never actually maintained a blog in my life and by now, I’m sure I’ve already lost what few “readers” I have—if I ever had any. But if there still are readers of this blog, thank you.
From my last post, I said that I would probably talk about the photo edits, the certain retired actor that’s really making me think (until now), or even the currently airing Super Sentai series that I’ve been watching. But now that I’m writing this, I don’t think I could talk any of it. Well, what can I say? This entry is like a summary of what I’ve been doing for the past week. Or maybe not.
Even so, I’d still like to post this since I can’t concentrate on what I was supposed to do tonight. So let’s get on with it, shall we?
Wednesday, November 15, 2017
Still Stumped...
Hi! How are you, everyone? Still living a good life, I hope.
I’m not sure if I have readers here but I still want to do this. I just want to write down my thoughts since honestly speaking, I’ve never done that in a long while. I don’t know but it seems that these past months, I’ve been having a hard time incorporating my thoughts to my writings and now, I’m stumped. If you know what I mean.
Just like now. A while back, I was contemplating on writing a blog entry in English or Filipino. See? I couldn’t also decide on what language medium to use for writing. Same goes to me writing my manuscripts. Due to some issues that I won’t be able to discuss properly here, I’ve been in hiatus in writing Filipino romance. And it’s a long while, as well. I guess I’m losing my touch in writing something that I really want to believe, but some things (or should I say circumstances) were trying to destroy it for me.
Tuesday, November 14, 2017
the last sky of the earth 26 - gazes
Tuesday, November 7, 2017
the last sky of the earth 25 - attack
Tuesday, October 31, 2017
the last sky of the earth 24 - knight's scene: fire princess
Tuesday, October 24, 2017
the last sky of the earth 23 - knight's scene: miyamoto lord
Tuesday, October 17, 2017
the last sky of the earth 22 - brutality
Tuesday, October 10, 2017
the last sky of the earth 21 - shamisen player
Tuesday, October 3, 2017
the last sky of the earth 20 - conversation in training
Tuesday, September 26, 2017
The Last Sky Of The Earth 19 - Knight's Scene: Blue Shadow
Tuesday, September 19, 2017
The Last Sky Of The Earth 18 - Death Attempt Pt. 2
Tuesday, September 12, 2017
The Last Sky Of The Earth 17 - Death Attempt Pt. 1
Sunday, September 10, 2017
Yuna's Tulip: Believe In Me - Chapter 11 (Final)
CHAPTER 11
TATLONG araw na ang nakalipas mula nang komprontahin ni Yuna si Jerricko at hanggang sa mga sandaling iyon, tila hindi pa rin tuluyang rumerehistro sa isipan niya ang mga nangyari. Hindi pa rin siya makapaniwalang itinutulak na siya ng dalaga palayo rito. Iniisip niya kung may nagawa ba siyang kasalanan o ano para maisipan nito iyon. Pero wala talagang pumapasok sa isipan niya na kahit anong rason.
Oo nga't umalis siya papuntang Batangas na hindi man lang nagpapaalam dito. Pero iyon ay dahil wala na siyang panahon para makapagpaalam sa dalaga. Minadali ba naman kasi siya ng Mama niya na magpunta roon. Kunsabagay, ikinuwento kasi niya sa ginang ang tungkol kay Yuna at sa plano niyang magtapat dito sa loob mismo ng art gallery ng kanyang ina. It was the same art gallery he mentioned before to Yuna that had Cedric Limietta's paintings hanging on them. Iyon ang mga painting na binili noon ng kanyang ina. Gusto sana niyang sorpresahin ang dalaga sa pamamagitan ng pagtatapat niya rito ng tunay niyang nararamdaman sa mismong lugar na iyon. Pero siya ang nasorpresa sa huli dahil nga sa nangyari.
Kung bakit ba naman kasi sa tinagal-tagal ng pagsasama nila ni Yuna bilang magkaibigan—kahit na siya lang ang nag-iisip na magkaibigan sila dahil iwas pa rin sa kanya nang bahagya ang dalaga—ay hindi pa niya naisipang kunin ang contact number nito, kahit sa mga kasamahan nitong tiyak na nakakaalam niyon. Para bang nag-iwan lang iyon ng misteryo sa pagitan nilang dalawa ni Yuna. Iyon ang nasa isipan niya nang mapagtantong hindi pa nga niya talaga nagagawang kontakin ito sa kahit na anong paraan maliban na lang sa mga panahong magkikita sila sa school grounds.
Matapos ang araw ng komprontasyon na iyon, pinilit niyang kausapin si Yuna pero lagi itong umiiwas sa kanya. Pinuntahan na rin niya ito sa bahay nito at pinakiusapan na rin ang Mama nito pero ayaw talaga siyang harapin nito. Para talagang inilalayo na nito ang sarili sa kanya at pinipilit isipin na hindi siya nag-e-exist dito. Sobrang sakit niyon para sa kanya pero tinitiis niya. Kailangan niyang gawin iyon. Hindi siya susuko, iyon ang palaging nasa isipan niya. Kahit na sa totoo lang, gusto nang bumigay ng puso niya dahil sa sakit.
Friday, September 8, 2017
Top 10 Filipino Celebrity Crush
(In no particular order) tagged by Yasha Red Weasley in my FB account
1. Alden Richards (matagal na, actually)2. Sam Concepcion (Since his younger days)
3. Joseph Marco (at hindi ko alam kung bakit)
4. Robi Domingo (siya ang isa sa reason kung bakit nanonood ako dati ng MYX)
5. Christian Baustista
6. Hideaki Torio
7. Tom Rodriguez
8. James Reid (wala lang. I find him cute)
9. Xian Lim
10. Coco Martin
Thursday, September 7, 2017
10 Facts About Me
Originally posted in my FB account last October 27, 2014
As tagged by Ayamebunny WP
-masungit sa unang tingin (kaya napagkakamalang suplada)-tahimik
-mahiyain (kahit 23 years old na)
-isip bata (at times, lao na kapag kasama ko ang mama ko)
-chocolate lover
-umaga lang nakakapag-internet (dahil sakop na ng mga kapatid ko ang computer for the rest of the day)
-coffee drinker (kaya hindi na tumatalab sa akin ang kape lalo na sa gabi)
-graduate of IT (pero kinalimutan na ang anything related sa programming)
-certified NBSB (but definitely not bitter)
-favorite ang color blue (kaya mostly ng kulay ng damit na nasa wardrobe ko eh kulay blue)
Wednesday, September 6, 2017
One Negativity After Another
I’m losing my touch. That’s all I’m going to say about this particular day. I don’t know what to do anymore except to mope around and think that maybe I made the wrong decision after all.
It’s not exactly easy to remain optimistic all the time when one negativity after another keeps arriving and surrounding you. I’m trying but I think I’m about to give in and remain moping around with nothing else to do. Especially when I have to deal with another rejection I received just this morning.
This is why I said that I’m losing my touch.
I don’t know if I’m doing the right thing, continuing to pursue the one thing that’s making me sane right now. But despite the negativity and me moping around, I still find myself doing it. I’m still here writing.
This may not be a story that I want to write, but this is still me. This is what I want to do. I don’t think I could ever give this up even though I’ve received more rejections than approvals. No, really. I think I lost count of all the rejections I need to deal with, but here I am.
Tuesday, September 5, 2017
The Last Sky Of The Earth 16 - Knight's Scene: Suggestion
Sunday, September 3, 2017
Yuna's Tulip: Believe In Me - Chapter 10
CHAPTER 10
HINDI pa rin nawawala sa isipan ni Yuna ang mga nangyari noong gabing inihatid siya ni Jerricko sa harap ng bahay niya matapos ang bakasyon nila. Ramdam pa rin niya ang kakaibang init at seguridad dala ng mahigpit na yakap sa kanya ng binata. It had been a week since then. Pero hindi pa rin sila nagkikita nito kahit nang magpunta siya sa Alexandrite University para mag-enroll for the next semester. Nalaman na lang niya kay Ria na may kailangan daw itong asikasuhin sa Batangas kasama ang ina nito. Hindi na lang niya inalam kung ano iyon dahil sa tingin naman niya ay importante ang pakay ng binata roon.
But of course, his absence only made things difficult for her. Nami-miss niya ito sa bawat araw na lumipas na hindi pa rin sila nagkikita. Pero hindi naman niya magawang iparamdam iyon sa binata dahil unang-una, wala siyang contact number nito. Noon lang niya napagtanto na kahit kailan ay hindi ito nagtangka na kunin ang number niya. At mukhang hindi rin nito kinuha iyon sa mga kasama niyang nakakaalam niyon.
Kaya heto siya ngayon, parang wala sa sarili habang nakatingin sa labas ng bintana ng clubhouse. Hindi niya magawang ipagpatuloy ang sketch sa painting na plano niyang simulan dahil hindi siya makapag-concentrate nang maayos. Laging lumilipad ang isipan niya kay Jerricko at sa mga panahong nakasama niya ito. Mag-isa lang siya sa clubhouse dahil hindi pa naman officially nagsisimula ang klase para sa susunod na semester. Kakaunti pa lang ang tao sa school at usually ay mga staff, instructor, at professor ang naroon.
"Mukhang napapadalas ang pagso-solo flight mo rito, ah. Okay ka lang ba, Yuna?"
Saturday, September 2, 2017
About "Chronicles Of The Roses" Romance Series
Pero sa totoo lang, parang mas magaling lang akong magplano kaysa magpatuloy ng mga naiplano ko na. Alam mo `yon. Kung minsan, hindi ko maiwasang ma-disappoint sa sarili ko pagdating sa mga ganitong bagay. Na ang dami kong plano pero hindi ko magawang tapusin lahat kasi nga laging distracted o laging tinatamaan ng katam.
Anyway, heto na nga. Since ayoko namang ma-pending lang sa isang tabi ito at amagin (literally), ise-share ko na lang ang tungkol sa romance series na sinasabi ko. Pero gusto ko lang sabihin na ang pagkakasulat ko ng description ng series na `to ay iyon mismo ang paraan ko ng pagkakasulat n’on noon. Word by word. Kaya kayo na ang humusga ng writing style ko noon kung ikukumpara sa ngayon. Okay?
Tuesday, August 29, 2017
The Last Sky Of The Earth 15 - News She's Waiting
Sunday, August 27, 2017
Yuna's Tulip: Believe In Me - Chapter 9
CHAPTER 9
"NAGKA-GIRLFRIEND ka na ba?" pambungad na tanong ni Yuna kay Jerricko nang maisipan ng binata na umalis muna sila sa beach house at mamasyal sa tabing-dagat nang araw na iyon. Nagpaalam naman sila kay Tita Marissa, pati na rin kina Guia at Lexus, tungkol doon at pumayad naman ang mga ito.
Gusto kasi ni Jerricko na mag-strolling habang tinatahak ang kahabaan ng tabing-dagat. At ang loko, gusto siyang isama. Mas mabuti na raw na magkuwentuhan sila na malayo sa iba pa nilang mga kasamahan. Baka maupakan pa raw nito ang mga iyon kapag nag-umpisa nang mang-asar ang mga ito. Pabor naman iyon kay Yuna. Walang nakakahalata pero kasinglala yata ng Falcon Knights kung mang-asar ang mga kasama niya sa Imperial Flowers. Hindi pa niya gustong mapagdiskitahan ng mga ito dahil doon.
Besides, she needed to do something in order to be sure of her current feelings.
Napaubo naman si Jerricko at tila gulat na tiningnan siya. "B-bakit mo naman naitanong 'yan? Pambihira, ngayon ko lang nalaman na usisera ka pala."
Saturday, August 26, 2017
Pinagkaka-busy-han
Okay. Mag-Tagalog naman tayo para maiba. Aba’y pulos English na ang mga pinagsususulat ko nitong mga nakaraang posts ko rito, ah. Nakaka-nosebleed lang, ha? Haha! In fairness, na-miss ko ring magsulat ng mga Filipino posts. Nitong mga nakaraang linggo kasi, nag-focus ako sa pagsusulat ng mga stories na pulos English. Alam mo na, isang paraan rin iyon para maka-connect ka sa mga international readers, lalo na `yong mga fanfiction readers.
`Yan pa. Fanfiction.
Nitong mga nakaraang linggo, ito talaga ang pinagkakaabalahan ko. Nagbalik-loob ako sa pagsusulat ng fanfictions lately. At ang subject ng mga fanfiction na pinagsususulat ko—Super Sentai. Hindi katulad ng karamihan ng co-writers ko na K-Drama ang hilig, mas gusto ko pong manood ng Super Sentai series. Kahit babae ako, ewan ko kung bakit iyon ang mas gusto kong panoorin. Kaya siguro nawawalan na ako ng romansa sa katawan dahil doon. Hehe! Sa ngayon, pinagkakaabalahan kong panoorin ang currently airing na Sentai series—ang Space Squadron Kyuranger (Uchuu Sentai Kyuranger).
Tuesday, August 22, 2017
Shrouded Flowers: The Last Sky Of The Earth 14 - Contemplations
Sunday, August 20, 2017
Yuna's Tulip: Believe In Me - Chapter 8
CHAPTER 8
"JOINT vacation?!" halos sabay-sabay na bulalas ng mga miyembro ng Imperial Flowers at Falcon Knights nang magkaroon sila ng meeting sa open field nang araw na iyon. Siyempre pa, sina Guia at Lexus ang pasimuno niyon.
Natapos na kasi ang activities at tournaments na dahilan upang maging busy silang lahat sa isang buong semester. Kaya ang joint vacation na iyon ang magsisilbing reward nila para sa buong limang buwan na nagpakapagod sila sa mga kanya-kanyang gawain. I-s-in-uggest iyon dahil ilang araw na lang, semestral break na. A vacation for a day or two—or even a week—wouldn't hurt, as Guia and Lexus said.
Kunsabagay, pabor naman iyon sa kanilang lahat. Pahinga rin iyon para sa kanila. Kaya lang, hindi maitatangging nagulat sila dahil hindi nila akalaing magkakasama ang dalawang grupo na magbabakasyon. Ano kayang topak ang dumapo kina Guia at Lexus para maisipan ang bagay na iyon?
Pero hindi iyon ang talagang gumugulo sa isipan ni Yuna nang mga sandaling iyon. Pasimple siyang tumingin sa kinauupuan si Jerricko. Ilang araw na niya itong napapansing wala sa sarili at tila malalim ang iniisip. Kapag tatanungin niya ito kung ano ang problema, palaging wala ang isasagot nito at ngingitian siya. Ayaw man niyang aminin, nag-aalala siya para sa binata. Nasanay kasi siya na lagi itong masaya na para bang walang problema. Gustung-gusto niyang nakikita na good mood ito. Sa totoo lang, nami-miss na nga niya ang kakulitan nito sa kanya, lalo na kapag alam nitong may naaalala na naman siyang hindi maganda. Pero ngayong nakikita niya itong ganito, wala man lang siyang magawa para bumalik ang magandang mood nito.
Thursday, August 17, 2017
How It's Supposed To Be 6 (Final) - Stinger, Hami, Lucky, Miu and Renn
Part 6/6 (Stinger, Hami, Lucky, Miu, & Renn)
It was a good thing that Hami managed to sleep earlier than expected—if one would actually call that early. Well, perhaps she could thank it to the fact that she finally came up with a decision with regards to her own feelings for Lucky. It had been distracting her for more than a week so it was a total relief that she came in terms with her own emotions.
Now here comes the real problem—confessing to Lucky.
Great! How come she didn't even think about that part when she decided to finally tell him the truth? Should she consider this as a disaster in the making?
Wednesday, August 16, 2017
How It's Supposed To Be 5 - Stinger and Hami
Part 5/6 (Stinger & Hami)
That one night of mulling over alone seemed to have helped Stinger for a bit. But it also gave way for him to feel something he had never felt before. A kind of pain that perhaps had existed even worse than Scorpio's betrayal. Or should he really describe it like that? Could he really compare it to what happened to him and his brother?
At the moment, Stinger couldn't tell. But it was definitely painful—one that he didn't want to show that he was feeling it to anyone at all. He could only shake his head as he continued on with his own musings concerning Hami and Lucky. Whatever would be the case, he really needed all the time to prepare himself for something worst.
Tuesday, August 15, 2017
How It's Supposed To Be 4 - Stinger, Hami and Lucky
Part 4/6 (Stinger, Hami, & Lucky)
Days have passed but Hami could feel that her mind was still in a mess. She couldn't even calm herself down because of it and it was frustrating her even more. She couldn't tell if it was a good thing or a bad thing that the Kyulette wasn't choosing her Kyutama lately to do certain missions, though.
Lucky, on the other hand, had been going on one mission after another these past days that Hami's Kyutama wasn't chosen. For Hami, she considered it as a blessing in disguise since she won't get distracted or start feeling awkward because of Lucky's presence. However, this particular scenario didn't sit too well with another particular person.
Monday, August 14, 2017
How It's Supposed To Be 3 - Stinger and Hami
Part 3/6 (Stinger & Hami)
Both Lucky and Hami returned to the Orion before Commander Shou Lonpou could even scold them for it. But it was noticeable to all that the two seemed to have a slightly awkward atmosphere between them.
Though Lucky and Hami could still be seen talking normally, one couldn't really deny that something was wrong. Eventually, no one dared asking any of the two about the cause of that awkward atmosphere to surround them.
Sunday, August 13, 2017
How It's Supposed To Be 2 - Renn and Lucky
Part 2/6 (Renn & Lucky)
What Hami didn't know was that all this time, someone was trying to look for her. Lucky noticed that Hami disappeared even before the rest of the team could call out their Voyagers to head back to the Orion. The others didn't take long to notice Hami's disappearance, either.
But it was Lucky who volunteered to look for her.
Though even with Raptor's help tracking down Hami's Seiza Blaster, Lucky wasn't still able to locate the ninja for some reason. Okay, given the fact that he was still unfamiliar with the area, but was that supposed to be the reason why he couldn't locate Hami?
Saturday, August 12, 2017
How It's Supposed To Be 1 - Miu and Hami
Part 1/6 (Miu & Hami)
If there was one thing that Hami would consider amazing and weird at the same about Earth, it was for her to meet some… weird people, as well. Or at least that was how she would consider it now that she met someone named Sutou Miu. Apparently, this woman—who was an heiress, as well—just suddenly decided to use her Engine partner Jetras to go to that Earth.
Hami discovered that Miu came from Earth, as well—but of another universe, in which she, Garu, and Commander Shou just realized its existence months before while they were chasing down Maadako to retrieve the stolen Rashinban (Pyxis) Kyutama. But the real issue here was the purpose of Miu going to that parallel universe.
Friday, August 11, 2017
Staying Silent 6 (Final) - Lucky, Hami, Stinger, Agri and Kasumi
But it was on the next day that Hami decided to talk to Stinger. And this time, she would gather up all her courage to muster the words she needed to utter in order to convey her feelings to that stoic scorpion guy. She smiled at the thought.
Yes, Stinger was initially stoic and cold to the rest of them at first. But he was starting to soften up. She could really see that. It was just a question of whether or not Stinger would soften up when she confess to him.
Thursday, August 10, 2017
Staying Silent 5 - Lucky and Hami
Those words were like knives cutting through his heart until now. But they didn't hurt so much now unlike the first time that realization actually hit him. It was worse than the hurt he felt when his luck ran out during the time they just started looking for the three Kyutamas needed to revive the Argo and he fought Ikaagen but ended up defeated.
"She already decided. I just have to make her realize it," Lucky said to himself and sighed once more.
He didn't know how long he had been staying in that room just looking at the Voyager hatch as he was thinking of various things. When was the last time he did that? He had no idea.
Staying silent must have been the best decision he made for his feelings for Hami, if not the most painful, as well. But now that he realized a lot of things because of that, then perhaps the pain would never matter at all if he tried his best to get his mind out of it.
It was the only way he could think of to support his two friends and precious comrades...
"But if that's what it takes to see you smile more often..." Lucky decided not to continue his words out loud at the moment.
He stood up from his position and left the place, finally.
Meanwhile, Hami was still looking at Stinger still sitting on the hallway with his head lowered down. She had no idea what could he possibly be thinking at the moment. Yeah, right. When was the last time she even managed to do such a feat to a person like Stinger?
But as she continued doing so, as she kept on looking at Stinger, she also remembered the conversation that she and Lucky had days before the orange warrior returned from his undercover mission. It was an unusual discussion, if one would asked her. But it was also the one that truly enlightened her-she only realized that now.
With that, she couldn't help showing a smile as she continued watching Stinger from her position.
"Lucky's right..." Hami muttered with that smile of relief plastered on her face. "I guess I don't have to hesitate anymore, huh?"
Hami had finally come to a decision... and it was all thanks to Lucky. How could she ever thank him for that?
Wednesday, August 9, 2017
Staying Silent 4 - Lucky, Hami and Stinger
No matter how many times Hami coaxed Lucky to tell her more about what he said, he remained silent and soon returned to his usual hyperactive self. But that was only when she was watching or near the area where he was. Maybe it was indeed a good thing Lucky was known for his hyperactivity and his talk about good luck.
It was a way for him to hide something that was stressing him all this time. But there was no way he would tell anyone about it, even to Hami despite the fact that they were close.
That was because the issue has something to do with her, after all.
"I did experience it..." Lucky uttered almost silently as he was watching outside the glass window overlooking the hatch where the Shishi Voyager could be seen. "You just didn't know that, Hami. It's because of you..."
But all he could do for now was talk to himself about that certain experience he was talking about.
Three days later, Stinger came back with a news regarding his undercover mission and the team soon began planning their next tactics in liberating chosen districts under several Daikans' rule. It went on for about an hour or so. After that, they were all told to prepare for their next mission.
What the others didn't know was, Lucky was able to witness one certain scene concerning his two comrades-Stinger and Hami-from his position where he stopped though he was supposed to go to his room. From his opinion, it really looked like those two were going around in circles with regards to their own emotions. He could see it in their actions, even on their faces.
"What should I do now?" Lucky was able to see Hami mouthing those words, her face showing near distress and frustration-even melancholy, which he found weird.
As for Stinger, Lucky saw him sitting there with his head lowered. So he wasn't sure what his scorpion friend was thinking. But that was just for a short time. Soon after, Stinger raised his head and looked up to the ceiling and began mouthing some words that Lucky was still able to read.
"What am I suppose to do?"
Watching those two made Lucky realize something. And at that point, he also came up with a decision he never thought he'd do in his life.
Lucky's mind returned to reality after that. He soon looked outside the glass window again overviewing the Voyager hatch. He smiled sadly as he recalled the scene he saw earlier. Along with that, he also recalled his conversation with Hami days before.
How was he able to say those words to Hami that day? He knew the answer, he only chose not to say it out loud when he knew that Hami had already decided. She just didn't know it yet.
"Because I know... how hard it is to remain silent."
Tuesday, August 8, 2017
Staying Silent 3 - Lucky and Hami
As the mission went on for Stinger, one particular person in the Orion was truly worried for the orange Scorpius Systerm warrior even though it wasn't really necessary. All Hami could do was to sigh heavily since Stinger left the ship to do an undercover mission alone. She was having a hard time understanding things since then, though.
But one thing was for sure, that worry she was feeling won't fade away just like that. Until Stinger comes back, she would stay restless in the ship, probably even during times when the Kyulette would choose her Kyutama to do a mission of liberating one of Earth's sector under the Jark Matter's jurisdiction.
"Is it Stinger again?"
That voice disrupted Hami's flow of thoughts and raised her head. She soon saw Lucky smiling at him as he approached her. Soon after, the question he asked registered in her mind. She did her best to force down the warmth trying to creep up her face because of that name.
Why does she always end up feeling that way every time Stinger's name would be mentioned?
"What made you think I was thinking of him?" Hami asked back with a pout and looked away.
She heard Lucky chuckle and to her surprise, ruffled her hair which only annoyed her for a bit. "Lucky! Stop doing that."
"I only did that to keep your mind away from him for a while."
"Eh?" What does Lucky meant by that?
When Hami faced Lucky, she saw him looking outside the ship where the view of Earth was truly visible. He was smiling, but for some reason, she noticed something odd about his eyes. She was still trying to pinpoint that oddity when she got startled just because the red warrior faced him with a grin.
"I don't think you don't have to worry about anything when it comes to Stinger. He's strong and capable. He can handle himself," Lucky said.
Hami sighed and faced the outside of the ship this time. "I know that, you idiot. And I'm not worrying about him, okay?"
"How long are you going to keep on denying, Hami?"
The female ninja was surprised to hear a different kind of seriousness in Lucky's voice. Why was he talking this way? She couldn't help feeling nervous because of this. "W-what do you mean?"
"Until now, you're still confused, right?"
Now Hami couldn't understand the direction of this conversation between her and Lucky. "Lucky?"
"You don't have to hesitate when it comes to deciding whether you'd stay with him or not," Lucky said, which made her speechless and mystified her at the same time.
Was this really the Lucky she knew all this time? How come he was able to say such sensible, and also outrageous things at the moment?
"How can you even say that easily? Have you experienced getting confused about something you can't even understand?" Hami could only ask since she couldn't think of anything to serve as a retort.
To Hami's surprise, despite Lucky's smile, there was an underlying seriousness in his eyes which she had never seen before. Even during those times that they had such times when they could actually talk about various serious issues.
"I did, Hami."
Monday, August 7, 2017
Staying Silent 2 - Agri and Stinger
Meanwhile, one of the missions that Commander Shou Ronpou mentioned to the Kyurangers actually needed someone to go undercover. By far, the only one capable of doing that among the team was Stinger, which he accepted.
But not without looking at Hami as stealthily as he could, his mind still ringing with words that Kasumi mentioned to him the last time they saw each other.
In the end, he just remained silent even after he left the Orion. He was given three days to complete his undercover mission. But before he could even head to the location as soon as he landed on Earth, another familiar face stopped him to his tracks.
"How come you're here?" Stinger asked as his way of greeting to that certain warrior.
"From the looks of your outfit, it seems you're heading out somewhere. You're on a mission?" Agri inquired instead of actually answering Stinger's initial question.
Stinger chose not to say anything, though. Agri just chuckled and shook his head.
"Okay. I'm here because someone told me about your little predicament with that space ninja friend of yours."
"Kasumi..." Stinger could only utter in annoyance. Were ninjas always like that? "There's nothing to discuss about that."
"Are you sure about that, Stinger? I don't think that's the thing you should worry about right now."
Stinger frowned and faced the Gosei Angel. "What are you talking about?"
"If you keep up that tough act, you'll end up losing her in the end, you know?"
Does Agri and Kasumi have to say the same thing to him, seriously speaking? Why did they have to remind him of the same thing over and over? It was as if Kasumi's words weren't enough to taunt him, and now this! Agri was saying the same thing.
"Do you really have to remind me that? I know what I'm doing."
"Oh, really? Well, if you're sure, then perhaps I can assume that you at least talked to Hami before you head out here for your mission."
Now that froze Stinger. Where does this conversation heading to right now?
"Mind your own business." Soon after, he left Agri to that place so that he could finish his mission before the deadline.
"I guess that answers the question, then," Agri muttered with a small smile.
Sunday, August 6, 2017
Staying Silent 1 - Kasumi and Stinger
The one advantage that perhaps, the planet Earth had given him was meeting some people along the way even though at times, they could be a bit annoying. Just like this young woman beside him at the moment who managed to drag his worries out of himself before he could even stop himself.
That young woman was named Momochi Kasumi, whom he soon realized was one of the warriors who defended the Earth of another universe from various threats. But that wasn't the real issue here.
"I can't believe that you, Stinger, would actually mention something with regards to your love life," Kasumi commented with a smile.
"You're the one who forced it out on me using your machine," Stinger said back as he stared at the Truth-Telling Nin machine that Kasumi invented and used on him a while back.
"Well, I have to use it especially on you if that would actually help me drag things out from your mouth."
Stinger remained silent for a while before he heard the young scientist heave a sigh.
"But seriously, Stinger, can't you just stay true to yourself and your feelings for once? That would truly help you, you know" Kasumi said, nearly feeling hopeless about the situation.
"What do you know about staying true to your feelings?" Stinger retorted.
Kasumi sighed. "Don't answer my question with another question, Stinger. The point here is, you better make a move now or you'll lose her before you knew it."
If glaring could actually kill, then Kasumi would've been dead the moment Stinger did so. But the ninja was only sporting a serious face. That only means she wasn't joking. Well, it wasn't in Kasumi's nature to joke around when it comes to things like this, right?
But things wasn't exactly that easy. He couldn't force that girl to actually choose him. But what if Kasumi was right? What if he would lose her before he could even realize it? Especially knowing that another guy was after that particular girl, as well.
Saturday, August 5, 2017
Not Containable
Okay. I managed to post this again after... how many days? Seriously, I don't want to count anymore since it's starting to become irritating. But anyway, I don't know if I have so much to say here. Some are just... not containable and can't be put into words for some reason. Dramatic much? Yeah, I know. I also just noticed that.
Anyway, what are the recent updates? I could say nothing much. But it's better if I just enumerate things down, okay?
- Let's start with my readings. And I have to say that it's quite disappointing that I only finished reading one book this week. It was the ARC of "Bucket List Of Love" by Filipino author C.P. Santi. Yes, I have to write a review about that and I was supposed to post it last month and yet, I didn't. Told you it's disappointing.
- As for my writings, well... There's not much progress about my manuscripts that I wanted to submit. And I mean it didn't even move at all. But that's because I focused on writing other things--my fanfictions. Yes, I'm back with writing them again after so many months (or should I say it had been a year?). My focus this time is Super Sentai, mainly Uchuu Sentai Kyuranger fanfictions. I don't know. I've been really fascinated about this series lately. Trust me, it's a really interesting one. I've already finished two fanfics for Kyuranger in which you can read on my Wattpad, Blogger, and Fanfiction.Net accounts.
So there you go. Until the next post!
NP: "I Love You, I Remember You" by I.O.I.Tuesday, August 1, 2017
Shrouded Flowers: The Last Sky Of The Earth 13 - Knight's Scene: Main Resolve
Sunday, July 30, 2017
Yuna's Tulip: Believe In Me - Chapter 7
CHAPTER 7
OO nga't kabilin-bilinan ni Jerricko kay Yuna na huwag siyang pupunta sa closed court nang walang kasama. Pero mukhang iiral pa yata sa mga sandaling iyon ang tigas ng ulo niya. Hindi niya alam kung bakit bigla niyang na-miss makita ang lalaking iyon habang nagpipinta siya roon sa clubhouse. Walang dudang inspired siya nang mga oras na iyon sa pagpipinta mula nang dalhin siya ni Jerricko sa burol kung saan kitang-kita nila ang Aeraven Lake. Nangako naman ito sa kanya noon na dadalhin siya nito sa lawa mismo sa susunod upang makita niya iyon nang malapitan. Ikinatuwa naman niya iyon nang husto.
Para siyang isang batang nakagawa ng kasalanan at ngayon ay nagtatago upang hindi maparusahan sa paraan ng patagong pagsilip na ginagawa niya mula sa pinto ng closed court. Pero mabuti nang ganoon ang gawin niya upang makasiguro na wala siyang makakasalubong na kung sinong mokong sa lugar na iyon.
Mahirap na. Baka mapag-trip-an na naman siya roon.
Nakahinga lang siya nang maluwag nang makitang si Jerricko lang ang naroon at nagpa-practice gamit ang isang ball pitching machine. Isa-isa nitong pinapatamaan ng hawak na raketa ang mga bolang ibinabato sa direksyon nito. She couldn't help smiling at the sight of him so focused on what he was doing. Ganoon din ba ang itsura niya kapag nagpipinta siya?
Wednesday, July 26, 2017
First Sentai Fanfiction
Wow! I can't believe it's the third entry already. Well, I can't seem to find my drive to write the stories that needed my attention so I ended up writing this instead. I hate it when I suffer like this, especially those times I wanted to write every story I had in mind but my body won't even cooperate at all.
Or I have a feeling that it was just my excuse to escape, I think.
Anyway, there's a bit of a weird news. Thankfully, I got to finish my first Kyuranger fanfic. And now it's posted on my Wattpad account. It's titled "Staying Silent" and it's a Lucky/Hami/Stinger fanfiction story, featuring two other Sentai characters--Kasumi from Ninninger and Agri from Goseiger. I know, it's a weird addition. I'm just glad it's over and finished. I had fun writing it, honestly speaking and now, I'm planning to write a reversed version of it. But this time, it will feature two different Sentai characters--both are from Go-onger.
Thanks to an online friend's suggestion, the two new featured Sentai characters from Go-onger were Kousaka Renn and Sutou Miu. I gave this reversed version the story title "How It's Suppose To Be". So if you're a Lucky/Hami fan and shipper, then this story is for you.For now, I'm a bit pissed with my Wattpad app along with the slow internet connection. And I think that's what added to the reason of me having the hard time finding my writing muse.
So that's it for now.
Till the next entry... whenever that is.
NP: "Only For You" by Six Part InventionTuesday, July 25, 2017
Shrouded Flowers: The Last Sky Of The Earth 12 - Knight's Scene: Contacting
Sunday, July 23, 2017
A July 20 Birthday Greeting For You!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, OKUBO SAKURAKO-chan!
Sorry about the honorific that I have to add. But I hope you celebrated your birthday happily and with the people you cared about and with those who cares about you a lot. Thanks to Twitter and even my online friends in Instagram, I was able to see photos and message about how you celebrated your birthday. Don’t lose that smile, okay? You’re really beautiful when you do that. Live a happy life as you go along. And whatever choices you make along the way now that you turned 19, I hope you won’t regret it when time comes. I can see that a lot of people supports you in your endevour. Make sure you find a way to return the love and support that they’re showing you now.
A lot of things can still happen to do once you finally reach adulthood (or have you already reached it?). But if you keep up a happy, brave, and positive disposition in life, I think you’d be able to handle it.
Happy birthday, once again! Enjoy your life and the love you receive from everyone.
Wednesday, July 19, 2017
Not Much Has Happened
I know I should’ve posted another entry last Sunday. And what day is today? It’s Wednesday. So that means I haven’t posted anything in 3 days and I’m really sorry for that. Besides the fact that I ran out of topics to talk about, I’m also suffering from itchy throat and runny nose for days now, which is extremely irritating. Can’t I just wish for it to go away? And I mean immediately. Urgh! I hate this.
Not much has happened during those days that I didn’t write any entries here. Trust me, that’s how boring my life could be most of the time. During the last entry, I did mention that I created a second Instagram account, right? Well, it’s already filled with 69 posts at the moment. Most of it are my photo edits I did featuring my Kyuranger OTP Stinger and Hami. Ever since I saw some of the edits created by the other IG users featuring that pair, it felt like I got a sudden burst of inspiration to write other stories with those two as my visuals. And of course, I also got inspired to do my own photo edits while still experimenting on how to use Snapseed which is a photo-editing app for Android. This was first suggested to me (and the other #daretoshareIGchallenge participants) along with a visual-planning and scheduling app for Instagram called Planoly. But I only let Snapseed remain in my phone. So here I am.
I’m not sure what will I post and when will I post the next Thoughts At Night entry here. I don’t want to say any particular date that I would end up not doing. That could really be a little disappointing and upsetting.
Until next time!
NP: “Megumi No Ame (Blessed Rain)” by Alan Dawa Dolma
Tuesday, July 18, 2017
Shrouded Flowers: The Last Sky Of The Earth 11 - Return
Sunday, July 16, 2017
Yuna's Tulip: Believe In Me - Chapter 6
CHAPTER 6
"HINDI ka talaga titigil sa ginagawa mong ito, 'no?" naitanong na lang ni Yuna nang makasalubong niya sa labas ng clubhouse si Jerricko nang hapon na iyon. Pinili niyang huwag nang magpa-late ng uwi dahil gusto niyang magpahinga muna. Pakiramdam kasi niya ay masyado na siyang pagod—hindi lang pisikal kundi pati na rin sa mental na aspeto.
Siguro nga, masyado na niyang napapabayaan ang sarili nang hindi niya namamalayan. Kaya lang, ipinagtataka niya kung bakit ngayon lang niya naramdaman ang pagod na iyon samantalang wala naman siyang pakialam dati kahit alam niyang sumusobra na.
"Well, sorry. Ganito ako kakulit, eh. Dapat pala, binalaan na kita tungkol doon, 'no? Bago ko sinabing gusto kong maging kaibigan mo."
Napailing na lang siya at lumapit na sa binata. "Siguro nga. Para alam ko kung ano ba talaga ang dapat kong asahan sa mga pinaggagagawa mong 'to."
Saturday, July 15, 2017
Explanation For Not Posting Something Sensible
Yes, I know. Today is a Saturday so I should be writing a Saturday Night Thoughts post. But then, I said to myself: “If I have posts here during Saturdays, I think I should also write journal posts on other days, as well.” Why not, right? Just to make things fair.
I was preoccupied with so many thoughts lately that I ended up not doing the usual things. And because I got so caught up in those thoughts, I even decided to do some things that I don’t know if I should consider absurd or just… something I really want to do—I just didn’t know it.
Besides writing down this explanation, I can’t think of anymore sensible things to write here tonight. My throat hurts and I think I’m going down with a cold. God! This is what I hate about rainy days. And because of that, I haven’t written anything related to my stories and pending manuscripts. I’m so behind schedule and it’s irritating. So I got busy doing other things:
- I created a second IG account which would feature my current fangirling moments (if I could really call that a real fangirling) which never happened before. Anyway, if you want to visit it, here’s my IG username: @dreamcoloredgift0830
- Editing pictures using Snapseed. But honestly, I still prefer using Adobe Photoshop.
- Listening to songs all day. *shrugs*
I should’ve added reading the ARC for “Bucket List of Love” by C.P. Santi, but I didn’t read any book today, sadly. So I didn’t place it. Tomorrow would be the 2nd entry, but as a Sunday Currently post. Okay?
NP: “Panunumpa (The Promise/The Oath)” by Carol Banawa (a Filipino wedding song)
Friday, July 14, 2017
My Destiny From A Dream - Chapter 3
AGAD namang natapos ni Elena ang natitira pa niyang trabaho at dahil wala naman siyang masyadong appointments, nakauwi naman siya nang maaga gaya ng nasabi niya kay Joel.
Habang binabagtas niya ang daan pauwi sa ancestral house ay hindi niya maiwasang mapangiti dahil sa mga nangyari na kanina lang niya natuklasan.
Unang-una na rito ang kasalang magaganap sa pagitan nina Alexis at ng kapatid niyang si Angela. Hindi na siya nagtaka na ang dalawa ang nagkatuluyan. Kunsabagay, matagal naman na niyang napapansin ang kilos ng dalawang iyon kapag magkaharap. At hindi lang siya ang nakakapansin niyon.
Pero sigurado siya na isang malaking selebrasyon ito para sa mga pamilya nila. Alam niyang dahil sa mangyayaring kasalan sa pagitan nina Alexis at Angela ay mas lalo pang magiging mahigpit ang kapit ng mga Cervantes at dela Vega sa isa't-isa.
Tuesday, July 11, 2017
Shrouded Flowers: The Last Sky Of The Earth 10 - Listening
Sunday, July 9, 2017
Yuna's Tulip: Believe In Me - Chapter 5
CHAPTER 5
ISANG malalim na hininga ang pinakawalan ni Yuna nang magawa na rin niyang matapos ang routine na ilang linggo na rin niyang sinasanay. Normally, she was practicing a certain skating routine whenever she was supposed to compete. Pero nang araw na iyon, wala siyang sasalihang kahit na ano. Iba ang purpose ng routine na iyon sa kanya at maging si Sierra ay alam ang tungkol doon. It wasn't an intricate routine like what she used to formulate. But in more ways than one, that particular routine she was practicing was something special for her.
"Yuna, huwag mong masyadong pagurin ang sarili mo. Pambihira ka. Paano mo pa maipapakita iyan kung pinapagod mo naman nang husto ang sarili mo?" sabi ni Mirui na naroon sa gilid ng skating rink.
"Wow. At nagsalita ang hindi nagpapagod nang husto kapag may competition na salihan, 'no? 'Di hamak na mas malala ka pa sa akin kapag nagpa-practice ka, eh. Kulang na lang, magpakamatay ka sa pagpa-practice," nakalabing tugon niya at nag-umpisa nang mag-skate para makaalis na sa skating rink. "Mauuna na muna ako sa 'yo na umuwi. Kailangan ko pang bumili ng painting materials ko."
Hinayaan lang siya ni Mirui. Humingi pa nga ito ng tawad dahil hindi raw siya masasamahan nito. Wala namang kaso iyon sa kanya. Alam niyang abala rin ito sa pagsasanay para sa isa pang ice skating competition na nakatakda nitong salihan. Bilib din talaga siya sa kaibigan niyang ito. Kinakaya ang walang tigil na pagsasanay para lang magawa niya nang tama at maayos ang routine na binubuo nito para ipanlaban sa bawat skating competition na sinasalihan nito.
Thursday, July 6, 2017
Lost In Translating... Or Not
I'm not quoting the movie title here, okay? Heck, I haven't even watched that movie (Lost In Translation) so I have no idea about the story of that film. What I'm talking about here are my stories. Yes, I've started translating two of them in English (finally!).
As some of you might have read on my previous posts, you'll know that I write--a lot. I started with personal journals and a few feature articles when I was in elementary. I was in Grade 6 at the time, if I remember it right. Or maybe even in Grade 5? When I reached first year high school (I'm talking about the previous Philippine educational system, so it's equivalent to first year middle school if you'll follow the educational system in other countries), I started writing poems and short skits (scripts usually used in role-plays). It continued until I reached third year (still equivalent to 3rd year middle school). By the second semester of that school year, I started writing prose. And I mean fiction--romance fiction.
Tuesday, July 4, 2017
Shrouded Flowers: The Last Sky Of The Earth 9 - Knight's Scene: Lurking Danger
Monday, July 3, 2017
A Simple Birthday Greeting For You
I don't know what to say as a birthday greeting to you. As I told in the first birthday greeting to one of your Kyuranger co-star Kishi Yosuke, this is the first time I've done such a thing. And I mean greeting an admired celebrities during their birthdays. But for some reason, I really want to do this. I don't know what kind of charm that you guys have for me to do all this for the first time in my life.
Backstory first:
Sunday, July 2, 2017
The Sunday Currently # 18
Honestly speaking, when was the last time I posted something like this? Man, I really need to remember that. I can't say that I miss writing a Sunday Currently post. But things are a little messed up for md right now, especially on how my life really had a slow progress over the months. There were changes, but they were not exactly the obvious ones.
But I'm still trying. At least, I know I'm willing to try some things that might give me the progress I need.
Okay, so this would be the third post I have for this day, July 2nd of the year 2017. There are reasons for that, though:
Happy Wattpad Anniversary, dreamcoloredgift!
Yes! It's one year already since this username was born. Wow! I can't how a year can pass by so quickly. I didn't even notice it. Haha! Just kidding. Of course, I noticed. But for some reason, I chose not to pay attention to it.
In any case, I've been writing poems and stories way before I discovered Wattpad and I started posting some of my stories there at around 2013-2014 (I guess). I can't remember the exact day but I remember the month. It was the month of May. And yet the feeling of suffocation at the atmosphere of the site that was supposed to give me inspiration to write more made me end up deleting that first Wattpad account I had. Looking back, I still think if I regretted deleting that account where I met a few online friends that I still got to interact with even today. And yet, the answer I came up with was--NO. I never regretted doing that.
From A Not-So-Vocal Recent Fan
Is this a weird post coming from me? For now, I don't want to say anything about the reason why I'm posting this for now. I just want to express my thoughts since I can't concentrate on what I'm writing.
#DoingThisForTheFirstTime
That's the truth. I've been an admirer (not a fan) of many celebrities and idols of a few different races in Asia. In particular, I've been an admirer of some Japanese, Korean, Thai, Chinese, Taiwanese, and of course, Filipino celebrities. But this will be the first time I'm going to greet one of those celebrities a "Happy Birthday" here on my blog. So I'm not surprise if I'm actually nervous about doing this right now.
Friday, June 30, 2017
My Destiny From A Dream - Chapter 2
"ARIES, sino 'yong tumawag sa 'yo?"
"H-ha?" pabiglang napalingon si Aries sa taong nagsalita.
Nakalimutan na niyang may bisita pala siya.
"Sino 'yon? At bakit binulyawan mo?" tanong ni Alexis sa kanya.
Tuesday, June 27, 2017
Shrouded Flowers: The Last Sky Of The Earth 8 - Fortune
Sunday, June 25, 2017
Yuna's Tulip: Believe In Me - Chapter 4
CHAPTER 4
WALANG salitang namagitan kina Yuna at Jerricko habang sabay na naglalakad pauwi sa bahay niya. Ilang beses nang pinakiusapan ni Yuna si Jerricko na huwag na siyang ihatid at abalahin pa ang sarili nito sa paghatid sa kanya. Pero sadyang makulit talaga ito. Hindi niya alam kung ano ang gagawin para lang paalisin na ito. Of course, she didn't want to be rude to him who dedicated his time just to escort her home.
Pambihira naman kasi si Mirui. Kailangan ba talaga nitong pakiusapan si Jerricko na bantayan siya kahit sabihin pang pumayag din si Lexus? Kung minsan talaga, hirap siyang sakyan ang iniisip ng kaibigan niyang iyon.
"Alam mo, mapapanisan ka ng laway sa pagiging tahimik mo. I'm still here. Nag-e-exist ako rito sa tabi mo, baka nagkakalimutan tayo," ani Jerricko na bumasag sa kanina pa nakakabinging katahimikan sa pagitan nila.
Kahit ayaw niya ay napangiti siya. Nag-iwas siya ng tingin at kinagat ang mga labi para lang hindi matawa.
Friday, June 23, 2017
My Destiny From A Dream - Chapter 1
"MA'AM Elena, may bisita po kayo na naghihintay sa labas. Si Ma'am Angela po," wika ng sekretarya niya mula sa intercom.
"Send her in, Kate."
"Sige po." Iyon lang at wala nang tumawag sa kanya.
Nagtataka siya kung bakit bigla-bigla naman yatang napasugod sa boutique niya ang kapatid. Dati-rati kasi ay hindi ito nagagawi sa boutique maliban na lang kung may kailangan talaga ito sa kanya.
Wednesday, June 21, 2017
The Race And Your Pace
So, this was a post for Day 4 of the IG challenge. The second to the last day. I had fun posting most of them, even though I know I ended up posting photos with seriously long captions (or not exactly that long). Before any of you would ask, this post's title has something to do with what I read from one of the photos posted for this IG challenge. But we'll get to that later.
Tuesday, June 20, 2017
Behind-The-Scenes
Day 3 of #daretoshareIGchallenge... and I was late for posting the morning photo for the first time. I don't know why I felt like that, though. I mean, I never cared about my time in posting photos in Instagram before. Or maybe because I was just that excited to post it, huh?
So the theme for Day 3 photos are BTS. Fun BTS, as Ms. Arriane emphasized it. But seriously, I have to admit that my life is a little boring, considering the fact that I was living an almost hermit-like life. Haha! Just kidding. I'm not a complete hermit. But I really prefer to stay at home and write, think of what to write, and think of ways to have a progress on my writing projects. But we'll get into that later. Okay?
Monday, June 19, 2017
Inspiration
Hey, there! How are you all doing? I hope you're all doing great today. Or if not, try to do something that will make you forget those sad or bad things that had ever happened today. Try to become an inspiration to those who can't think of what to do to get out of that zone of sadness or gloominess.
At least, little by little, as an aspiring writer, I try to.
So what's with the title? It's still about the #daretoshareIGchallenge I joined to. This is the 2nd day of posting photos for that challenge. As usual, two or more photos would be posted at 9-10 am and 9-10 pm.
Sunday, June 18, 2017
My Thoughts This Father's Day
Honestly speaking, I don't know how to start expressing my thoughts, anything that has something to do with my father. It's been a really long time since then for me. I don't have many memories about my father, with exceptions to class recognitions and graduations that he attended and went to with me and my sisters.
So, here. This is just one of the few photos I had that has me and my father in it. My graduation day. Months after that, things really started to get rough for all of us. Before I knew it, my parents separated. Maybe not official and legal yet, but you get the picture. Endless fights and resentments of things that had happened in the past and supposed to have been forgotten and just let it go made it all worst. Both of my parents are prideful people. No questions asked, that's the truth. Even as days passed, I could really see that.
Even so, I'm still glad that I have a father like him who respected and (over)protected his four daughters so much. Whenever I see and read news about fathers murdering, molesting, or even raping their own daughters, this thought continues to run in my mind. That I'm glad my father isn't like that. We might have disagreements (lots of them, I might add). But at the end of the day, my respect for him is still there.
I've given him (and even more to my mom) many disappointments. I guess, until now, I'm still giving him that. But if you're going to ask me, I'm not going to trade my father for anything else. I might not be (quite) devoted to him as I was to my mom. But he's still my one and only father. Sorry will never be enough to compensate for all the bad things we did and said to each other. But I love him. I hope that, even though I don't say it often, it will still reach him.
I love you, Papa! And Happy Fathers' Day, as well!Bigger Goals, Huh?
Hey, guys! How are you? Are you all doing well? I really hope you all are. I know today is Fathers' Day, and I should be posting about that. But I'll post something about that later. This one is a different topic.
So yesterday was the start of posting photos in IG for the #daretoshareIGchallenge. I know that it's not going to be easy for me since I just post photos there randomly. Whenever I feel like it. But I want to try things, at least do them one step at a time. So in the next coming days, I might post photos here as well that I posted in my IG account. Maybe that would really help me recall and realize my bigger goals in life.
And trust me, there's a lot of them. Hehe!
Friday, June 16, 2017
A Really Long Rant
WARNING: This is a long post. And I mean really long since umabot lang naman ito ng 2 pages nang i-type ko ito sa MS Word. Font style: Calibri, font size: 11. Haha! Grabe, in-elaborate pa talaga ang ginamit na font style at size, `no?
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Nakakairita! Sa totoo lang. Masyado na bang dumarami ang mga taong walang magawang matino sa mga buhay nila at pati ang nananahimik na buhay ng ibang tao, pinapakialaman at tinatangka pang sirain? Sa mga nakakakilala sa akin, alam nila na hindi ako masyadong nagre-react kapag ako ang pinapakialaman nila o nilalait nila. Hanggang kaya kong manahimik para lang walang gulo, gagawin ko. Ganoon ako. Pero kapag ang nanay ko o ang mga kapatid ko na ang tinira nila, aba! Ibang usapan na ‘yan, ah.
Tuesday, June 13, 2017
Shrouded Flowers: The Last Sky Of The Earth 7 - New Life
Sunday, June 11, 2017
Yuna's Tulip: Believe In Me - Chapter 3
CHAPTER 3
"HIMALA yatang napapadalas ang pagpunta mo rito, Yuna," bungad sa kanya ni Lexus nang makita siya nitong papasok sa closed court nang araw na iyon.
May isang linggo na rin ang nakalipas mula nang ibalik sa kanya ni Jerricko ang charm bracelet niya. Pero hindi pa rin niya ito nagagawang pasalamatan sa ginawa nitog iyon. Hindi naman kasi niya alam kung paano gagawin iyon nang hindi naiilang o nakakaramdam ng 'di maipaliwanag na kaba sa tuwing makikita ito.
Hindi niya maintindihan kung bakit ganoon ang nangyayari sa kanya dahil lang nakikita niya si Jerricko. Wala naman itong ginagawang masama sa kanya. Gusto na talaga niyang kainisan ang sarili niya dahil hindi pa rin nawawala ang takot na matagal nang namuo sa kanyang pagkatao mula nang mapahamak siya. Pati ang ibang taong wala namang kinalaman sa nangyari sa kanya noon ay nadadamay sa takot niya.
"Gusto ko lang pong kausapin si Jerricko kung okay lang po," nag-aalangang tugon niya na nagpahinto naman kay Lexus sa pagpasok sa closed court. Kapagkuwan ay nagtatakang tumingin ito sa kanya. "B-bakit po?"
Friday, June 9, 2017
My Destiny From A Dream - Story Description
Thursday, June 8, 2017
Crossover Fanfiction 3 — Reiyouki Sentai Seitenger VS Kyoryuger: The Melody Of The Light Of Hope
Okay. So since I started posting my Super Sentai story on both my Tumblr and Wattpad accounts, I decided to post this particular fanfiction featuring Seitenger and one of my favorite Super Sentai series, Kyoryuger that's been in my mind (and in my flashdrive) for a long time now. Now, I know I only posted two of the episodes for Seitenger. But what you're about to read here will contain some spoilers on how the series will run, despite the timeline of this particular fanfiction taking place several months after Seitenger's finale.
Here's how the fanfiction goes:
Tuesday, June 6, 2017
Shrouded Flowers: The Last Sky Of The Earth 6 - Stringed Bracelet
Sunday, June 4, 2017
Yuna's Tulip: Believe In Me - Chapter 2
CHAPTER 2
"ANO kaya ang nangyari roon?" naitanong na lang ni Jerricko sa sarili habang pinagmamasdan ang mabilis na paglisan ng babaeng nakabangga sa kanya. Alam niyang hindi sinasadya iyon dahil parang may iniiwasan ito. O baka may kinatatakutan.
Napakunot siya ng noo sa huling naisip niya. Pero kung iisipin niya nang maayos, parang ganoon nga ang napansin niya. Kahit saglit lang niyang naramdaman, agad niyang napuna ang panlalamig ng babaeng iyon. Hindi rin nakaligtas sa kanya ang takot na nasa mga mata nito nang tingnan siya bago yumuko para humingi ng pasensiya sa nagawang pagbangga sa kanya.
That was the first time he saw Yunara Limietta—nicknamed Yuna—like that.
Siyempre, kilala na ang babaeng iyon. Sino ba naman ang hindi nakakakilala sa mga elite female members ng SGS na Imperial Flowers? The group's members were, no doubt, the examples of beauty, brains, and talents combined. Ilang beses na niyang nasaksihan ang kakayahan ng mga ito kaya hindi na nakakapagtaka na maging representative ang mga ito ng Alexandrite University. Pero alam din niya na hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon ay malakas ang loob ng mga ito.
Tuesday, May 30, 2017
Shrouded Flowers: The Last Sky Of The Earth 5 - Entrust
Sunday, May 28, 2017
Yuna's Tulip: Believe In Me - Chapter 1
CHAPTER 1
NAPAILING na lang si Yuna nang hindi sagutin ni Mirui ang tanong niya tungkol sa dahilan ng pagiging inspired nito. Agad naman kasi niyang nahalata iyon nang mapansin ang kakaibang sigla nito habang nagpa-practice sila sa malawak na skating rink ng Yukihana Ice Skating School. Matagal na siyang trainee doon at kasabayan niya si Mirui. Sa katunayan, limang taong gulang pa lang siya ay ini-enroll na siya roon ng Mama niya para may mapaglibangan naman daw siya.
Pero kung tutuusin, ang isa pang dahilan kung bakit siya nagtagal doon ay dahil gusto niyang siya ang tumupad sa naunsiyaming pangarap ng kanyang ina na maging isang figure skater. Iyon din ang pangarap sa kanya ng yumao niyang ama noong maglilimang taong gulang pa lang siya. Idagdag pa na ang personal coach niya ay ang iniidolo nitong dating sikat na figure skater na si Sierra del Fierro—na Asahiro na ang apelyido ngayon dahil napangasawa nito ang isang sikat na Japanese pianist. Ito ang ina ng kasamahan niya sa Spiritual Garden Society at isa sa labingdalawang miyembro ng Imperial Flowers na si Mirui.
Suwerte nga siyang maituturing dahil isa siya sa limang ice skaters na kasalukuyang personal na tinututukan ni Sierra sa training. Istrikta ito, oo, pero alam niyang may direksyon ang pagiging istrikta dahil sa training lang ito ganoon. Outside of the skating rink, parang pangalawang nanay na rin niya ito.
Pinanood na lang niya si Mirui na magpatuloy sa pagpa-practice ng routine nito. Nagtataka talaga siya sa kakaibang energy nito habang inuulit-ulit ang routine na ipapakita nito sa ice skating competition na nakatakda nitong salihan kasama siya. Parang hindi man lang niya ito makitaan ng pagkapagod.
Tuesday, May 23, 2017
Shrouded Flowers: The Last Sky Of The Earth 4 - My Promise Now
Sunday, May 21, 2017
Yuna's Tulip: Believe In Me - Story Description
Story of Yunara Limietta and Jerricko Arilla
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Trust—ito ang isang bagay na hindi na madali para kay Yuna na ibigay sa kahit kanino. Lalo na sa isang lalaki. She already lost that ability a long time ago. Kaya naman sanay na siyang laging mag-isa, walang ibang inaasahan kundi ang sarili at mga piling tao lang, at hindi na umaasa pa na pagbubuksan siya ng pintuan ng pag-ibig. Wala na siyang aasahan pang lalaking mag-aabang sa kanya sa pagbubukas ng pintong iyon.
And maybe that's why she was unaware of one guy's advances to her. That is, until that guy named Jerricko did more than rescue her from her worst nightmare. Pagkatapos niyon, kahit ayaw niya, unti-unti siyang nagkakaroon ng dahilan na umasang bibigyan siya ng pagkakataon ng pag-ibig na mapagbuksan ng pinto niyon at hayaan siyang makapasok. Hindi niya iyon napigilan hanggang sa huli.
Okay na sana ang lahat. Pero dumating ang pagkakataong nalaman niyang hindi siya kailanman magiging karapat-dapat sa inaalay nitong pag-ibig para sa kanya.
Not when she knew she would always be broken and not even the love that Jerricko was giving her would be enough to fix the damage she has...